I want it to be silent. I don’t want to see anything, hear anything, or feel. I just want everything to stop.

Its pretty bad when your 16 and single and your best friend looks you dead in the eyes and says please don't die alone

Its pretty bad when your 16 and single and your best friend looks you dead in the eyes and says please don't die alone

I hope you succeed one day. Don’t let those people down you. Fulfill all your dreams. I love you self❤

You are much stronger than you think and I'm not sure why you doubt yourself when you are capable of so much.

Because not only do you stop for a second, and you look at everything I have done for you, you are not the only one who suffers because if you suffer I do it with you, I have given you all of me hoping that you will notice it, but apparently that will never happen , and I don't blame you for it but I really want you to notice how it hurts.

come on, just tell them... what's the worst they could do, they're not homophobic, right? Well, not all of them. But what about the whole she/they thing... What if they don't like that, what if they don't call you (My name)... I feel so alone though I know there are millions in the same and similar situations. For those said people, I'm sorry...I believe in you. Get up, brush your teeth, drink some water, get some food. It's gonna be okay baby, were gonna get through this. together. :)

i hate this you the way you make me feel so bad about myself but also the only person who makes me feel safe. I HATE YOU but i am you.

im bi and i told a few people but i dont wanna tell anymore people because im scared of what they will think

I'm so sorry. you're falling apart so much. I don't know what to do anymore I feel like giving up but I know I can't for them. you're trying so hard and I hope someday they realize that

you are so dumb like stop being a pussy and get your shit together please and thank you also make up your mind goddamn

I hope your good

all your memories whit me hunt me ,i feel hurt and broken i wish you could tell me : why you choose me .
why not some other girl ,but why me . Beacuse of you i am broken in little pieces whit the ghost of you
And even after all you did to me ,i still love you .
i am scare of what will come
if you leave and who the next one be .will you do same or will let you see
you dont have to hurt anyone anymore
you have done this all before but you lie about it to yourself and i still tink tou will change to someone else

I’ve never thought id cheat on my best friend with her boyfriend. I just dont feel a thing anymore. Why so?

Todo el tiempo estas preocupada por cosas que no tienen sentido, eres egoísta, piensas demasiado las cosas, te culpas por todo, eres muy superficial, no sabes decir no, te utilizan, solo te hablan cuando necesitan algo yo creo que por eso te volviste muy superficial, no sabes lidiar con las emociones, te da miedo conocer gente nueva, eres muy ansiosa, te estresas muy rápido, siempre escuchas nunca hablas, reprimes tus emociones, quieres controlar todo, crees que puedes con todo, no te gusta pedir ayuda, piensas que no necesitas a nadie, tratas de ser perfecta pero sabes que es imposible y eso te frustra....nunca seras perfecta, crees necesitar la aprobación de los demás para sentirte bien contigo misma. Estas mal, muchos aspectos de tu vida están mal, y a pesar de todo eso sigues aquí, tratas de cambiar, siempre que te ves al espejo, llorando, sintiéndote la basura mas grande del planeta, siempre, en alguna parte de tu mente te llega el pensamiento de querer seguir intentándolo, no tengo idea de donde sacas fuerza para seguir día con día pero eso admiro mucho de ti, a veces se me hace muy duro el ver como te tratan los demás, casi pienso que te ven como una maquina que siempre les va a tener todo lo que quieren y yo se que tu también piensas lo mimos pero aun así sigues sin importar nada, y de todo corazón te pido que no te rindas, no lo hagas por favor, veo en ti esa fuerza de voluntad que te dice "no pares", has aguantado muchas cosas durante toda tu vida como para dejarlo hasta este punto, quiero verte tener cumplir cada una de tus metas, quiero verte mirar el espejo sin llorar, quiero verte segura de ti misma, quiero verte feliz....Si llegaste a esta parte de mi carta quiero decirte que esto no es para ayudarte, eso depende de como lo tomes tu, si esto te motiva a seguir super bien y si no la verdad me da igual porque no te conozco, y eso lo digo porque no te puedo obligar a cambiar tu vida, eso depende solo de ti, da miedo verdad? jajajaja pero así son las cosas, tu decides si quieres tener una vida chingona o una vida mediocre, eres tu contra el mundo, si tienes amigos y familia que chido, eso te impulsara a seguir, pero si nos los tienes no importa, NO IMPORTA, lo que importa ahora eres tu, solo tu y nadie mas, enfocate en ti, en lo que necesita tu cuerpo y tu mente y al final te daras cuenta que la mejor compañía que necesitas eres tu y cuando llegues a eso seras alguien deslumbrante. Animo, te quiero aunque no te conozca, o quien sabe, puede que en algún punto de nuestras vidas nos crucemos, de todos modos ya sabes mi nombre jajaja no lo olvides. Melissa :)

stop falling every mf two days like chill bruh they dont gaf. also izaac is gonna leave. they always do.

