I miss the way you used to be.I miss your laugh.I miss your smile.I miss the way your eyes light up.I miss the way you used to love me.I miss the way you spoke to others.I miss you.I miss the way I used to be.Just comeback.I know you think you dont deserve happiness but you do.
Sincerely your present self:)

youve got this. you can get through this theres so many people who love you in this world. yes, looking in the mirror makes you feel sick when you see your body but theres someone out there who finds it beautiful, someone who finds you beautiful. you are beautiful you just cant see it. your acne is beautiful, so is you cellulite, so is your body. whether you meet societies 'perfect' body or not your beautiful. your body stays with you for your whole life. dont ruin her, shes the only one your going to get. i wish i could go back to when things were much simpler. no flat shaming. no being called a door. not people staring at my acne. i wish i could go back to being 4/5 being mummys little princess pleasing everyone and looking beautiful without an insecure in the world. i was just myself. but society has changed. im still so young but i feel pressurised by society to do things/ have a better body. im expected to have a perfect bum, tiny legs, big but not saggy boobs, little thighs, clear skin and be the perfect hour glass. and in reality im none of them. and it makes me feel worthless and like no ones ever going to love me. i know theres people out there that love me but i dont love myself. i look in the mirror and want to cry. my bestfriends boyfriend calls me "the door one" or "flat" or "mank" and as much as i love her she does nothing. it just makes me think that when im not on facetime or messaging her that when they call me them names that does she agree with them? does she call me an ugly door? ive always been known as the ugly friend and ive had enough. i do somehwhat love myself but i have my many flaws like everyone else. i shout at people when i dont mean too when theyve done nothing wrong. then my friends tell me that im horrible to people when i cant help it. i dont know if theres something wrong with me but i seem to be rude and horrid 24/7 amd i think not just people at school but all of my family memeber are starting to see it too. and im scared that im going to be known as the horrible girl and be left with no friends.

It’s not your fault you were only a child. There’s nothing you could’ve done to stop him from hurting mom.

Despite knowing that every November I get flashbacks and I relive that cold night over & over all month long

I WISH I WAS NOT SO stressful
U NEED patience
think how much is rare that u are on this universe , thats so cool
don't be so lazy to achieve your goal . i mean u can be sometimes lazy cause ya sometimes u need this and this ok! u still figure out and i love you

i have fallen out of love with myself. the happy go lucky girl is gone and an anxiety ridden eating disordered one has replaced her. please learn to love yourself the same way you used to, its not healthy to feel this way and i think your very much aware of that.

As the image of myself becomes more precious, I feel less afraid that someone will erase me by deying me love

you fuckd me up big time bro,, ily tho but fuck u. kinda wish we didnt meet but love the memories uh lol

You’ve changed and you are still changing. A lesson I learned was to treat myself like someone I loved. I’m beginning to right again. I have so much on my mind and I am letting it out and I needed to. My mind is not a place to store painful memories and thoughts. You are human. You are alive. There is so much you need to learn and that you need to see. So much more to experience.

stop beating yourself up. you deserve better. please open your eyes. I'm so sorry for hurting the little happy angel you used to be.

i know youre not feeling the best right now but just know better days are coming. trust the process. ily

i hate you sometimes, but you're the only person that has ever been there through it all. i'm sorry for hurting you, and convincing you that you're nothing, when in reality, you deserve the fucking world.

Why you have to do everything wrong? You deserve nothing, you are useless, I love you but I hate you so much

so i am actually going to send this to myself and to anyone in the world that feels the way i do. i know that life sucks it really really does and i keep seeing all of my friends being in happy relationships and all i want at the end of the day is to be able to love myself. i am struggling so badly with mental health but the fact that i am still here and i have not put people through the pain of losing me is something i am so so proud of myself for. i hope i can build my self love but for that alone, i love myself.

I hate how depressed I am and feel like no one likes me and yet I manage to put a fake smile daily when I’m struggling on the inside I can’t do it anymore

Baby, don't chase after a man who can't make you happy, chase after happiness, only him to make you happy and fulfilled.

Red has always secretly been your favorite color so I guess this is for you. I miss the old you.......

black. a prefect way to describe you. empty, void, emotionless, a shell of who you were. what happened? when did you break so much? were you ever really okay?

why do you beat us up? why do we hate us? why cant we just accept us? your face shape is perfect, your nose is perfect, your back fat is perfect, your stomach is perfect, your feet are perfect, your fingers are perfect, your neck is perfect, you need to eat and love yourself because your the only you that you have, embrace it. love us. love you. love me.

if the longest relationship i'll ever have is with myself, why shouldn't I spend more time caring for and loving the one I lie in bed with each night?
you are the hardest to love, but the most fulfilling. we're getting there, I promise.

I hope one day I will be capable enough to trust on myself. I swear I try but my life doesn't help me.

I know you are trying your best. I believe in you. I know it is hard right now but please keep going.

She is proud of you. Younger you is proud. Keep going, she wants you to stop overthinking. You got this.

Stop feeling alone and sad and fat, ur perfect and the crushes are a shit, love u more than others ❤️

you're not my first love and probably won't be my last, but i hope i can learn how to love you. it gets harder and harder every day, but i hope we make it. promise me we'll make it?

Hey, old me I use to love you (my old self) now I realized that you are not worth shit, no one loves you, no one talks to you, all your friends are fake ass fuck, and no one listens to you. You see your all sad right know you feel like no one cares about you, but at some point someone will show you love and you will find a reason to stay on earth and not to leave. Life is difficult but keep on going you can't tell the future but something great will happen.

just be happy, love yourself until your last breath. none of this matters

Never give up.

I am sorry and i love you,funny thing i never wrote “I” love you like that to anyone ,wish to hug u

i'm sorry for causing you pain.

I hope everything gets better soon, hang on and remember you have yourself no matter what.

sorry for the things i do, i just want to be loved

I wish the cycle could just stop. Why why why why are you like this.

it's going to get better <3

whatever life throws at u, throw it back mwa

stars will align (⁠◠⁠‿⁠・⁠)⁠—⁠☆

I love you

i’m scared that my bpd will cause me to never find the genuine, nurturing love i so badly crave

finally getting everything i've ever worked so hard for :')

I just want to be loved :(

words can not explain how much i wished someone liked me for me

I think im in love with every person i meet

just wait it ACTUALLY does get better :)

Thank you for pushing through. I promise you we’ll take the break you need somehow.

Maybe in other universe, I'm not stupid at love.

When is the time appropriate? Why do i have to wait for it? I know theres a reason. But why?

it got better right when you thought it wouldnt :) i love you

i hope i can get myself back again

live for yourself and no one else

i love you !
soon you will find that perfect boy, and he will love you more with every breath.