i want to understand you so bad. i get so many mixed signals, if you needed time to think or you didnt feel the same i wish you could just tell me so i can know how to move forward. im trying to not think of me and you but it is so hard kyle

i miss you but i also hate you. and i somehow still love you... i hope you're doing well ky. love lys.

i cant tell if im delusional about this or not now. everything in me wants to message u again but idk. i dont know if youd want to talk to me after the things i said and done idk! i wish u would do it, but maybe i should take that not happening as my answer.

l will always feel bad for myself for falling for you. Not even close to the way I feel bad for you loosing me like that.

I miss when it was you and me and that was just all that matter for the afternoon. Not you. And. Me. Very. Separate

i really thought u care as much as i did , i know that we werent a thing very long but i thought after it all we would go back to eachother and you would still want me like i want you but i guess thats just not the case for us i miss ur company and ur little things u would do while playing ur game . i absolutely adored you even with all the crap that u did in ur past i didnt care i saw u and i think u did me , i really hope one day u come back to me i just hope its not to late , i miss u and id hate for us to be strangers again

when u texted "as long as youre home safe" after ur mom drove me home drunk, i was reminded that we will always have love for each other. but we grew apart and this is how its supposed to be. i dont regret anything and im glad we're friends

i wish you could meet me now that ive made progress with myself. i wonder if you wouldve still loved me

Im so glad you choose me when you did Im happy i WAS yours for awhile because that was the best version of me I was happiest with her and you i wish you could still choose me

I know i hurt you just as badly as i hurt i just want to make you feel better again make all your problems feels so small

i want to convince myself everything will be okay but i still dont know how you feel. im trying to be patient but im starting to feel like you said that to avoid hurting me and being honest. i dont know anymore

im beginning to realize no matter how much time passes and how far you are from me, the moment we begin to talk i just fall in love with you all over again. maybe one day youll feel the same about me one more time.

im beginning to realize no matter how much time passes and how far you are from me, the moment we begin to talk i just fall in love with you all over again. maybe one day youll feel the same about me one more time.

im beginning to realize no matter how much time passes and how far you are from me, the moment we begin to talk i just fall in love with you all over again. ill move on some day but ill forever hope maybe one day youll feel the same about me one more time.

its becoming more and more obvious to me that even after all this time i think i still love you. it feels so delusional of me to expect you to feel the same and you seem like uve already moved on but i dont know. i wish i knew what you felt

I’m sorry I explode on you sometimes. I haven’t been able to get you out of my head since the day we met. Do I live in your head too?

it’s been half a year and im still not over it... part of me wants to reach out... give you a call.. but i know that i can’t

I will always love you. Not a day goes by that I don't think about you. You are my soulmate, but the world took us too soon.

It really was “right person, wrong time” for us. Deep down I thought you were different. But in the end you showed me you were just like the rest of them.. I wish you the best but I wish you could have stayed in my life a little longer. I’m writing this to let go. Move on. You hurt me more than you will ever imagine.

youve always felt so warm to me it drives me crazy. i miss your love so much. everything feels so cold without it

I honestly don't know where we're at. I kind of wish you gave some sort of sign to me, to at least know I'm not wasting my time with you.

You used to come with me and seeing my great gram with me, now i go alone and cry to her about how much i miss both of you .

I used to think that I would never meet the one for me in this life and have a family.. then I met you

i’m glad you’re moving on, yet at the same time it hurts because i’m still here sulking over how everything we had was ruined.

You tore me apart, you didn’t care at all. It was all about you. You manipulated me into thinking you loved me

oh kyle oh kyle. i liked you for 4 years. i mean obviously we were just friends but i kinda realized i liked u. once i spoke up about it... oh lord i wish i hadn’t. i mean u were nice ig to me but then u kinda treated me like i wasn’t worth it. i loved you so much even if u didn’t love me. i dated other guys to get u off my mind(and they obviously weren’t serious at all it was kinda like a mutual friendship where we liked eachother but never talked lmao). i mean u were a good friend i guess. but now we’re here. in 2021. thank the lord for covid otherwise i probably would have seen u at camp and school. anyways i’m way way way over u just still mad at u and oh yea i’m into women now! how exciting!!

I always knew your favourite color was yellow, how could i forget, you always tell me why you like it, we were stupid we were a mess together i liked that lol, but i hate you i hate you sm, its just that you cared about me and i didnt know how to act or what to say, i was new to all that, i remember that time where i told you i had a pet ant and you were all ears, i loved you but you abandoned me, thank you for making me realize i like girls

i dont even know what to say to you anymore i feel like theres so much i want to but i just cant handle another rejection and you keep confusing me

blue. that's what i think of you. the color of your braces when you smiled. your smile was your gift to me after you made me cry everynight.

i wont continue chasing you anymore. im sorry it took me so long to take the hint im so blind when it comes to you. i projecting my unrequited feelings on you and wanted to believe you felt the same but i see now that you dont. i wish you just told me so i didnt look dumb giving so much of myself to someone who didnt want it in the first place

you just kept on hurting me and then left. now your with that pretty girl.im sorry i couldn't be what you wanted

i know in my heart its me and you in the end, ive always been indecisive but youre the only thing ive ever been sure of. patient only for you.

i really thought you were one of the good ones, but it turns out all guys are the same, some are just better at hiding it than others.

I just wanna tell you everything. Just fill you in on all the things youre missing, the things I really cant deal with alone. I just wanna feel that relief i felt while i was with you. Like i was protected from everything bad

I will always love you kylen❤️No words can describe how much I want you, I know it’s too late and you don’t love me anymore but you will always be in my heart. I love you forever x

you fucked me up so hard. i really loved you and you just simply dont care. you helped me and now u are gone

ignoring the confusion and overthinking of how things might turn out and focusing on the present moments with you the lighter my heart feels. but im still sorry for taking your love for granted when i had it. i miss holding you

I’m sorry we never happened, idk if I ever even loved you but I hope you loved me, maybe it can happen again in the future

I miss us, the way we were when we first started talking. I know I messed it up, more than once. I still think about you every single day. It's been months.Things will never be the same and I don't know when I'll ever accept that.

i know our connection is bigger than us and i know even though you let me go, you feel it too. you always have. come home my love. -9312

i used to hate the color yellow before you told me it reminded u of me and i found out it was your favorite. no one has compared to u. i miss loving u so much.

i loved you. but you lied. and now i have to see you everyday knowing i meant nothing to you. i wish i didn't let you draw me in

fuck you for doing what you did to me. you knew how much I wanted you but you still left me with no explanation.

i am so over u now and it feels amazing. also the sex sucked. did ur ex really lie n tell u THAT was good....

I can’t ever text you, i cant ever come running back to you. No matter how hard shit gets. I know i cant

I just cant lose you again. I cant put myself through that. So ill never run back to you but always love you from here

Its all just so hard without you, i cant help but just cry. I just want it all to feel like it did with u

Today someone said “don’t apologize for still upsetting you, he was important, it will always hurt, your human” i love you and it hurts

I don't know how I got so attached to you it hasn't even been that long and it isn't always the best with you but we both have our own problems and we're doing our best. I really think you're worth the struggle because I know you care and you're really trying to be better, we both are. I just hope I'm not making this up in my head.

I know it was never your plan to leave us on this earth. but it hurts so badly to wake up everyday without hearing from you. and i know mom is strong but sometimes i think she's dying on the inside and i don't know what to do. i love you see you again one day