i lost the best part of you so long ago. my life doesn’t feel special anymore and that fucking hurts, i guess it’s a part of growing up but losing this part of me is something I think about way too much

I never needed to love anyone or receive any love from someone, because the only love I needed was from myself but the seemed to be the hardest type of love to get

I’m trying to fall in love with you with every little ugly thing, I’m trying to fall in love with all of it, but it’s hard when you don’t even know who you are

why do i hate you? why can’t i look at you in the mirror like i used to? why can’t i just love you anymore :(

hi. i am so proud of you. i know how bad the depression gets. i know you want to give up. but you can’t. you have gone through so much, i have no idea how you ever did that. but it’s not over yet and it’s going to be hard but you can do it. you have to. people love you, remember that. stay strong baby. hopefully you won’t be so lonely. hopefully things will be better. hopefully you wake up happy to have woken up. i love you.

i deserve someone good and respectful bc I'm beautiful inside & outside. I deserve someone else than you

it’s like you get this sick, perverse pleasure out of being hurt. literally what is wrong with you? why can’t you ever ask for help or try to do something that’ll make you at least somewhat happy. what a wasted life you fucking loser.

Im tired, tired of not knowing what I want, not being comfortable with my body, my decisions, my connections. I hope to be able to work on myself soon, its a work in progress

Even you think is the only way, find your little light in the dark, dont let it go, and you could see different the things

I miss you. I miss the positive thoughts, the laughs, the memories, I miss everything about you. but you've become the person you said you weren't gonna become. you're going through stuff I know but I just miss the old you.

i hate you so much. go away. why cant you go back to the way you were before i said to myslef in the mirror

You took your time. I waited and i’m glad i did. i love who you are now and who your growing to become

I know this is supposed to be for love but god fucking dammit I don't care

Why the fuck would you say that? I know I was just being a little brat and I'm always like that but that was so uncalled for! I kNOW YOU'RE BETTER THAN ME BUT I DON'T NEED A REMINDER
JUST SHUT UP ALREADY
AND HE DIDN'T EVEN CARE THAT YOU SAID THAT ME TO ME
WHY?
BECAUSE YOU'RE HIS LITTLE PET
HE FUCKING SPOILS YOU AND LETS YOU TREAT ME LIKE SHIT

i wish you could handle things differently, and take control of yourself in most situations. from what i've seen, youre not doing a good job nor are you making yourself useful. you must step up your game and battle your distractions and problems. you will get through it, all it takes is perseverance.

I keep waiting for people to walk into your life and stay. I'm getting tired of the people that forget to say bye before they leave.

the growth you have accomplished is something to be proud about! no matter what life throws at you, you can take it. never stop growing.

i am so sorry. I would love make you happy, me you feel again. I just... don´t think you can be save.

I don't understand why or how you manage to lose the sparkle in your eyes, that resembled the gleam of a thousand diamonds. But, I really wish you got it back - before its too late and the looming shadow of despair that's lurking in the backgrounds - waiting for the right moment to pursue. That moment being when that one diamond stops shinning. Meaning you will have fully lost yourself.

Sarah,
I think you’re amazing. I aspire to be like you and have your vibe. I hope you continue to know you but for now thank you, for showing me life and Inspiring me

Sometimes is like I've lost you forever. Other times it's me finding you out of nowhere and understanding this battle isn't over yet.
It's been three years of pain, full of mental illnesses and problems to solve but I'm still here. I haven't lost yet.
There's days where I find myself in a bridge asking all of this to be over and then there's others where I'm with the people I love and finally affirm "I am enough, I am valid".
There's people who love me.
There's people who care for me.
And, most importantly, there's me, after all I have my own person standing in the mirror. Even if I ask for help my trust and my own self love is the main cure for all of this.

fuck it up if its your birthday bitch. i have a feeling im about to receive all this love and abundance at once. i can just feel it coming, and im so confident in the universe

stop depending on others to feel beautiful and confident. you’re your own person. you ARE beautiful, you deserve to be loved and you don’t need anyone else to tell you that to make it true. i love you.

