Unsent messages to JELLO

I don't know why my mind's boggled about you still

what did i even do.. gosh

i still want it all with you. i want to experience life with you, kids and marriage. it's not getting any easier without you. i love you so much but part of me hates you for giving up on me. i don't blame you, i get it but man it hurts. maybe I'll get over it but I'll never get over you.

It’s been a few months. You were toxic. You lied. I felt like I had to stay because you were going to kill yourself if I didn’t because of the things you posted in your amino. I felt guilty. Yet for some inexplicable reason I still want to talk to you again and I don’t know why. Maybe because you were my first online friend after all the others left or got banned. I hope you get help. Not in a bad way, in fact, I wish you well for the rest of your life. I hope you get therapy and you get away from the people who are doing you wrong. I hope you grow as a person.
Last of all, I hope you keep the house we made on bloxburg, the one with the really aesthetic room. That was fun.

I’m glad you are happy. The other day I unadded you cause you hadn’t snapped me in months. The same day you snapped me so I added you back. I wish I wouldn’t have.