even if i knew this was my last life on this planet, i would still want to spend it loving u. ive figured out that i may be a whole person, but you make me feel so alive. i just want to grow with you.

I am so sorry, i am so scared because I feel like I am falling out of love with you. But at the same time I cant bear the thought of being apart from you...

Remember when we use to just be two people who thought of nothing, but interesting things about each other? Until I met you, you were so different from what I had imagined. If I could just go back in time it would be to fix up everything and not be so sensitive.

Fuck you. I literally am in love with you and the fact you have to be the way you are makes me so upset. I hope you stay well.

I miss having fun with you. I miss your laughs. I miss sitting next to you. I miss making memories with you. I miss so much about you that it hurts not to be with you. I wish we were together right now. I wish that we both could have confessed our feelings. I wish I wasn’t sitting here 1 year later wondering where it all went wrong. Maybe one day I will finally be able to get over you, but for now I like having the false hope that you will come back to me. I thought maybe we would have the Jim and Pam type of love. I thought that we were prefect for each other. I’m sorry if I misinterpreted things. I’m sorry for being an idiot girl who fell love with a guy who probably had no idea at all.

you weren’t my first love u were just hot

cant decide if u were an asshole or just stupid

thanks for the kiss though

I don’t know why it stopped when it was just about to start. I don’t know why it ended when it was good. I now know that it’s cause of you and not me

i loved you, i really did. and you just got up and left me broken. i needed you. so much. i still love you.

fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. you literally ruined my life, you fucking made me trust you with MY BODY then you went and threatened to expose me to my whole fucking school. then you came back saying you learned from your mistakes then went and said “you know what i want” BITCH PLEASE. gtfo.. i hope you die in a fucking fire, nah better yet i hope you get tortured to death you piece of shit. that’s why i chose the color brown,because you are a piece of shit.

I hate that I wasted months with someone that was so toxic. I hate that there are so many good memories that haunt me because looking back I realise they were actually some of the darkest months I've experienced. fuck you

im learning to let go of things that were unfair and out of our control. im learning to let go of the why nots, the what ifs, and the what couldve beens. im learning to let go of the things i dont need to know and you shouldnt have to know the answer to. i remember a long time ago when you told me that we will use time apart to grow for eachother and ourselves to be the best versions of us we could be. regardless of what our love was, is, or could be, no one inspires me to grow like you do. id never be where i was if not for you and ill love you forever for that. i can tell you need space now and im going to back away. but thank you for showing me how to love myself kyle, and please dont forget to return that same love to yourself.

fuck you. I wish for once you would think of others, not just yourself. I wish u just talked abt how u felt rather then let it explode and hurt everyone who actually cares abt you. I want to hate you. We all forgive you every time and you don't care. I wish I could hate you.

you helped me through so much and i feel like i ruined our friendship by catching feelings. you look like your having fun and happy now which im glad about.

I love you but I don’t know how to tell you. I think about you all the time and when I do my heart begins to race and I feel like I’m
running across roof tops and jumping in the rain. I just want you to know I’m here and that I want more

why dont you love me as much as i love you? why am i disposable, not good enough, not lovable enough? i poured my heart into our relationship and no matter how toxic this is, i still love you. 14 months is just gone, time i can't get back. more than anything, i want to move on and forget you, to put what we had to rest and have a fresh start, but fuck i can't.

maybe one day, when youre ready to be loved again, u can choose to let me be the one to love you. i wish i could get a sign that you would even want that from me because im starting to feel insane at this point. please tell me

I just want to be making Mac and cheese for us at 4 in the morning as you’re playing apex. I miss what we had. I hope we get it back.

I never meant to hurt you. You truly are my soulmate. I am going to get better for you and we will find our way back.

Remember the summer nights where you would come over and hang out at the camper and we would watch movies and giggle the whole time. When I’m upset that’s what I think of to calm me down. You’re my inner peace. I wish we could go back to that and stop hurting each other.
Love,
Muffin.
P.S I never like nicknames until you gave me one.

i know i need to just let go because if you felt the same youd say it too, but i am having such a hard time. youre so special to me but you wont tell me how you feel and i am hurting myself in the process of this because i think i have feelings for you again. its so hard to do this another time. i wish you would tell me how you feel

I so dearly wish I could tell you I miss you but I can’t allow you to take more of me of which I deserve myself

Please leave me kasi hindi ko kaya gawin mismo kasi mahal kita pero ubos na ubos na ako pagod na ako kahit sa sarili ko mismo sobrang toxic na idk just please do me a favor.

u were home for a while but u cant build a house on a shattered foundation, in another life ok? i love you

It really hurts to know you aren’t back for good... again. I know you’re just using me. I miss the old you.

