I loved you with all my heart and that still wasn’t enough for you. i was constantly in competition for your attention sent you made me hate myself. thank you for not visiting me in the hospital xoxo

im so fucked up over you because im too attached. you literally just told me you just want to be friends a few hours ago. after everything you fucking put me through. I WAITED THIS WHOLE YEAR JUST TO BE WITH YOU. you were so genuine. fuck you

I know i've moved on but sometimes I just remember the promises you made me and it just makes me think back to what we were and it makes me miss you all over again...

It’s been over a year. You broke my heart, I went into a deep depression. But, from the loss of your love I have found myself and have fallen in love again with someone so wonderful. You made my feelings feel inadequate, you cheated on me with your best friend. I wish you all the best, but I am happier now than I was last year. Seeing you now doesn’t make me feel as broken and hurt as it did a year ago, this makes me feel happy as it shows I’ve grown stronger as a person. As much as I did love you once and we do have some happy memories, we weren’t right for each other, I think we both knew that.

We've grown so close over these years, but I can't tell if you still love me the way that I now love you.

it's a shame, you cared so much for you that she spent a month fighting to get you back. you may never find her again. shame.

it's a shame, that you threw away a girl who spent a month fighting for your love. you don't find that often.

Oh, the sentiment of feelings lead to ordinary lives and I want mine.
We're two magnets, yet we push each other.
Scared, worried, of what? Happiness? Being stable for once?
I've never thought a person could care so much about an other, to the point of only thinking about them, worrying, wanting to know what's in their mind, what's troubling them.
But here I am... So much has happened, a life worth of a book, events that a person should experience in five lifetimes, a bubble of sentiments in one's stomach and the only way of releive is screaming. It's okay to not be happy all the time. It's okay to be afraid. It's okay to be sad. It's okay to not be okay.
You just have to acknowledge my feelings, and accept that I do care about you and no matter what you will always have my shoulder to cry on.

i hate you
i hate you so much
you are the worst person ive ever met
but i still want you to love me because i know a part of me still loves you

i know you were telling every girl the same thing
i was so vulnerable and you used me for your ego
i loved you
and i know deep down you know none of those other girls will love you like i did.

When I unadded you I didn't mean any harm by it I just wanted you to know that I did it because it was best and I wanted to feel better and move on, I wanted you to move on and be happy too. I didn't know that it would hurt you that much and I swear that if I knew I wouldn't have ever done it. I wish you would've just talked to me and told how you felt, that's all I ever wanted to know. I don't know why you're never open with me when it comes to us. It makes me sad because you're all I've ever wanted these past couple of years. I love you so much and I know you've moved on and all but if you do decide to come back, I'll be waiting. I love you

I'm not violent but if you so much as lay a finger on my boyfriend, you'll regret it, you absive fuck

im so sorry i wasn't a better friend to you. i wish i could go back to 8th and 9th grade and fix everything...i miss you. always.

I feel like such an idiot for loving you. I gave you everything and you made me feel worthless. I hope that you never make anyone else feel that way again. I wish I never loved you

I never loved you. You stole me away and I was too weak to say no. Why would you do that to someone you said you loved. Why did you kill the girl I once was.

Hola, js sabes que fuiste la única persona con la cual me sentía segura y amada, lamento que no sea el mismo amor y lamento que te alejaras.
Nunca estuvimos juntas pero no puedo sacarte de mi cabeza, no puedo simplemente superarte y dejarte ir como si nada lo sabes no? , Cuando llegó alguien que pensé que ocuparía tu lugar me sentí aliviada, pero nadie se te compará....te amo




Ab

its been five months. i keep trying to get over you but i can't. i hope you miss me as much as i miss you.

I wish I had closure from you. you were the only person who truely knew me. although you were a shit person towards the end, you always cared about me and always were there for me. you were the first person I ever opened up to and the first person who I was in 'love' with. I wish I still had you, or even had some sort of closure :(

We were stupid kids man. Thinking we knew what it meant to be in love back then with 15. I still think we weren't supposed to end like this. There's still something about our story that tells me we were more than just two kids randomly falling in love, even if it's been years. Maybe you think the same, maybe you don't. I'll probably never know. I still hope you're happy and doing better. Have you forgiven your best friend and girlfriend yet? Did you manage to get your life back together? How is your mental health atm? I hope you're clean by now. I don't want you to be sad, you don't deserve that. Even if you don't know it, there's at least one person out there thinking about you and caring about you. And that someone is me. I wish you nothing but the best kid. I know you'd say the same thing about me. Love, the girl from the Internet

oh what a special person you were to me, from the day I met you I knew you were going to become a big part of my life. I gave you my all until I had nothing left, you were the reason I kept fighting everyday. I miss you more than ever.

i loved you i did. and you left. but guess what she was there. M was there to help me back up. so fuck you for using me for your entertainment. sad thing is i still love you

It scares me to know I could loose you. Every time I see you I get butterflies. You have zero clue how much your keeping me alive. I love you

i shouldn't be filled with fear everytime i hear ur name or see u. seeing u at school is hard enough. fuck you. you cheating asshole

Did it hurt when you ghosted me? I keep trying to convince myself it did. I hope flirting with my sister helped ease the pain.

strange, that we even met. the chances that we exist at all are slim. the chances that we existed at the same time must be next to impossible. maybe the universe worked in my favor after all, because I got the chance to know you.
that's beautiful, i think.

