It would be mental if this message ever reached you. I hope that you're not holding back because I've left before- but i want you to know i never left because of you, i wanted to give you the best version of myself and at that time i couldn't give you the love you deserved i really hope you understand. You are my yellow and you have no idea yet, that i love you so much. I love to lay there next to you and to watch you sleep, it makes me feel so much love in my heart, and i hope you're dreaming about me. I love you and miss you so much