I'm sorry if I've made it feel like things are moving too fast. I've just never had someone like me back in person and ig I was just excited. I know that you've never been with anybody and I'm sorry if I've put too much pressure on you. That's the last thing I would want. Just know that if you need longer to think about it it's perfectly fine, we have all the time in the world. You don't have to say you love me or call me baby. I would like to be much more than friends, but if that's not what you want i will find a way to suck it up and be okay with that. I'd wait however long you need me to. I'm sorry. I love you.

Solo quiero que seas feliz y emcuentres esa paz y amor que siempre has querido. Sé que estás herido por dentro aunque no lo demuestres, te conozco y te amaré por siempre. Pido por tu bienestar cada noche y ese amor es el que quiero que nunca te falte, aunque no lo sepas. ???

Lamento tanto haberte lastimado, aún cuando ya pasaron muchísimos años de eso y somos muy buenos amigos, no lo merecías. Gracias por siempre cuidarme a pesar de todo, odio a todos los hombres excepto a ti. Gracias también por ser la primera persona que me escuchó cuando empecé a cuestionar mi sexualidad y por defenderme de los comentarios hirientes, siempre haz sido una gran persona y espero que estés en mi vida por mucho tiempo más.

holy fuck you ruined me. i miss you so much but it was one sided and i know i have to understand that you didn’t like me back but you could’ve just told me instead of you blocking me without saying anything. i hate you so much but yet i find myself staring at our old messages for hours. it’s been six months and i still cry like a baby. this is fucking pathetic lol.

nunca te olvidaré, aún podria regresar contigo si me lo pidieras. todo paso rapido pero fui feliz todo el tiempo...

today would have been a year. never would have thought this is how it would all end up. ill always love you

I know we didn’t work out but you didn’t have to tell me you loved me and keep leading me on when you knew you didn’t want anything serious with me.

today, i realized that we are never going to work out. you’re letting me down like every other person i let in my life. i should never have let you turn into a weak spot in me. i thought you were different than them.

You had to be your heroic self that day. You'll never see my wedding day... I love and miss you so much..

Sometimes staying friends seems easier but everyday you find ways to make me happy that I didn’t know existed, and everyday I seem to like you more and more. I wish I could tell you but I’m afraid you won’t feel the same way.

Oh Kevin, bro youre so hot. As you know i am your friends friend. I literally think you're so cute. Ill never admit that to you or my friend because he would probably get mad and pissy. Thats all, i just wanted to let you know i thik youre pretty. You have a pretty stupid fucking name but besides that youre perfect

I really did love you. You meant so much to me, and it breaks my heart to know that you moved on as if I never meant anything to you.

I love you so much you make me the happiest. Our calls are like my happy place. Your laugh is the cutest:) MWAAA

i know you love her, but you didn’t have to leave the way you did. i still watch the videos of us laughing together.

I still love you. Always have, always will. It's been 4 years. Hopefully we'll come back to each other.

Hey, mmm, bueno, se que no leerás esto, pero bueno, gracias, en verdad muchas gracias, estoy tan agradecida porque Dios te puso en mi camino, e hizo que las cosas pasaran tal cual pasaron, pues bien, gracias a eso soy la persona que soy, y está bien, así que gracias, solo quiero desearte una vida llena de felicidad y que te vaya muy bien en ella; aún estoy muy joven, pero jamás me olvidaré de ti, fuiste mi primer amor, y espero verte algún día en persona.

When I saw you for the first time, everything around us went into slow motion and even sounds muted. It was very weird.

how is it with you? im currently happy with my life now without you in it, but i surely will always be grateful for you for ever coming into my life. thank u.

I’ll love you always. I hated the distance too and I’m sorry it had to end this way. Please be safe baby love.

