Unsent messages to LIAM

I really like you. I hope this works out.

Quiero decirte tantas cosas, no se como empezar
Quiero que sepas que te amo inmensamente y lo siento por no decírtelo siempre mi actitud no es la mejor ultimamente y perdón si ya te estoy agobiando, por qué te quedas, si te desprecio cada día más y me siento tan mal de tratarte así sintiéndome tan sola y eres la única persona en mi vida que se ha quedado sin importar que, te pido perdón lo he hecho muchas veces pero esta ves es distinta por que este perdón es el último y mi adiós, ya no te haré sentir mal y me iré sin más que decir yo también te amo.

hey there, thanks for cheating on me then going to a new girl instantly after i break up with you eat ass.

Anna said we’d be really good together too late. I know I’ve moved on and same with you. I still don’t think you know how I felt though.

I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. I love you simply, without problems or pride: I love you in this way because I do not know any other way of loving but this, in which there is no I or you, so intimate that your hand upon my chest is my hand, so intimate that when I fall asleep your eyes close.

I hope you still smile at the memories we made. Thank you for being my first love. I'll tell my kids about you.

i love u little guy. being ur big sister is truly a blessing. u amaze me more and more each day. ur going to grow to be such an amazing young man. i love u kid

i loved you i did. and you left. but guess what she was there. M was there to help me back up. so fuck you for using me for your entertainment. sad thing is i still love you

oh what a special person you were to me, from the day I met you I knew you were going to become a big part of my life. I gave you my all until I had nothing left, you were the reason I kept fighting everyday. I miss you more than ever.

I never loved you. You stole me away and I was too weak to say no. Why would you do that to someone you said you loved. Why did you kill the girl I once was.

I feel like such an idiot for loving you. I gave you everything and you made me feel worthless. I hope that you never make anyone else feel that way again. I wish I never loved you

Oh, the sentiment of feelings lead to ordinary lives and I want mine.
We're two magnets, yet we push each other.
Scared, worried, of what? Happiness? Being stable for once?
I've never thought a person could care so much about an other, to the point of only thinking about them, worrying, wanting to know what's in their mind, what's troubling them.
But here I am... So much has happened, a life worth of a book, events that a person should experience in five lifetimes, a bubble of sentiments in one's stomach and the only way of releive is screaming. It's okay to not be happy all the time. It's okay to be afraid. It's okay to be sad. It's okay to not be okay.
You just have to acknowledge my feelings, and accept that I do care about you and no matter what you will always have my shoulder to cry on.

it's a shame, that you threw away a girl who spent a month fighting for your love. you don't find that often.

it's a shame, you cared so much for you that she spent a month fighting to get you back. you may never find her again. shame.

Thank you for staying, we have forever to be in love now. I’ll love you in this life and every one after x

I wish it would have worked out. The way you felt and the way I felt...but you got scared and backed out

u hurt me so much in the past that moving on feels like a betrayal to myself. i'll never forget how u treated me back then when i was just one of many. we're moving too fast, i need time to get to know u still.

never has anyone made me feel as small as you did
but you made me
better for my new relationship so I thank you

After we broke up, I hated when you called me by my nickname. I would melt if you called me it now. Miss ya

you'll never find this - but in such a short amount of time, im falling. falling hard. wish you'd realise, or even care. T

I wait as long as I can to try and sleep because I know that as soon as I do all i’ll be able to think about is you

i’m still mourning the death of the piece of me that died when you left. Why did you leave? You promised.

the other day i smelled your deodorant and i realized how much i miss you even after you didn't choose me.

uhm... well hey liam
i really loved you,
the way i never did before and won’t afterwards

i loved you with my whole heart and still do

i won’t ever forget you and your beautiful laugh, but neither the way you used to ignore me and act like i didn’t mean anything to you

i miss you, but i don’t... forever

I cant live in this much pain I just cant it hurts you were my fucking soulmate and I would’ve stayed and made it work but you left. Bye Liam Nayler I love you. Find the girl of your dreams.

although we’re not together anymore, just know i’ll always be with you no matter what. even if i don’t make it past this year or the next, i’ll never leave your side. you were my first official love and the best thing that’s ever happened to me. i love you to infinity and beyond. until next time my love ❤️.

