Unsent messages to LIAM
From: ABC
To: liam
Date: October 10, 2020, 12:31 pm UTC
I wish I had closure from you. you were the only person who truely knew me. although you were a shit person towards the end, you always cared about me and always were there for me. you were the first person I ever opened up to and the first person who I was in 'love' with. I wish I still had you, or even had some sort of closure :(
From: ABC
To: liam
Date: October 10, 2020, 5:51 am UTC
its been five months. i keep trying to get over you but i can't. i hope you miss me as much as i miss you.
From: ABC
To: liam
Date: October 7, 2020, 11:57 am UTC
i love you so much you were my first true love why did you have to lie i will never let myself feel the pain i felt when you left and told me you were never i love with me :/
From: ABC
To: liam
Date: October 6, 2020, 9:37 pm UTC
we've known each other for so long and you just walk past me like i meant nothing to you. im sorry. ily.
From: ABC
To: liam
Date: October 4, 2020, 11:30 pm UTC
if only you knew how you healed my soul, and fixed my broken heart. thank you for teaching me what it feels like to be loved, what it feels like to be yours. please come back to me. life is grey without you, and all i want is to see the colors again.
From: ABC
To: liam
Date: October 3, 2020, 5:42 pm UTC
hey, if you ever read this. i love you so much. at this point though i cannot tell if you feel the same. you probably don’t. but i do love you.
From: ABC
To: liam
Date: October 3, 2020, 3:08 am UTC
I love u and i always have and i always will. I know u don’t think of me in that way but i would die for u. u mean everything to me. i wish i could tell u.
From: ABC
To: liam
Date: October 2, 2020, 8:01 am UTC
I'm sorry for hurting you the way I did. It was easier for me to leave you all here than take you down with me. I'm sorry that my brain told me I wasn't good enough for you but I want you to be happy.
From: ABC
To: liam
Date: October 2, 2020, 3:39 am UTC
u disappeared... I moved schools. I miss our random hall talk and I wish we were better friends bc u were the only one who liked my teasing. If u ever see this know that H had a crush on u.
From: ABC
To: liam
Date: October 2, 2020, 2:02 am UTC
You’re the one, you’ve always been the one. But you’re so confusing, you date my best friends and cheat on me with them but say you love me every night. You get mad if I block you and sad if I leave you on read but I just don’t understand anymore. I’m too afraid to tell you how I feel because every time I do you end up hurting me in the end. I love you though forever and always even as friends
From: ABC
To: liam
Date: October 1, 2020, 5:44 am UTC
hey I know we aren’t close anymore but I just want you to know that i’ll always be here for you. i love i always
From: ABC
To: liam
Date: September 30, 2020, 11:43 pm UTC
I really did love you. I wish that I met you first. You really were the right person wrong scenario. I miss you.
From: ABC
To: liam
Date: September 29, 2020, 10:52 pm UTC
Every time the night turns into morning, I fall in love with you all over again. You are a light in the darkness, a rainbow on a rainy day.
From: ABC
To: liam
Date: September 29, 2020, 6:56 pm UTC
I’m not over you. It’s been almost 8 months. i’ve tried so many ways to get over you but i can’t. what does it mean? idk.
From: ABC
To: liam
Date: September 29, 2020, 1:48 am UTC
i hate that i never gave you a chance. you were my best friend and now i'm stuck in a toxic relationship that i don't know how to get out of. you're all i ever wanted. everything comes back to you :/
From: ABC
To: liam
Date: September 28, 2020, 3:18 pm UTC
No dejo de checar mi teléfono, esperando que haya un mensaje tuyo. Te extraño y ahora solo me quedan un montón de canciones llenas de ti.
From: ABC
To: liam
Date: September 28, 2020, 5:47 am UTC
Please send me a song (or a whole playslist) if this a goodbye let's at least share good songs with each other one last time.
Miss u
From: ABC
To: liam
Date: September 21, 2020, 4:36 pm UTC
You bathe in light in my mind.Even through the thick, that light never fades. You're the first I've ever loved.
From: ABC
To: liam
Date: September 18, 2020, 7:00 pm UTC
I wrote about you everyday, it was suppose to be a present, instead it was for when you were breaking up with me
From: ABC
To: liam
Date: September 18, 2020, 6:57 pm UTC
I think the saddest part of the break up was we liked eachother for 3 years but only dated for 8 months
From: ABC
To: liam
Date: September 18, 2020, 5:18 am UTC
i remember the last time we kissed was october. you wrapped your arm around my waist and pulled me in just to show me off to your friend. you texted me after saying that was our best kiss yet. you never kissed me afterwards until valentines day on the cheek.
From: ABC
To: liam
Date: September 18, 2020, 5:11 am UTC
i can't wear pink without wondering if you'll like it on me. i've loved you since we were kids, liam. i thought you did too. but you fell for those girls during our relationship.
