Unsent messages to KYLE
From: ABC
To: kyle
Date: July 11, 2023, 12:31 am UTC
hey Kyle :)) miss u forever and I'm always thinking about you.
From: ABC
To: kyle
Date: January 19, 2021, 4:38 am UTC
I just want to tell you that I love you, but I can't. We are not together.. and we won't be for a long time.
From: ABC
To: kyle
Date: January 19, 2021, 4:37 am UTC
I hope youre healing for yourself. I hope youre happy. I miss you every day, like i told you i would be im lost without you. Its not like it was before you. Youre an impactful person. Thank u for making me happy while u did
From: ABC
To: kyle
Date: January 18, 2021, 9:16 am UTC
i think one of my favorite things about you is the way you love things and people so passionately. its so cute i love hearing u talk about it or them even if you get a little shy. it hurts because i wish i could tell you
From: ABC
To: kyle
Date: January 17, 2021, 5:27 am UTC
All the time my mind forces me to think of what youre doing, or who you’re with. All i can picture is other girls. I have no clue if its just mind or the truth and that’s much harder because i still miss you so fucking much every day. I just want you and it hurts
From: ABC
To: kyle
Date: January 16, 2021, 2:57 pm UTC
I hope you know that everytime you text me my eyes glisten and when I hear someone call my name I always think it's you.
From: ABC
To: kyle
Date: January 15, 2021, 7:53 pm UTC
fuck you for doing what you did to me. you knew how much I wanted you but you still left me with no explanation.
From: ABC
To: kyle
Date: January 15, 2021, 6:34 pm UTC
i loved you. but you lied. and now i have to see you everyday knowing i meant nothing to you. i wish i didn't let you draw me in
From: ABC
To: kyle
Date: January 14, 2021, 7:02 pm UTC
you just kept on hurting me and then left. now your with that pretty girl.im sorry i couldn't be what you wanted
From: ABC
To: kyle
Date: January 14, 2021, 6:25 am UTC
I used to think that I would never meet the one for me in this life and have a family.. then I met you
From: ABC
To: kyle
Date: January 14, 2021, 1:05 am UTC
i know i need to just let go because if you felt the same youd say it too, but i am having such a hard time. youre so special to me but you wont tell me how you feel and i am hurting myself in the process of this because i think i have feelings for you again. its so hard to do this another time. i wish you would tell me how you feel
From: ABC
To: kyle
Date: January 13, 2021, 4:01 pm UTC
I hate that I wasted months with someone that was so toxic. I hate that there are so many good memories that haunt me because looking back I realise they were actually some of the darkest months I've experienced. fuck you
From: ABC
To: kyle
Date: January 12, 2021, 6:39 am UTC
I’m afraid I’m still in love with you. We’re friends still, maybe that’s why I miss being with you so much.
From: ABC
To: kyle
Date: January 11, 2021, 7:09 am UTC
i hate the way youre always my drunk thoughts. i think about you everytime i hear love songs see see sunflowers i miss loving you so much you make me feel so whole. i wonder if im the one you think about when you see things you love aswell
From: ABC
To: kyle
Date: January 11, 2021, 4:19 am UTC
No ones gonna be me. All i can picture is you with anyone else but no one will be me for you the way no one will be you for me. Sorry.
From: ABC
To: kyle
Date: January 11, 2021, 1:11 am UTC
I have so much to say to you if things were just like they was, I miss you so much it hurts we were eachothers bestfriend . I know you don’t think about me but there isn’t a day that you don’t cross my mind. If only we had met later on when we weren’t just teenagers. You are my soulmate and I know you don’t get on with her like you did with me. If only you realised what we had. I’m not one for falling for people but my heart will always have a you shaped hole. You are my forever and I’d do anything to have you back. We complete eachother ...
From: ABC
To: kyle
Date: January 10, 2021, 7:19 pm UTC
you are the most wonderful person ive ever come across. when i heard you cry i couldn’t believe myself. i made an angel cry and i will never forgive myself.
From: ABC
To: kyle
Date: January 10, 2021, 7:06 pm UTC
You didn't deserve me, and you knew it. You were constantly hurting me and you didn't care. Fuck you.
From: ABC
To: kyle
Date: January 10, 2021, 5:58 am UTC
ive waited lifetimes for you, and i will always find my way back and choose you. i still think of you whenever i look at the moon.
From: ABC
To: kyle
Date: January 10, 2021, 2:48 am UTC
I got better and stayed that way because of the way you loved me, not because of the ways you didn’t. Thanks for the memories, love.
From: ABC
To: kyle
Date: January 9, 2021, 11:28 pm UTC
I wish I never let you go. Idc if it’s selfish, it’s killing me watching you be happy without me.
