I love you so good dam much but please just listen to me for a second
Ok so first you dumped me because of somthing mental that waa happening which i still dont know what it was by the way then two weeks later when i tried to move on and get over you you got upset at me because you wernt over me and we got back together then fast forward twoish months later and youve dumped me again then two weeks later you tell me about this guy your crushing on and im fucking mad cause i still love you but i pretend to be supportive cause you need it then two three days later you tell me about another boy your crushing on three days later and youve fucked him next day he fucked up and theres already a new guy in place for you to date so that makes three guys monday to thursday and im pissed causw your claearly rebounding and your to blind to see it but if i so much as point is out to you youd slice my head off but the thing is you still treat me like your girlfriend like if the only thing that has changed is i dont get the honnor of the title of your girlfriend and i dont get cuddles or your hoodies and theres another thing you do yiur asking for my hoodie what would your boyfriend think of you wearing your ex girlfriends hoodie as well what would he think of your ex girlfriend wearing a vial of your blood on a necklace that you gave her after you broke up the day that you two got together cause bro i just want yo be with you and this is fucking killing me

Do you still love me? It’s been over a month sense you left, and we still talk every day, we still have sleepovers, and you come over whenever you can... but your moving on? You have Eli you have Eli and I have to keep telling myself that it’s the only way i keep myself from simply kissing you out of nowhere. Just like in the cheesy Hollywood movies that I know you pretend to hate. I miss when we used to stay up till 2am watching those cheesy movies I love. You’d protest it, but then when the main characters would finally kiss you’d go crazy with me. Then after that your force us to go to bed by simply putting yourself to bed knowing I’d follow your example.
I miss in the mornings, waking up a few hours early and crawling into bed with you, we’d go back to sleep together for a few hours. Eventually you’d wake up and I’d get to see your gorgeous smile again when you realised I was next to you.
I miss texting you good morning and goodnight every single day.
I miss your kisses especially the Spider-Man kisses.
I miss holding your hand and freaking out our schools homophobes.
I miss telling you I love you.
I miss everything.
I know we’re young but I know, I really do love you.
But you fell out of love with me and there’s not much I can do about that. I just want to hold your hand one more time. I want to kiss you one more time. I want to tell you I love you and hear it back, just one more time.

i don't know my mistake. but sorry. sorry. sorry. i hope in you forgive me.

you asked me how I thought the kiss was. I haven't stopped thinking about it since.

hi mag, you're my best girlfriend in fact I love you forever<3 I won't be here when u read this Ily.