From: ABC
To: liam
Date: September 17, 2020, 1:46 am UTC
it’s been hard without you in my life. my nightmares have come back again and my anxiety has gotten worse. all i can think about is how if i was in your arms all my worries would just disappear.
From: ABC
To: liam
Date: September 17, 2020, 1:43 am UTC
i’ve been trying to move on but every time i’m with someone other than you i feel sick to my stomach and you’re all i ever think about :( i miss you please come back it’s not the same without you
From: ABC
To: liam
Date: September 17, 2020, 12:39 am UTC
in my mind things are perfect, and i have no reason to not trust you. but for obvious reasons, my gut still says i should question you. i'm not sure what i should do, but there's absolutely no way i could break things off with you. i love you :( plus i don't want to. i just hope you won't prove my intuition correct again.
From: ABC
To: liam
Date: September 15, 2020, 9:21 am UTC
We had time and it feels wasted. You’re moving away. I know it’s over. It’s tearing me apart. I still don’t know how you feel.
From: ABC
To: liam
Date: September 14, 2020, 2:00 pm UTC
you are human form of the word cunt. you make me sick to my stomach and i hope you know i fucking hate you :)
From: ABC
To: liam
Date: September 13, 2020, 2:43 pm UTC
It scares me to know I could loose you. Every time I see you I get butterflies. You have zero clue how much your keeping me alive. I love you
From: ABC
To: liam
Date: September 12, 2020, 6:41 pm UTC
I'm not violent but if you so much as lay a finger on my boyfriend, you'll regret it, you absive fuck
From: ABC
To: liam
Date: September 12, 2020, 3:23 am UTC
It’s been over a year. You broke my heart, I went into a deep depression. But, from the loss of your love I have found myself and have fallen in love again with someone so wonderful. You made my feelings feel inadequate, you cheated on me with your best friend. I wish you all the best, but I am happier now than I was last year. Seeing you now doesn’t make me feel as broken and hurt as it did a year ago, this makes me feel happy as it shows I’ve grown stronger as a person. As much as I did love you once and we do have some happy memories, we weren’t right for each other, I think we both knew that.
From: ABC
To: liam
Date: September 11, 2020, 5:49 pm UTC
I loved you with all my heart and that still wasn’t enough for you. i was constantly in competition for your attention sent you made me hate myself. thank you for not visiting me in the hospital xoxo
From: ABC
To: liam
Date: September 10, 2020, 11:56 pm UTC
What did you mean when you said hard to see anything happening if... Was that for my benefit or yours?
From: ABC
To: liam
Date: September 10, 2020, 5:48 pm UTC
everything was going so well until u made that 1 mistake. everything was perfect. i believed u were my soulmate. i miss u so much. i miss the picnics and falling asleep to the sound of u snoring. i love u so so much. pls dont stop loving me
From: ABC
To: liam
Date: September 10, 2020, 12:46 am UTC
I’m sorry, I should have told you I wasn’t ready for a relationship. It’s a personal thing. I know you won’t ever be able to see it from my perspective but I wish you could understand. You made me upset. I’m glad we can still talk though.
From: ABC
To: liam
Date: September 9, 2020, 7:59 pm UTC
you dragged me to such a low place but i'm glad it happened or else i would never have learnt how to float.
From: ABC
To: liam
Date: September 9, 2020, 11:34 am UTC
i miss you. for 9 days it was so perfect. i dont wanna do this without you. i love you with everything in me. i hope youre okay bubs
From: ABC
To: liam
Date: September 9, 2020, 4:14 am UTC
all of my friends think im crazy when i say i need closure from u but they dont know how i truly felt about u and they never will :/
From: ABC
To: liam
Date: September 7, 2020, 7:44 am UTC
i hope you're happy. thanks for teaching me how a real man should act. i hate you for raising my standards when you're the only one who can reach it.
From: ABC
To: liam
Date: September 7, 2020, 2:11 am UTC
i think you took a part of me when you left. you made me feel special then you ghosted me,, you spoke to my friends right next to me but pretended i didn’t exist. i wasted so many tears on you wondering why, missing you. it’s been years and suddenly your back in my head. i hate that i still like you,, knowing that if you came back i’d let you. maybe one day you’ll come back to give me back that part of myself
From: ABC
To: liam
Date: September 6, 2020, 6:56 pm UTC
we only knew each other for a couple days but it felt like it was forever... and no one will ever know how much i truly felt for u in our time together :/
From: ABC
To: liam
Date: September 6, 2020, 6:51 pm UTC
why did u ghost me? i thought we had a real connection but i guess not... i swear we were meant for each other -conversations just don’t flow like that with anyone else... see u in another life i guess