I put you first and it’s left me lost.
From: ABC
To: kyle
Date: January 9, 2021, 11:01 pm UTC
I have so much love for you. It breaks my heart to see you struggling mentally and internally. I will always be here for you even though you broke me.
From: ABC
To: kyle
Date: January 9, 2021, 6:15 am UTC
im sure i mean nothing to you. i'm just one of many girls, and that's alright. i am not your person. i am not your soulmate. but you're mine. you're my soulmate. and i still and will always love you. i will always cherish the time and the relationship we got to have together. i'm always going to be in love with you bro. ik you hate me, and honestly i hate you too. fuck you. you were mean. but i'd still drop everything and anyone just to be with you again. i'm so fucking in love with you
From: ABC
To: kyle
Date: January 9, 2021, 2:41 am UTC
I think you were my first true love.. because when you told me you couldn't love me, something inside of me broke and I haven't been the same since.
From: ABC
To: kyle
Date: January 9, 2021, 12:04 am UTC
i miss you. i miss my birthday and when you played guitar for me. ill never forget you. you made me forget about rosie and those other boys. if i could do it all again i would. i wouldn’t have wasted my time on a lost cause like you though.
From: ABC
To: kyle
Date: January 7, 2021, 7:25 am UTC
you fucked me up so hard. i really loved you and you just simply dont care. you helped me and now u are gone
From: ABC
To: kyle
Date: January 7, 2021, 4:32 am UTC
I just wanna tell you everything. Just fill you in on all the things youre missing, the things I really cant deal with alone. I just wanna feel that relief i felt while i was with you. Like i was protected from everything bad
From: ABC
To: kyle
Date: January 7, 2021, 2:05 am UTC
i dont even know what to say to you anymore i feel like theres so much i want to but i just cant handle another rejection and you keep confusing me
From: ABC
To: kyle
Date: January 6, 2021, 9:46 pm UTC
oh kyle oh kyle. i liked you for 4 years. i mean obviously we were just friends but i kinda realized i liked u. once i spoke up about it... oh lord i wish i hadn’t. i mean u were nice ig to me but then u kinda treated me like i wasn’t worth it. i loved you so much even if u didn’t love me. i dated other guys to get u off my mind(and they obviously weren’t serious at all it was kinda like a mutual friendship where we liked eachother but never talked lmao). i mean u were a good friend i guess. but now we’re here. in 2021. thank the lord for covid otherwise i probably would have seen u at camp and school. anyways i’m way way way over u just still mad at u and oh yea i’m into women now! how exciting!!
From: ABC
To: kyle
Date: January 5, 2021, 7:34 am UTC
I wish i got true closure about our relationship. All the petty back and forths, never knowing if certain things were meant for me or someone else. I don't want us back together but I miss having someone know me on that level, no one has come close to what we had. Im happy ur happy, so pls stay happy. Even though we've been through some shit i really do wish you all the best. This is the last time im gonna check this site, but i hope this finds you. ps schr died:(
From: ABC
To: kyle
Date: January 5, 2021, 5:49 am UTC
It was perfect until it wasn't but I'm grateful for what we had. Wouldn't be who I am now. Still can't hear La Vie En Rose tho yikes.
From: ABC
To: kyle
Date: January 5, 2021, 12:06 am UTC
I just wish i knew how you felt, about me, how youre doing, if youre life is better than mine, if youre happy. I just wish i could talk to you
From: ABC
To: kyle
Date: January 4, 2021, 7:36 pm UTC
I wonder if you ever loved me back? You were my best friend and i never said anything, but it would have changed my life if you had
From: ABC
To: kyle
Date: January 4, 2021, 4:41 am UTC
I know if you ever did came back Nothing would be the same and who knows if you would still like me now, it WAS too good to be true
From: ABC
To: kyle
Date: January 4, 2021, 4:27 am UTC
It didnt feel like long but in those 9 months we literally made so many memories and its all i think about
And the ones we never got
From: ABC
To: kyle
Date: January 3, 2021, 11:00 pm UTC
i wish i knew why you said no. you give me so many mixed signals it hurts. i just want u to talk to me
From: ABC
To: kyle
Date: January 3, 2021, 1:40 pm UTC
I love you but I don’t know how to tell you. I think about you all the time and when I do my heart begins to race and I feel like I’m
running across roof tops and jumping in the rain. I just want you to know I’m here and that I want more
From: ABC
To: kyle
Date: January 3, 2021, 9:14 am UTC
fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. you literally ruined my life, you fucking made me trust you with MY BODY then you went and threatened to expose me to my whole fucking school. then you came back saying you learned from your mistakes then went and said “you know what i want” BITCH PLEASE. gtfo.. i hope you die in a fucking fire, nah better yet i hope you get tortured to death you piece of shit. that’s why i chose the color brown,because you are a piece of shit.