Why? Why do you keep coming in and out of life. why can’t you make up your mind, do you want me or are you just playing with my feelings like you always do?

It didnt feel like long but in those 9 months we literally made so many memories and its all i think about
And the ones we never got

I know if you ever did came back Nothing would be the same and who knows if you would still like me now, it WAS too good to be true

Falling asleep on the phone with you was the safest and most comfortable i’ve felt . But you left, and now all I have are sleepless nights.

Kyle, I've always loved you. Even when we fight and when we stop talking to each other. I've loved you since 6th grade. The moment you walked in that door at church I knew you were the one. Now that you have Molly, I don't stand a chance. I know you love her more than you've ever loved me. I understand why you love her. She's prettier, she's skinnier, she's smarter, she's better than me. I understand why you rejected me when I asked you out in 6th grade. It was because I wasn't Molly. Would you want me if I were more like her? I know you would pick her over me anyday.

Thank you for saving me. Thank you for loving me when I thought I couldn't be loved. I love you so much. You're my person.

Did you ever love me as more than a friend.. did you even think of me as a friend or just a girl who was there when you needed someone

Why couldn’t you love me. I’ve tried for the past 3 years to get over you but I can’t, and I don’t think I ever will

Do you remember sitting and the P.E cupboard in school. We were supposed to clean it but all we don’t was talk. I think about that every day, I try not to but it’s impossible. It’s the only thing that reminds me that happiness is real. And that i could only have it with you

I hope one day you one of the the many of these I’ve submitted. I’m far to scared to ever tell you how deeply I love you but I just want closure and that I know I will never have

I’ve submitted many of these, possibly too many but I just can’t seem to help it. There is so much unsaid that I can bare to say to you’re face

The day I realised what true pain was, was when my friend came to me exited and told me she had a new boyfriend I was happy for her of course, that was until your name was uttered from her lips. It was though I felt everything inside me crumble. That was it. I lost my chance. You belong to her.

It pains me to see you every day, happy without me. I but my face hasn’t had a real smile since we walked out of those school gates together a year and a half ago

you push me to emotionally grow in the best ways. im the most grateful for the ways you showed me love should be unconditional with no expectations. i hope you see who i am now and you are okay with me seeing you too. i may feel like a broken home but you feel like the beginning of a foundation thats makes me feel strong. thank you

I wonder if you ever loved me back? You were my best friend and i never said anything, but it would have changed my life if you had

when t.s. said “chase two girls, lose the one,” she was right.
also, fuck you for lying to me. a day’s grace period after you lied your way in? wow, immaculate “soulmate” behavior.

I just wish i knew how you felt, about me, how youre doing, if youre life is better than mine, if youre happy. I just wish i could talk to you

i thought you were going to be the one to give me a reason to believe that right person wrong time was a thing

I miss having someone that cared about me as much as you did. I wish things would have ended differently.

You're the first person I have ever loved. It's been two months now since we last talked... I hope that you will find happiness with someone else. I'll never forget you, you will always be in my mind. When I lost you, I lost a very big part of myself, that I'll never get back. Thank you for the happiest year of my life sunshine

It was perfect until it wasn't but I'm grateful for what we had. Wouldn't be who I am now. Still can't hear La Vie En Rose tho yikes.

I wish i got true closure about our relationship. All the petty back and forths, never knowing if certain things were meant for me or someone else. I don't want us back together but I miss having someone know me on that level, no one has come close to what we had. Im happy ur happy, so pls stay happy. Even though we've been through some shit i really do wish you all the best. This is the last time im gonna check this site, but i hope this finds you. ps schr died:(

Every time you broke your promise to me & i took it back, its not because i forgave you, its because i couldnt live without you.

I will learn to let go and move on slowly.and i am. But not a day will go by when i dont wish you would come back

The hard truth is you might be someone completely different already. You might be someone i dont know at all anymore

you have no idea how much i still love you. i can't wait for the day you're back in my life. to the stars and back.