I hate you because I feel I was nothing to you even when you tried to reassure to me that I was :( I love you and I don’t want you to do anything that puts you in harms way please stay alive

I know now that this is what was supposed to happen... but I think of you everyday, and I still miss you a lot of the time. Like I always said, make all A’s for me. xoxo

Its been over 5 years, you were supposed to be 19 now. It still isn't the same without you here. Fly high buddy

Hey dork, I highly doubt this is something you'd ever look into, but I thought I'd say I love you, even if you don't feel the same.

it's been exactly a year. you've changed my life. Now, I can breathe. Now, I can see myself as the worthy woman that I am. Now, I can move forward with the certainty that I will be okay. You leaving led to the greatest gift i've ever given myself. Thank you.

thank you for being my first true love. you taught me the feeling of “home” but you also taught me the cold reality of “heartbreak.” i was so scared of the day you’d leave but now that it has passed, i’m glad you’re happy. even if it’s w/o me. i still love you but i refuse to admit to be in love w a boy that doesn’t want me in the slightest. i hope you find someone that makes you feel the way you made me feel for most of our time together. i’m sorry i wasn’t enough. i should’ve tried harder, but in the end, i really do think we would’ve worked out but you were too focused on other things. maybe i should’ve been focusing on other things too rather than trying to fix a relationship that was never broken. i just wanted you to love me the way i loved you, but now it’s too late for us. but who knows? maybe in another life.

i miss the old you. what did i do or say to make you fall out of love w me so quickly? you never actually loved me, did you?

I wish you understood how much I want it to work but it hurts me I cant keep doing this I just wanted you to care as much as I do but all good things must end.. Pink for your favorite colour

I love you. When I met you, I started taking care of myself like i've never done before. Then you left me.

hi hoe, i’m really really sorry i don’t like talking about my feelings. i don’t do it on purpose and i wish i didn’t hate it as much as i do:( i’m genuinely really sorry. i just wanted to say that i think you deserve the best and i’m pretty sure i love you too. i’ve never told anyone that before yk? kinda been saving it till the right time cause those are some strong words. i really hope i’m correct. i think it all the time. i think you’re a crazy and cool guy. i’ve never had someone (outside of my family) genuinely care about me this much, and the fact that you are capable of that is f- ing amazing (don’t know if i can swear in this or if they’ll ban me). those 8 thousand kilometers really ain’t shit huh? btw i could never talk about this irl. i’m really sorry. i’m so sorry. anyways, you’re the most coolest and genuine person i ever met. you are amazing in every way possible. i never thought i’d have such an instant connection with someone who i’ve never met. sucks that you are so much younger than me LOL (if anyone else reads this i am joking, i am not a pedo, don’t call the cops). anyways haha ?, don’t know what else to tell you. can we just pretend i ain’t ever spoke of my feelings? love your tooth gapped bitch ass?

Honestly, I don’t think I ever loved you. I loved the idea of you. And I miss being friends but now I still see you, but ur like a stranger. It’s weird, but I’m always gonna miss being ur friend.

i fucking hate you you’re literally the worst person ever because i loved you so bad but you just broke my heart.

No sé nada de vos hace meses, veo por fotos que comparten tus amigos, y se ve estas bien, eso me alegra un poco.
Desde que te fuiste me quedé varada en la nada, porque no estaba en mis planes perderte, yo quería seguir insistiendo un poco más porque estaba convencida que en algún momento te ibas a dar cuenta que yo te podía dar todo lo que buscabas. Tres años de seguido con idas y vueltas y jamás pude llegar a tocarte el alma, ni pude hacer que mis besos fueran lo suficiente para que te quedaras conmigo, me cuestioné de mil formas que fue lo que hice mal, si era tan aburrida o incluso pensé que fue porque no era fanática de tu mismo equipo de fútbol. Me viste llorar por vos y me acuerdo que me dijiste que merecía a alguien mejor, y yo solo te dije que quería que ese alguien fueras vos. Seguí con la esperanza de que me ibas a querer, seguíamos ahí y creo que yo era la única que tiraba de la cuerda con ganas de que algo suceda, pero no fue así, llegó alguien más a tu vida que te hizo sentir todo eso que yo no pude, me rompí en mil pedazos, me perdí, desde ese momento siento que no avanzo, que no hay nadie para mi, porque me sacaste todas las ganas de intentar, porque siempre me dejan de lado y encuentran alguien mejor que yo, me siento la persona más reemplazable del mundo.
Y no te voy a mentir, te sigo esperando aunque vea que estas feliz con ella, algo dentro mio no te quiere dejar ir, porque sigo queriendo que vuelvas, porque tengo mucho para darte y no se lo quiero dar a nadie más.
Si ves esto, te amo Kevin, solo quiero que sepas que aunque pienses que te detesto porque te dejé de seguir en todas las redes sociales, no, eso no significa nada, te sigo queriendo como desde aquella primera vez que te vi en esa fiesta y te quedaste clavado en mi mente y corazón. Espero encuentres tu camino de nuevo a mí.

