From: ABC
To: Toby
i love you so much, you’ve made me so happy and you’re so important to me,, please don’t ever leave me
From: ABC
To: Toby
I try so hard to move on but i feel something with you even after all this time. If you see this, yes it’s me and this is for you so reach out to me love, i miss you
From: ABC
To: Toby
Am I not fun?
What do you mean I'm too serious?
You literally never talk to me so how would you know what I was like?
From: ABC
To: Toby
You are the love of my life. I still think about you every day. I hope that maybe one day our paths may cross again.
From: ABC
To: Toby
You cheated on me, and have gone through 2 more girlfriends since when we broke up. I wish I had listened to the advice I was given
From: ABC
To: Toby
I messed up. I'm so sorry. I know that it'll never be the same and I'll never forgive myself for that.
From: ABC
To: Toby
I really hope we can run up and down the road again listening to music on the way home from school again one day ??
From: ABC
To: Toby
Two years later and I still think about you all the time. I can’t help but think something more could’ve happened between us if it was a better time. I would give anything to have one more day together. I miss you. Do you still think about me too? When you said you’d never forget it did you mean it? I hope to see you again one day.
From: ABC
To: Toby
i want to be important to you so badly i wish i called you more but it’s as if you don’t want to and i can’t tell if we’re close or not anymore
From: ABC
To: Toby
you were the first person i genuinely liked and it terrified me. i couldn’t get you out of my head. i miss you.
From: ABC
To: Toby
i will always love you, even if we don't end up in italy together when we are 70. you are my most favourite thing
From: ABC
To: Toby
I am so proud of you, you're not my cousin, you're my brother, and you're also my best friend. No matter what. I miss you all the time whilst I'm at Uni - you can last without me, you can do anything. Chase your dreams, I believe in you.
From: ABC
To: Toby
i can’t even remember what your face looks like anymore. please come back home baby you are my everything
From: ABC
To: Toby
i love u more than i love myself, i dont care if thats bad. u make me so incredibly happy, please never leave me
From: ABC
To: Toby
I’m so sorry about how things ended with us but thank you for making me love myself make me laugh even when I didn’t want to thank u for listening to my stupid rants about random things like aliens or our deep conversation at 3 in the morning I’ve told you things I would never tell anyone thank you for the memories u made me feel like I was special and that someone could actually love me they way I only thought was possible in a stupid movie or book but o god is it real and O god I felt it for you I never understood when they said when u fall u fall fast but now I understand it I don’t think ill ever love someone they way I loved u and thank u for making me realize that life isn’t so bad after all I hope we can meet again in another life time your twin flame m x
From: ABC
To: Toby
im so sorry i wanted to give you everything, i know how much hurt i caused you, being held by you was like being held by the sun, i want that back but i know it'll hurt again and again
From: ABC
To: Toby
I think I might like you, I don't know, I am content being friends, but we don't talk as much anymore and I feel I have done something wrong
From: ABC
To: Toby
I look into the night sky sometimes and wonder if you still think of me.
I still think about you, as hopeless as you have made me.
From: ABC
To: Toby
i wish you knew how sorry i am. i should have let you go. it’s been two years and i still miss you every day.
From: ABC
To: Toby
Why did you lie to us so much? I hate that I still worry about you. I don't even know who you really are.
From: ABC
To: Toby
whether you know it or not.. or even care, you saved me when I was at my lowest. i regret every day that I didn’t thank you when you were still here. we’re strangers now... but I know I’ll meet you in another life
From: ABC
To: Toby
hello, i don’t think you understand how much you do actually mean to me. When we started talking i was the worst i’d ever been mentally and somehow that smile of yours turned my whole life around. I know you see yourself as your demons but please please know that none of that shit matters to me; i don’t fucking care if you’ve been through shit in the past. That doesn’t define you. I love you for the person you are, have been and will be.