Aunque te empeñes en creer que no estas sola y sonreir, como si de ti dependiera la felicidad, tú sabes que estás rota en el interior.

I tried falling in love with you I really did,but I couldn’t find anything I could ever fall in love with

Your doing a great job. Never give up, there's so much more in life. You need to go through some downs in order to get to the ups. I'm proud of you.

i’m so glad u love urself, cause u deserve 100% of that love. u deserve the best and i’m so happy i got the chance to love u, cause ur so fucking awesome!!?

Why are you so lost? Why can't you focus? I don't think you know what you're doing. Is it okay? Are you okay? No one ever asks you that. Can they tell you're breaking into pieces; shattering beyond repair? When will it be too late? You're never happy anymore. What happened to the person you were last year? Can they ever come back? Or are they gone for good? Who knows. Not you, certainly. Days slip by in a blur of school and work, of tears and exhaustion. Repetition has become the norm. Nothing is new. Nothing is bright or fun anymore. Your friends don't reach out to check on you. Can they tell something is wrong? Can your parents tell something is off? Would they do anything if they knew?

You're lying in bed on a Sunday night. You already cried. There are salty remnants of your pain on your face. You don't want to wake up for school tomorrow. Winter break is only a few days away but you can't make yourself feel excited for it again. Your body is constantly tensed. Your lungs feel as though they are holding in a perpetual breath, one that you can't seem to let out. Breathe. Breathe. You still can't release it. It's the result of stress and isolation, of both hyperfocus and simultaneously procrastination and pushing thoughts away. You can't catch a break.

Where are you going to go from here? You don't know. Will you ever know? Why do you refuse to think about the future? Does it scare you? No. It worries you, doesn't it? Yes, I thought so. You're unsure of your decisions. You don't want to choose the wrong thing. What happens if you do? Will your life crumble before your eyes, like a sandcastle left too long in the scorching sun, the heat leeching all the moisture and structure from its form? Or will you be okay? You don't know. And it terrifies you. It's okay. You don't need to know now. The world is an enormous ocean, rich with new chances and opportunity every day. If you miss this one, it's not going to kill you. Countless more will float by as you wait for the one that's just right for you. It may take a hundred tries to find it. There's nothing wrong with that. It's okay to be afraid of the future. You don't need to be, but there's nothing wrong with fearing the unknown and the endless possibilities that lie there.

Your still lying in bed on a Sunday night. You still don't want to wake up for school tomorrow. But the trickles of saltwater on your cheeks have dried. You feel more at peace with the world now. You understand that you have time to figure things out. There is no rush. You will be okay. You hope that if anyone reads this besides yourself they are able to find solace in it. You hope that they understand what you're trying to say, what you're trying to feel.

If you read this: I love you. You are okay.

who the fuck do you think you are for thinking you could compare
you’ll never be good enough
i hate you

to myself. i love you no matter what. i wish u would stop hurting yourself. but you will be happy one day i promise.

this lasts months were so hard, i usually don’t feel good, everything is worst, i cry like every night, its hard, i just don't feel like myself :(

I’m a shitty person... i don’t deserve to be loved by anyone because all I do is hurt them in the end. Then later on regret it but it’s too late, why go back to someone after they’ve hurt you? A sensible person wouldn’t, which is good because it’s self growth, but now I’m left alone. I want someone to come hold me, just notice that I am struggling every single day without me asking. It’s not someone’s job to help me tho, so I have to do it on my own so I don’t bother anyone. I want to help anyone I can to thrive and shine, I’ll take the pain they are in. Absorb it so it becomes mine, but it’s ok because the other person is better. I don’t want anyone to feel the way I do.

I wish that one day you are going to cry,feel sadness and your mind is going to rumbe only because you have been in love

you will never be enough for anyone, you need to except theres always going to be someone better and prettier than you

Sometimes this mind of yours is a scary place. Hold on though, we'll stick through it together. I do love you man, I really wish I could do a better job of taking care of you right now. Forgive me.

Agradeceria q de vez en cuando dejases de cagarla, que disfrutases de lo q tienes y te parases de pensar y de quejar y de rayar pq tienes una vida q muchas querrian. Tienes a gente con la q puedes contar, gente q te quiere y se preocupa por ti y aun sientes q no eres suficiente. Por una vez para, mira lo q tienes alrededor y callate. Centrate en ti y quierete tio.