I just need one more reason to talk to you, i just wanna tell you everything. Itll would make me better

I hope you know that everytime you text me my eyes glisten and when I hear someone call my name I always think it's you.

I love you bubs. I always will. Today would’ve been two years and 9 months :( I still have hope that you’ll be back tho. Hope that you’ll realize I’ve changed for the better, hope that you realize how much of a horrible person she is, and hope that you will give us a second chance. I’ve always believed in those... and I thought you did too. You stream on twitch and I watched once... but the two times after that I didn’t. I love you so much bubs... and if by chance you see this... I’m so sorry. For everything. One day soon I’ll be able to see your face and I’ll be able to hug you again. And I can’t wait

thank you for the fun times, but also fuck you for being emotionally manipulative in the last 3 or 4 months

I see the way you look at her and wish it was me. I'm sorry I wasn't brave enough to tell you how much I love you.

We met in 7th grade, Mr. Barbato science. I gained my feelings there not bc u were cute I did because you were funny. That's what caught my eye. 2 years later we finally hangout and I'm part of your group now. But now I like you, idk lol it's weird. Im probably doing it bc I'm desperate again but we will see. u sometimes give me butterflies but sometimes you just a plain asshole as you know. you'll never see this but its cool..

i hope this all isnt for nothing. i believe ur my soulmate more and more everyday regardless of the distance between us, physical or emotional. im not trying rushing you at all but i would start over with you the first chance offered. please let me know how you feel ):

I still can’t believe you did that to me. I knew monsters like you existed but I never thought I would be in that position. I wish you actually felt bad for messing me up this much, it’s just really unfair. You made me lose all hope in ever trusting a person ever again and I miss the old me. Fuck you.

All the time my mind forces me to think of what youre doing, or who you’re with. All i can picture is other girls. I have no clue if its just mind or the truth and that’s much harder because i still miss you so fucking much every day. I just want you and it hurts

I know it was never your plan to leave us on this earth. but it hurts so badly to wake up everyday without hearing from you. and i know mom is strong but sometimes i think she’s dying on the inside and i don’t know what to do. i love you see you again one day

I have loved you for three years. No one could ever change that and I wish I could spend every second with you. Please don't forget about me.

I still think we could’ve had another few months. I know it wouldn’t have worked but I miss you as a friend.

I never got to see you or touch you, but your love touched my soul. You’re gone and i’ll never be the same.

i miss you. i miss my birthday and when you played guitar for me. ill never forget you. you made me forget about rosie and those other boys. if i could do it all again i would. i wouldn’t have wasted my time on a lost cause like you though.

hey. things are getting better. im finally getting over you. i never thought it would happen. but its happening. im so happy. i have someone else now. hes not you. he'll never be you. but its nice having someone else. you'd be so happy. i hope you're happy with her. i dont think about you as much anymore. :)

I think you were my first true love.. because when you told me you couldn't love me, something inside of me broke and I haven't been the same since.

when times get rough, i just imagine you and i holding and touching each other. it calms me down and makes me feel safe, like i have never before. i like to call home, because whenever i am with you, i feel safe.

im sure i mean nothing to you. i'm just one of many girls, and that's alright. i am not your person. i am not your soulmate. but you're mine. you're my soulmate. and i still and will always love you. i will always cherish the time and the relationship we got to have together. i'm always going to be in love with you bro. ik you hate me, and honestly i hate you too. fuck you. you were mean. but i'd still drop everything and anyone just to be with you again. i'm so fucking in love with you

Hey dude, I liked you in primary school. Honestly, damn fuck that would mean I'm bisexual right? fuckkkk thats harsh.

My gut reaction to seeing those pictures of you with her was to text our friends asking, “Are they dating?” But that’s not what matters. Are you happy? You nicknamed me Sunshine, but it was always you that brought so much light into this world.

i think one of my favorite things about you is the way you love things and people so passionately. its so cute i love hearing u talk about it or them even if you get a little shy. it hurts because i wish i could tell you

you should’ve went for it and kissed me. i wonder what we’d be like rn if i would’ve made the first move and went for it.

u did everything u said u wouldn’t. i don’t understand how u can just leave. why wasn’t i good enough ?

I have so much love for you. It breaks my heart to see you struggling mentally and internally. I will always be here for you even though you broke me.

I wish I never let you go. Idc if it’s selfish, it’s killing me watching you be happy without me.
I put you first and it’s left me lost.

I hope youre healing for yourself. I hope youre happy. I miss you every day, like i told you i would be im lost without you. Its not like it was before you. Youre an impactful person. Thank u for making me happy while u did

I just want to tell you that I love you, but I can't. We are not together.. and we won't be for a long time.

i wish you would take all my jokes about my bad mental health seroius, ive been through thick and thin with u i wish you would do the same, but im just a joke right?

i finally got what i wanted, i think you like me back. but it doesn't feel right, i still have her in my head like why would you pick me over her. what did she do to make you not want her, or did she just not want you, which once again makes me the second choice and i literally told you how much i hate that. plz just come back and then i can see if what i feel for you is real. i really hope it is because this has been going on since july and i don't know how much longer i can take of this before it breaks me. all my love, r xx

you broke my heart in ways i didn't think it could be broken. i honestly don't think i'm good enough for anyone because of you. you kept me around until you found someone better.

I still hold on to the hope that we are meant to be like you said. It tears me to pieces everyday. I just want to start all over.

i wish i knew why you rejected me so i could know how to move forward now. was it because you wanted to be nice and not hurt me? did u mean it when u said it wasnt because of me and you just arent ready? i wish i knew. all i know now is that i want to be with you but i dont have the slightest clue of how you feel about me ) :

I want to believe in "right person, wrong time," so bad, but if you loved me like you said, it wouldn't matter where we are in life, you'd make it happen.

I will always love you no matter how far you go no matter what you do or say, I'll always be in love with you

I like you a lot. Everytime I stared at you sitting in front of me I would always imagine a relationship that I knew would never happen.

its been so long i know youve moved on by now and this is so silly. but why after 2 years do you keep popping into my head again? im doing good now but i cant help but feel like something is still missing. so so silly. i have self control now so i wont impulsively message u but i will tell you i think about it all the time.

I hate that theres a boy out there who doesn’t know i love him. I just want to tell you how much i still truly love you

I'm so bad at showing love because you're the only one I've genuinely had any love for. Please don't give up on me.

FUCK YOU AND YOUR BITCH ASS

MOTHERFUCKER YOU FUCKING ATE MY GODFUCKING DAMMIT BREAD YOU BITCH ASS PUSSY

i fucking miss you dude. you've been ignoring me for a month and you won't tell me what's going on. i just wanna be friends again

i hate the ways i miss you. i'm grateful to have you back in my life but god i do miss being the person who gets to love you. even if don't want that aswell id support anything you do whether it hurts or not i want you to be happy. my love for you has always been unconditional and it always will be

i wish i knew why you said no. you give me so many mixed signals it hurts. i just want u to talk to me

I don't even know why i like you in the first place, you were a glitch in the system. But lucky you someone as great as me liked you. I still do a bit

you're the type of person i hope to marry one day. i know you like her though, so go for it. you two are the sweetest.

I love you, and sometimes I hate you. I feel like we’re tied together by fate, I can’t imagine myself with other people.

I miss the person you used to be to me

We always return to each other, no matter the roads we take. Twin Flames....always.

i love u sm, my luv <33

i hope you make a move soon

Please come back to me, you know how much I miss you