ik you're probably not gonna see this. its been almost a year and I still have leftover feelings. i play memories in my head and I think if I changed something, would we still be like before or more. i am still very confused about how you felt about me. you have never asked me directly how I felt about you nor told me how you felt. why tf can't I get over this shit. tell me so I can move on.

i’m sorry i lead you on and basically f*ckd u over. i was younger and didn’t know what i was feeling. looking back i feel bad. i hope you’re doing ok though. take care!!!

I hope we can be friends in the future. I hope you see me as a friend by then. If we hadn't met, I wouldn't be here today. I miss you.

There will never be enough space for me to fit how much I want to say to you after 17 years. You’re a part of who I am.

I wish you knew how hopeful I was that we would become something, I still look back and regret everything I did for you. For a long time I was willing to drop everyone for you but you didn’t see me the same. I wish we could’ve been friends, if I knew how you’d be afterwards I would’ve never done anything with you. You left me feeling so hurt and insecure you really hurt my self esteem and I wish I could go back to that day and never go with you. But the thing is you’ll always be there, there’s always gonna be a place in my heart for you and I don’t know how to get rid of it. I’m so happy in my relationship but every time I see you I wish I could just talk to you. I’ll care about you forever. :(

You were the sweetest boy ever. I’m sorry for breaking you, but I still can’t forgive myself even if you do.

i wish u would’ve just told me how you felt earlier. and i wish you still felt how you felt before. because i never stopped liking you.

eres un idiota, no tenias que ser tan cruel con mis sentimientos.
si no te gustaba por qué no lo dejaste en claro desde el principio?

well, you made me stuck on you and now i cant see a life without you , i just miss the old you but i love you and i hate that i do

was it worth it?

I hope to marry you someday.

i wish you didn’t make me feel crazy.

go with all the girls you want im done being stupid waiting for you just remember i loved you

i won't ask you to wait if you don't ask me to stay

"rewind" has your name now.

i never stop thinking about how much i love you. i hope one day we can go back to that photo booth.

What did I do to deserve all the things you said to me

sorry i never made up for that horrible kiss lol. sorry for everything really, i hope u are well

i hope u listen to our song and realize what a mistake it was to leave.

I chose to let you go for your own benefit and happiness. I think I'll always still love you.

One day we will stand face to face once more. It’s been so long, I’d love just to see you again.

i want to give us a chance but i’m scared that it wouldn’t work out.

I’ll do anything for you. No need to ask just tell me what to do and I’ll do it. I pinky promise

I break my own heart all over again every time that I miss you. I needed you and you weren’t there

I wish we could have made something of whatever that was

I think about you everyday. I’m so sorry.

i wasn't the only bad guy in our relationship. why can't you see how much you hurt me? Never again

if i told you about my feelings, am i the one you'll asked to marry instead of her?

i hope baseball season goes well this year, goodluck

i’ve liked you for so long and you don’t even know. you know who this is

I love you so much I'm the second choice and I'm just grateful I'm a choice at all

What is so wrong with me that you don’t love me like you used to..

I’m in agonizing pain, yearning for you. I’d give you my bare com-pulsing heart.. I can’t let go.

Did we ever had something or was it all just casual for you?

i’m sorry it ended like it did i’m not mad at you anymore i just miss you. idk if i should reach out

I wish you were here rn, telling me about how much you love me.
I miss you baby.

i loved u more than anything but you hurt me so much more than u could imagine. i still pray 4 u <3

I gave you closure and realized I got none.. Why’d you lie? What did u lie abt? The whole time?…

I love your smile, your voice and your laugh, i look for you everywhere but I don't find you

i miss you baby boy. i wish i couldve watched you grow up.

i feel myself falling in love with you slowly. you’re so easy to love.

words cannot describe how much i miss you. i can’t be love anyone else, it doesn’t feel right.

I still don’t understand why you did what you did

i'm still waiting for you even though i know for a fact that you'll never will return

Are we friends in every universe?

your nini misses you

i’m proud of you. you never left my side when others did.

i at least hope i'm a fleeting thought from time to time.

i love you forever and always <3

I love you as more than friends. I can never say that out loud though.