From: ABC
To: Toby
ngl, i didn't think you would actually ever like me back. u rlly rlly rlly suck at texting tho, and i'd like to ft more often, but whatever. just text me back loser :p
From: ABC
To: Toby
i hope one day you ache the way i ache. i hate you and i hate how i can’t go anywhere without missing you and everything we did. i’ll get over u but you’ve changed my perception of people. you said you’d love me forever. i hope she breaks your heart the way you broke mine.
From: ABC
To: Toby
When i 1st saw you i knew i loved u. you mean the world to me still even tho you chose her. i love you anonymous x
From: ABC
To: Toby
BRO I LOVE YOUUUUUU, you were like the first person i met when i moved to nyc and i couldn't be luckier that i met you, you can make me laugh like 24/7, and im really glad you live across the hall from me ;) , anways, heres to sleepovers at my place and watching shitty hallamark movies until 5am, love you
From: ABC
To: Toby
i finally told u my true feelings & that made u uncomfortable. uncomfortable enough to end everything we had
From: ABC
To: Toby
i finally told u my true feelings & that made u uncomfortable. uncomfortable enough to end everything we had
From: ABC
To: Toby
i finally told u my true feelings & that made u uncomfortable. uncomfortable enough to end everything we had
From: ABC
To: Toby
I just want you to notice me again. I see the way you look at her and it kills me. Your such an asshole but I love that, I love you ☹️. I just wish things went different. I wish you answered my messages and I wish that we could just have a normal conversation.
From: ABC
To: Toby
I can’t believe i had feelings for you at one point...you literally have human shit on your wall...gross
From: ABC
To: Toby
hey,
It's been over a year now since I wrote one of these. I've changed a lot, maybe you have too. After everything, I think I can say I've moved on. A part of me will always love you. But you hurt me in a way I never imagined you would. it's ok though you were a well-learned lesson. I met this new guy which I mean you know about and he makes me happy. I don't think I'd mind too much having a future with him. We're so young though and what about school ugh commitment issues right. But you'd like him I swear you would. I like him a lot I think he's made me change a lot too for the better. I've realized though I'm really paranoid now. When he turns away his phone, I get nervous. Ik he wouldn't do anything, but that's what I thought with you. It's like anytime he does anything out of the ordinary, I can't help but think. My head won't let it rest, it's really tiring. I don't want to ruin it again. maybe you can relate to that now idk.
Well, it was nice ranting,
bye m.
p.s. I hope your family is ok too
From: ABC
To: Toby
im sorry for being so cringe, you were my first anything and I was inexperienced and a lil socially dumb. still am to be fair. I dont want there to be any bad juju between us but you did literally ghost me even though you live ten feet away lol.
From: ABC
To: Toby
i miss you, the night where we lost eachother i believed that we were gonna get closer but it ended up being the beginning of our end.
From: ABC
To: Toby
im sorry im a shitty person. i feel like ive made you cry more times than I've made you smile. I'm terrified I'm gonna lose you to some other girl...
From: ABC
To: Toby
i liked you for a year and when you found out u treated me like shit and blocked me hope u suffer w/o me bc your nothing with out a bad bitch x
From: ABC
To: Toby
i like you but i know i dont know you but i have liked you for almost 3 year for how you look. Your probably not ready for a realshinship but I want to know you be at east friends.
From: ABC
To: Toby
hey, ur bit of a bitch but u were good at the same time, idk u confused me. but anyway i hope she enjoys having u :)
From: ABC
To: Toby
thank you for everything, you really changed my life and i don’t think i’d be here if it wasn’t for you
From: ABC
To: Toby
I wish you knew that I love you and want you back. I’d deny ever saying this tho.
From: ABC
To: Toby
Even though it's been years I still think about you every day (1/2)
From: ABC
To: Toby
i really wish you could’ve just treated me like a human being
From: ABC
To: Toby
We both deserve forgiveness. I want a second chance for us, I hope you still think we're worth it.
From: ABC
To: Toby
if you asked, i’d say yes in a heartbeat.
i wish you still felt it.
From: ABC
To: Toby
I still like you a lot
And your boyfriend’s actually pretty cool.
From: ABC
To: Toby
i wish you had the strength in yourself to realize i have always had your best interest at heart