Liam, you live in the uk. We met on whisper, and finally hopping in a ps4 party even though I was garbage at apex you still wanted to play with me. We kept talking and talking and suddenly.. we were dating. I loved you like nothing else and then I got distant... I didn't mean to but I was scared that I'd get hurt yet again. I got committed and got home and let you know what happened and you welcomed me back with open arms. I hate myself so much but I couldn't bring myself to hurt you anymore like I did being gone for a bit, I'm no good for you, im sorry I never was but you made me so happy and I want to thank you for what you did give me. I still think of you everyday Liam. Hurr1can3Tort1ll