i still say i love you, but to be honest i don’t think i do. you don’t say it back anyways so why do i feel bad? our relationship is one ive never had with anyone, and even if it’s narrowed down to friendship i want to keep it and feel like i can tell you anything. there’s another guy, and i like him almost as much as i liked you at first. he’s so nice and really cute... i wanna talk to you about him but i feel like you’d stop talking to me. do you still talk to me because you think i still have feelings for you?

i still love you and always will. my heart will always hope we get another chance to be together again someday. "we would be unstoppable"

I am so happy I am over you I thought it would never happen...But it did and I'm finally happy for myself:)

i just started talking to you and you’ve made me feel better than anyone else ever has. you mean a lot to me.

i just started talking to you and you’ve made me feel better than anyone else ever has. you mean a lot to me.

you convinced me we were forever and that you were so deeply in love and then you left me like i meant nothing.

Please send me a song (or a whole playslist) if this a goodbye let's at least share good songs with each other one last time.
Miss u

No dejo de checar mi teléfono, esperando que haya un mensaje tuyo. Te extraño y ahora solo me quedan un montón de canciones llenas de ti.

I hope you understand how much you mean to me.
The thought of not having you in my life paints a picture of a life i wouldn't want to have.
You are my anchor, my safety net, god you have become the heart that beats inside of me.
And without you,
i cannot breathe.
I can't wait to see you again...
hold you close,
kiss your lips and tell you how much i love you

i hate that i never gave you a chance. you were my best friend and now i'm stuck in a toxic relationship that i don't know how to get out of. you're all i ever wanted. everything comes back to you :/

I know that you left me for her. She had a boyfriend but that didn't stop you. And the messages. I know about those too. Since then, I have always wondered if I would've been better off not knowing about the messages that placed the whole image together. You completely left me just because you wanted her instead. Was it because of something I did? Something I said? Or was it because I don't look like her. I don't have the pretty blue eyes that she does, which you told her were the prettiest eyes you've seen. I don't have the body that she does, which you told her that hers was amazing. I get it. I wasn't enough for you and probably still not enough now, only because I'm not her. I'm sure God let this happen to teach me a lesson, but I feel like I'm too young to have felt that kind of pain. Now, I have learned from it and I know my worth, which I'm sure those messages have helped me realize that. I just wish we could have fixed whatever was wrong instead of you ending it with "you've changed". That was the only explanation or "closure" I got from you. Yeah, everyone changes and eventually we learn that the hard way. But was it really worth ending it just because I may have changed? I guess I'll never know. So much for my first love.

i miss u. even tho i don’t rly think u miss me. i just wanna tell u stuff and i cant. why did this have to end this way

Crying is a comfort because it's more familiar than hearing the constant, dull empty hum in my heart where you used to be

It would be mental if this message ever reached you. I hope that you're not holding back because I've left before- but i want you to know i never left because of you, i wanted to give you the best version of myself and at that time i couldn't give you the love you deserved i really hope you understand. You are my yellow and you have no idea yet, that i love you so much. I love to lay there next to you and to watch you sleep, it makes me feel so much love in my heart, and i hope you're dreaming about me. I love you and miss you so much

Hey u kinda broke my heart but you said you still loved me. fuck u for spreading rumors. I can’t even look at you.

I thought you we’d never end up as strangers, but look where we are now. I miss you so much. I regret getting so attached, but I don’t regret the bond we had. I wish you didn’t leave me behind like you did. I wish you didn’t give up on us.

If you loved me, why did you give up on us in the blink of an eye? Never thought I'd call us strangers, not after everything we've been through.

I’m not over you. It’s been almost 8 months. i’ve tried so many ways to get over you but i can’t. what does it mean? idk.

Liam, you live in the uk. We met on whisper, and finally hopping in a ps4 party even though I was garbage at apex you still wanted to play with me. We kept talking and talking and suddenly.. we were dating. I loved you like nothing else and then I got distant... I didn't mean to but I was scared that I'd get hurt yet again. I got committed and got home and let you know what happened and you welcomed me back with open arms. I hate myself so much but I couldn't bring myself to hurt you anymore like I did being gone for a bit, I'm no good for you, im sorry I never was but you made me so happy and I want to thank you for what you did give me. I still think of you everyday Liam. Hurr1can3Tort1ll

Every time the night turns into morning, I fall in love with you all over again. You are a light in the darkness, a rainbow on a rainy day.

I don’t miss you. I just miss the way you made me feel. I haven’t felt that way since. You were the universe to me, and I was just a measly star to you. Do you even still think about me?

I don’t miss you. I just miss the way you made me feel. I haven’t felt that way since. You were the universe to me, and I was just a measly star to you. Do you even still think about me?

Even after all the heart break and lies I want to thank you for making me who I am :) love u forever

u absolute fucking cunt. u lied about everything. u framed me for that because you where embarassed that i wouldnt date you. i was so in love with u man but u had to go fuck it up. i tried my best to keep u safe when i wasnt in a good place myself and you just used me and took me for granted. i miss u so much it hurts. u where such a dick. u made me loose so many people who kept me happy and made me feel safe. u being one. what i would give to go back and fix things. im sorry i really did try i promise

The day I ended up on your Spotify, I knew I was never going to forget you. Too many songs remind me of you.