Liam, you live in the uk. We met on whisper, and finally hopping in a ps4 party even though I was garbage at apex you still wanted to play with me. We kept talking and talking and suddenly.. we were dating. I loved you like nothing else and then I got distant... I didn't mean to but I was scared that I'd get hurt yet again. I got committed and got home and let you know what happened and you welcomed me back with open arms. I hate myself so much but I couldn't bring myself to hurt you anymore like I did being gone for a bit, I'm no good for you, im sorry I never was but you made me so happy and I want to thank you for what you did give me. I still think of you everyday Liam. Hurr1can3Tort1ll

Crying is a comfort because it's more familiar than hearing the constant, dull empty hum in my heart where you used to be

i miss you, with all my heart. you meant the world to me, and even though you are the reason i have so many issues, i still love you. you’ll always be perfect to me, even after everything that you’ve done, and that’s what hurts the most, because i know that i’m hurting myself by holding on to the memory of you.

strange, that we even met. the chances that we exist at all are slim. the chances that we existed at the same time must be next to impossible. maybe the universe worked in my favor after all, because I got the chance to know you.
that's beautiful, i think.

I'm so happy for you that you have your own little family now and experience the kind of love you always thought you'd never want. I've never seen you so happy.

i love you a lot luv :( i still think about you everyday and wont go to bed without telling the stars about you . ps. i hope you love watermelon still

i'm glad we're friends, but you know you'll always have a special place in my heart. that's why i always come back.

i wonder how you’re doing all the time. i miss you. why did it have to end like that lol. see u around ig, wish it could’ve been different.

i hope ur ok
i hope i go back to school and ur there
i cant have ur life in my hands, i cant deal w this so i had to leave
but i do still care
-lm

miku

your legit my fave person. like when you held onto my heart shaped glasses on nye for the whole time until you had to go home :)) i hope we meet each other again soon

its been 6 months, you were my first love and i miss you so very much, even though we are still good friends and talk everyday nothing can ever change how much i will always love you

i love you now i love you later. i love you since i first set eyes on you. i hate you more than you’ll ever know.

i still miss you sometimes. every time i hear your voice, it hurts so bad. we weren’t right for each other, but i did love you

I’ve loved you since the day I met you, even though we were so young. I think about you all the time; all of our memories. I miss how close we used to be.

I’ll always love you. I miss you more and more every day.

we were just taking space from each other but it turned out to be a forever thing and i'm so sorry for never fixing it because you were the exact person i needed and that i need now.

i love you. i want to spend my life with you, but you hurt me. so many times. i can’t stay in a relationship where i know i’ll get hurt in the end

It would be mental if this message ever reached you. I hope that you're not holding back because I've left before- but i want you to know i never left because of you, i wanted to give you the best version of myself and at that time i couldn't give you the love you deserved i really hope you understand. You are my yellow and you have no idea yet, that i love you so much. I love to lay there next to you and to watch you sleep, it makes me feel so much love in my heart, and i hope you're dreaming about me. I love you and miss you so much

i miss u. even tho i don’t rly think u miss me. i just wanna tell u stuff and i cant. why did this have to end this way

I hope you understand how much you mean to me.
The thought of not having you in my life paints a picture of a life i wouldn't want to have.
You are my anchor, my safety net, god you have become the heart that beats inside of me.
And without you,
i cannot breathe.
I can't wait to see you again...
hold you close,
kiss your lips and tell you how much i love you

Why did you lead me on? I trusted you and you left. You gave me false hopes. Was I really that easy to let go? You said you liked me and I opened up about myself, and then you left. It's always the ones you never date that leave you the most heartbroken.
You broke me.

i hate how you made me feel and i hate how you act now, we both moved on so why do you still try hurt me?

i will never forgive myself for ending it. if i don’t get you back in this lifetime, i hope we can meet again in another.

Thank you for all the heartache. I hate you but you taught me how cruel a man could be. Moving on to better things

i think i’m in love with you, and i don’t understand why. i feel inexplicably drawn to you, and have done since we met. we would never work- there’s too much history with our respective friends. plus, we’re entirely incompatible. i know you’re not right for me, so why do i want you so badly? please get out of my head, and let me move on.