I just want to say 3 words but now i am overthinking about it and have 300 words to tell you and also afraid to lose my friend

I've made clones of you and dropped them everywhere in my life. So many in fact that I thought they were you.I think it was never about being with you,the thrill was finding you.

i dont care anymore, but still i do, i don't think about u anymore, but if u would text me i know i'd still meet u, idk why. Because it always ends up the same.

Thank you for making me have trust issues, and messing with my mind because now I keep pushing everyone away.

Thank you for making me have trust issues, and messing with my mind because now I keep pushing everyone away.

I hate how you despise me but I’ll fall into your arms with weak eye contact, I don’t care if you hate my being. Your warmth is enough.

No names because the kind of lost love I think I'm missing right now its loving at all. I miss the way my heart would race when I talked to any of my girlfriends. The way I'd get flustered when the complimented me, or the way that I was so consumed with affection that I could feel it in my bones. I miss being in love. And maybe, also, I daydream of kissing my best friend square on the mouth everytime we talk about visiting each other. Just maybe.

no words will ever mean more to me than 'to be paired with You in this waltzing motion of quips and gushes gives my soul new purpose.' your poetry is awe inspiring and a form of love in itself.

you slow danced with me in my room at midnight. I love you so much it makes me angry. why can’t I get over you?

when i met you, i felt different. your name could not fit better, you are the most loving person ever and i sound silly but you really are the person i want to wake up to every morning. I want to kiss you in the middle of the street at 2 am, i want to hold your hand all the time. i love you love

Seeing you today made me realize that what you did to me still hurts. Every time I try to convince myself that I'm over you, I kinda feel this deep pain. Like I've opened a wound or something. I feel like rather than closure, I need to forget you. Erase every smile, every picture, every picnic date. all of it.
and that's why I can't move. Why do u keep trying to keep me attached to you. You didn't even want me in the first place. Why can't you let me go so I can let you go

You was my first love and my first in a lot things. But at the same time and 2 years after you broke my entire life.

I'm glad that we're friends again, but I still feel uneasy when I think about you and the way you used to look at me.

I still have your song on my playlist. But when it plays I always skip it because ik you won’t be there to sing it.

I really FUCKING want to see you, eat noodles with you, go for a walk in the rain in the middle of the night, watch the sky sit in front of a window, kiss you, sleep with you, I want it all, I want you

I don't believe in love. everytime ive felt love for someone they leave shortly after. maybe I believe in it but just don't trust it. I miss when I trusted it. when I got butterflies in my stomach whenever I heard him say my name or when I had that warm feeling in my heart and head when he hugged me. I hope I can trust you again because without you love my life is dull and colorless.

i was waiting for you to text on my birthday. i knew after your song that we would probably never talk again but i was still holding out for it. it's probably for the best, it would've just made it harder to move on if you did. you were right, as you always were, and i wanted to at least tell you that. a year ago you told me you loved me for the first time. it feels like much much longer to me. when i told you when i was wasted at that pregame right after we started dating i meant it, i did love you then and i love you now. take care.

love is such a complicated thing. it's probably the happiest yet saddest thing i believe a person could ever experience. you develop such feelings for a person, some which become obsessive in circumstances. you feel the need to be the best for a person who should love you no matter what. you could be deathly in love with someone and then they don't even take a second look at you. you could be so deathly in love with someone and believe with your whole heart they feel the same, until one day they break you leaving you alone, helpless, vulnerable and carry on like nothing ever happened.
Manipulation. love basically lives hand in hand with manipulation, mental, emotional, physical. twisted people have a twisted way of making this beautiful feeling fit them and benefit them in a way which could turn another person's world upside down.
i don't believe i've experienced love, something once felt like it however i believe it was all a foreign feeling. this may sound selfish but i don't ever think a feeling where i would put my life for someone else. it's an experience i am yet to embark in.
Arguments. Happiness. Love presents itself as all of the different emotions fighting each other, like the blind couples who believe love conquers the world. yes it makes you stronger but it also makes you the weakest you'll ever be in your life having all your barrier down, being fully exposed, so much opportunity for heartbreak, having to trust a person with your life and having no ill intentions.
i believe society makes it worse. society doesn't help by applying pressure and shoving expectations down people's throats, it only causes people to feel bad abt themselves and causes them to question everything and everyone in their lives. people would rather date someone they know will break their heart over the nice guys, girls and others because they fear what others say.
but in the end, overall, love makes a person happy. it makes people who once felt dead find their colour and helps people improve.
yes, ofc, i would love to experience love. the idea completely terrifies me. it scared me half to death and often makes me hold myself back. but yes, overall, i believe love is worth the risk. i believe love, no matter the consequences, is the best thing to ever happen to a person.

Sometimes I think about if I miss you or not but now I know that I don’t miss you I just miss the feeling you would give me. We didn’t really love each other we loved the idea of each other and the feeling that we did have love.

I miss you so much

I miss you, please come back

Thank you for proving that being romantic is still possible

thank you for always listening to my weird stories

when will I finally encounter you ?

I’m not quite sure what that means yet but I do know it’s not supposed to hurt.

how does it feel to turn 25? are you happy?

im with her, but i’ll always wonder about u. it’s been yrs. why must i be like this ?

When you know you know I guess so

I love and I hate you in the same time.

i’m scared i’ll never get to experience true you

When will it be my turn? What will that entail? I want reciprocation

Can we be like other couples?

imy

Just know that I'll always be here and I'll always be yours.

i didn’t kno what i was doing.

you made me happy once. is it bad that i miss you for that?

I don’t hate that I love you I hate the circumstances I hate having to pretend you don’t exist

i regretted everything

My birthday wish is for you to reach out one day and tell me u want us to work out

It's always your messages that gets me through rough days :') ily and thank u

I badly want us. But it's all messed up now. Happy bday. All i wish is for you to be happy.

What's stopping you? I don't understand

I still love you idc what you think of me

I wanna be mad at you but I can't. I miss my cocky mf even if you don't miss me.

acting like im not in love with u is the hardest thing i have ever had to do.

imysm i wna txt u again but i don’t wna seem like im bothering you but js know ily with all my ???? ml

i thought you’re living life with no regrets

If you love me hmu asap

I hope one day i can believe someone would actually love me.

did you disappear because of me ?