Sadly I'm not gonna forget you
Yes you ruined some good times
Found me innocent and unconscious
Quickly minimized my heart.

you were kinda ghetto and idk why I fell for you I didn’t even like you at first, you’re one of my biggest regrets yolo

you're a really great guy. you make me feel so loved and cared for. i feel like i truly have found the one. i have no idea what i would do without and i hope i never have to find out

i love you so much, youre honestly the love of my life and i have zero clue about what i would do without you, and i hope i never have to find out. i know we've been in a rough place for a bit but i promise that i will never leave you no matter what, i will always try my hardest to work through our problems together:) its us against the world, no each other

i thought it would get easier but it hasn't. i really need you. i never told you that. why can't i stop crying?

i cant see a future without you. no matter how many times we argue, i would never want us to separate. please don’t leave me. i love you so much, more than words could ever describe.

It's weird to say that I've always liked you. It hurts since we're so close. I know you'll never be mine but that's okay...i hate that we barely talk. I guess maybe you're letting go. Your kiss has been my favorite..the way you looked at me made me feel safe. You're an amazing guy and I'd rather see you happy with someone else. You deserve it! I'm letting go to the idea of you...ill forever have a place for you in my heart but as a friend now. I love you but you're not mine....how ironic I've tried everything and yet nothing..I cry over you and I break lil by lil but thank you for everything. Almost....

2 years. it took me 2 full years and a couple more months to get over you. even tough we were never together, i fell in love with you. see, you came into my life when my closests friends... bestfriend betrayed me. i was heartbroken and there you were, makin me smile everyday. and thent this one day, i caught myself loving you. even tho i never had the courage to tell you that in your face, i fell in love with you. took me awhile to realise it tho. it took for you to leave. but i eventually got over it. im not any happier but you made me happy and you taught me what its like to love someone and ill forvever be grateful. thank you.

Kevin, I don't think I love you anymore. I don't know if it's because I'm numb or I've just fallen out of love with and I don't know what it's like and I don't know yet if I hate it or not.. I'm still learning :/ you hurt me a lot and you don't even recognize the fact that you've traumatized me when it comes to relationships but I stayed, even when I knew you were going to leave me, I stayed and you never even noticed or appreciated it. I was there for you when you were at your lowest but I don't see you for my lowest. Maybe it's because it's ongoing and I have mental illnesses idk but I hate it and sometimes I hate you but then again I love you. I don't think I'll ever be able to have sex with another person or do anything, you're the one I want. Even though you've caused me so much pain. You're the one.. I love you to the moon and back

That day you held my face in your hands and rubbed your thumbs across my cheek, so softly, was the day I felt beautiful and wanted.

Why did we stop talking? Why did we grow apart? Was it something I did? I apologized and tried to take you back but... Clearly you don’t feel the same way about me. Those long 5+ hour phone calls were the highlight of my days and nights and I always looked forward to the next. Maybe you met someone else and just gave up on me... I hope you know I liked you so much. No I actually loved you. Maybe that’s why it’s so hard to face the facts. You were my first love and I didn’t even know it

Hey, I can tell that you have been through a lot and trust me I have as well. And It would be a pleasure to hear all about it and for me to share you my story as well. I would love to be close friends with you at least if it never comes to lover terms.

You’ve hurt me so much. And sometimes I wish the same upon you. But I hope that one day, you’ll wake up and realize the truth of what you’ve caused...

you pushed me to open up to you about my mental health but when i politely ask you how you're doing you always say fine when you're not.

i still remember when we were kids. we weren’t together but you were my first love. i still think of you. hopefully we meet again.

We've moved on. But, I'm still waiting for an apology. You hurt me so bad and I wish you could realize that.

i knew you were going to be something big from the moment we first saw each other and our eyes instantly locked. thank you for being so understandable, sweet, patient, and honest with me. te amo

when i think of a future together, it couldn't be more unpredictable. i haven't decided if that's good or bad