From: ABC
To: kyle
Date: January 3, 2021, 3:45 am UTC
I am so sorry, i am so scared because I feel like I am falling out of love with you. But at the same time I cant bear the thought of being apart from you...
From: ABC
To: kyle
Date: January 2, 2021, 6:40 pm UTC
fuck you, I hid myself for years I changed my entire self for you. All because I thought I liked you. Now that I'm okay with who I am as a bisexual I'm dating your ex girl
From: ABC
To: kyle
Date: January 2, 2021, 4:34 pm UTC
i’m sorry. i’m so fucking sorry for what i did to you. i never meant to lead you on like i did. i really liked you. it might not’ve seemed like it but i did. i fell for you but i was petrified. petrified of loving another man after the way he treat me. i’m sorry i blocked you and stopped you getting in contact with me. sorry that i hurt you after i promised i wouldn’t. i still think about you. a lot actually. more
than i should. those feelings arent there anymore but i know that if we ever talked again they’d come back. i’m sorry for hurting you just like she did, removing you out of my life and acting like you didnt exist. it wasnt your fault at all. we weren’t good for eachother. we would’ve been so bad together because i wouldn’t know how to treat you. every relationship i’ve been in has been bad. they’ve hurt me in many ways and made me feel like i deserve it. i know how it feels to be led on. to fall for someone and then them act like you never existed. i’m so sorry i made you feel like i once did. i feel like shit for hurting you. dare i say i even loved you at one point. my friends told me you weren’t good for me. told me you were too old and not trustworthy because we’d never met. but i trusted you. the way i fell for you felt different. you were so sweet and supported me through everything. i’m so grateful you were a part of my life and god call me stupid for crying over what i did but i regret it so much. sometimes i think of what life would be like if i kept you here. we’d be together. you would’ve saved me from this hell. we would’ve supported eachother and been happy. you made me want to be a better person. made me want to fall in love again. i’m sorry they made me believe their lies. told me you were using me for stuff i never wanted. told me you were just a fuck boy who wanted to get in my pants. but i know that wasnt you. it was just the act you put on. i knew the real you yet i still believed them. i’m so sorry i did. i miss you. i wish things were different. wish we were still friends. i know you’ll never forgive me. you were the type to forget instead. you probably dont even think about me anymore, moved on to bigger and better things. i’m proud of you. i know i used to say that to you a lot but im so fucking proud of you. i love you so much. even if its plutonic i love you. i’m so sorry for hurting you. it was never intentional. i was just insecure and stupid. i’m so sorry. if you ever see this i want you to know that i want to try again. that sounds so stupid after everything but i want to. you blocked me on everything and will probably never see this but i want to. want to fall in love again. want to support you through everything. i want to be friends. i’m sorry. i love you
From: ABC
To: kyle
Date: January 2, 2021, 6:35 am UTC
why did i let a boy named kyle hurt me the way you did? i wish i could hate you but i can’t. i truly hope you’re happy.
From: ABC
To: kyle
Date: January 1, 2021, 3:21 pm UTC
youre still my drunk and my sober thoughts. missing you so much makes it hard for me to enjoy being your friend in the present moment so ive decided im letting you go this year. i feel like you dont feel the same and i'm consistently leading myself on pretending you could love me like that. its unfair to me and you. i hope i didn't fuck up it feels like youre starting to respond to me now out of feeling like you have to
From: ABC
To: kyle
Date: January 1, 2021, 11:11 am UTC
hi kyle. yes, donald p. i think that's enough said. it hurts that you would disregard all the memories we have & just ignore me. it's been awhile, but i'm moving on. i'm sorry. bye
From: ABC
To: kyle
Date: January 1, 2021, 6:10 am UTC
happy new year’s babe, i love you. i wish we could’ve spent nye together but it’s okay. i’ll save a kiss for you
From: ABC
To: kyle
Date: January 1, 2021, 2:20 am UTC
I honestly don't know where we're at. I kind of wish you gave some sort of sign to me, to at least know I'm not wasting my time with you.
From: ABC
To: kyle
Date: December 31, 2020, 4:50 am UTC
I know i hurt you just as badly as i hurt i just want to make you feel better again make all your problems feels so small
From: ABC
To: kyle
Date: December 31, 2020, 4:32 am UTC
Im so glad you choose me when you did Im happy i WAS yours for awhile because that was the best version of me I was happiest with her and you i wish you could still choose me
