i hate you because i don’t hate you. fuck you. i hate the person you’ve become. i was so blinded by how much i loved u to realize u treated me like shit the last months of our relationship. you seemed like you didn’t even care when we broke up like we meant nothing. i’ve moved on and if you come back, i won’t be here.

You were the only guy I considered my friend but you stoped talking to me kinda since I started talking to this boy who now I'm dating :l

I didn’t know I needed you in my life until you left. I wish you had stopped lying to yourself sooner, maybe then I would’ve believed in our relationship.

I wish you’d stop coming walking in & out in & out over and over again it gets old. But I’d take you back in a heart beat. But at the same time please stop using me because each time you leave another thought wonders though my mind on how I wasn’t good enough.

i want you. i want you to look at me like i gaze at you every day. i scared to admit that i got feelings for you. everytime i see ur name pops up i smile. i cant stop thinking about you, every night every day i think about you and i really hope you would feel the same

I loved you for years, and when we finally got our shot at love i was so happy and when it didn’t work out it killed me inside. I miss you.

even though we didn’t work out, I hope I get another chance to love you even harder in the next lifetime.

I hope you’re doing well. I still think about you & I try to move on because you seem happier but I’ll have these moments where I miss you so badly and I can’t deny the fact that I still love you. Everytime I think about moving on , I think of the reasons why you weren’t good for me, I get upset and realize I deserved better. But who am I to judge, I wasn’t great either. You still hold a place in my heart. Please be safe. I’m sorry love.

you told everyone a different reason why you left me and my only 2 questions are....what was the real reason? and how did you stop loving me so quickly?

I love you so fucking much you don’t even know. I’m so scared to express my feelings cause I think ur gonna reject cause u have like 100 girls already liking u.. I just think ur the one u treat me like omg like everything! you always have my back I just love u. And if I ever lose u I would be so sad cause without u I’m nothing.. I always think about u I dream about you every second I think about u.. I just live u so much we are unseparable probably you don’t feel the same way about me but it’s totally fine. I could never send this to you I don’t have the gut to do it cause then our friendship would just. it would end. Remember Kevin ilysm forever:)

I miss you, my love. I miss laying in bed talking to you, laughing with you. I truly thought you were it for me. It’s been ages and still I can’t imagine loving anyone else as much as I loved you. My heart hurts because you’re still the first person I think about in the morning and the last person I think about at night. I know that that was it and that you’re not coming back, but sometimes I still wish so badly that you would. I miss what we had. You made me so happy, I would do anything to feel that way again. Please don’t forget me. Love, L

I cared about you, I ask how you were and all you did was throw me to the side and treat me like I was a nobody. Then you call me a bitch, I thought you cared about me.

Era tan feliz contigo pero todo se fue acabando. Te ame como a nadie y ojalá nunca me hubieras dejado

hey. thanks for helping me and making me laugh. i know we don't talk anymore. but i still think about you sometimes. i hope you do too.

God, this is embarrassing. We havent spoken since before you left but i feel like if i dont tell you this now then i never will, u know??? anyway i liked you. like really liked you, and i thought maybe there was a point you like me back??? And we kept skirting around the idea, but you made me feel so special and you made me laugh. I felt like i had to tell you lol, sorry if this was uncomfy haha ;/

i'm so sorry for what i did, i truly did love you you were right person at the wrong time. i cant express how mad i am af myself for being so rude and cutting you off that way. i hope you're happy with ur girlfriend i wish you the best.
love ya.

after everything, you stick by my side and for the first time in years, when u looked me in the eyes, you sparked some thing in me. thank you, plz never leave me

You were really my 1st love. You meant the whole world to me ?. We had a future planned ahead of us. We even named our babies ?. Why did we have to break up? I miss you every minute of the day. I wish we could go back in time and fight for our relationship ?. I wish you the best in everything

We never dated but we talked so fucking much, I stayed up until 4am talking to you. I fell for you and you just blocked me. That really broke me

we haven't spoke in years, it was middle school love but I hope life is treating you well. you deserve all the good in the world.

una parte de mi se está cansando, me gustaría que todo fuera mejor y no fueras tan difícil, no quiero perderte, en serio no quiero.

your so fucking ugly, I mean that in the nicest way possible, your genuinely so fucking ugly, sorry :(

Here I am, once again, I keep promising myself I'd never come back, that I don't miss you and that we're over. But I still miss you, I'm happy now without you, I have someone else who fills the gap that you left. You hurt me and years later I still just want to talk to you. Do you ever miss me? Do you ever see something and think of me? Do you ever feel sorry for what you did to me, did you mean everything you said, did you actually love me or did you love the idea of having a girlfriend. I really hope the best for you, but at the same time, I hope you get hurt the way you hurt me. You hurt me so bad and when I would cry or tell you how I felt you would laugh in my face and proceed to tell me it's my fault for loving you. How is it my fault you cheated, how is any of this my fault? I hate your guts, but I still feel the need to be friends with you? I love you forever Kevin, even if you never loved me.

You were my first and my only real love. I’m so happy we met. I’m so happy we’re still talking. I still always wonder what would’ve happened if we kept dating and just fought through it. I’ll always love you, I just can’t tell you that now. God you’re such an amazing person and I’ll always be thankful for you.

kevin,
i don’t resent you. in fact i’m happy that you did what you had to do to keep you happy. i love you and everything we went through and everything i said to you was nothing but the truth. the truth of my love. anyway, see you later or in another life.

Lo siento por aquel abandono, simplemente no me sentía lista para estar a tu lado, al pensar en el futuro de nuestra relación algo en mi se quebraba y sentía que no podia soportarlo más.

Decidi dejarte antes de que me dejaras ...no debí de hacerlo, espero me perdones algún dia, adiós.

You’re great at art, probably amazing at splatoon and I don’t think your laugh is as bad as people say it is. Cool dude.

How are you? I know I shouldn't care but I do. I miss you. I know it will never work out with us but I just need to talk to you.

kevinnn you are the funniest blindingly bright person ever, but i have since learnt to adjust because it doesnt even bother me at all anymore-- i dont think i could live without the glare at this point. i love you so much for being a secretly amazing friend under the disguise that ur dum (but youre not) and i admire your artsiness and tenacity to reach goals other people see as impossible.. nothing its for you :) thank you for being my friend

you're the best artist i know, you're so fun to talk to and are just super interesting so it's really fun to be around you! i hope i have another class with you!

hola...hace tiempo no se nada de ti y no quise admitirlo estoy saliendo con otra persona y no siento lo que sentía por ti sabes, duele saber eso, solo quiero que vuelvas pero se que eso es algo imposible, te escribo a ti porque eres el único con quien tuve esa conexión y me duele saber eso, sabes siempre te extrañare, te amo y creo que eso lo haré siempre el orgullo te gano y a mi igual y eso me da tristeza. Adiós espero que estés bien y que te vaya bien. Adiós... aunque no quisiera te digo esto, te amo y tu fantasma no me deja... espero que un día me deje ir y pueda ser feliz con alguien. Si llegas a leer esto... Escríbeme o búscame mis puertas siempre estarán abiertas

I really hate that I don’t hate you after all you put me through. You were my first love but you didn’t love me back.

obrigada por me mostrar amor, respeito e honestidade. você me deu motivos para viver. te encontro em outro tempo (ou outra vida).

La verdad te ame, primero hubo una atracción física, te me hiciste el chico mas lindo, pero yo fui la chica mas linda para ti, en mi intento de querer alguna relación amorosa con tigo me termine volviendo tu mejor amiga, y guarde mi secreto, guarde mi amor, aunque de otra manera te lo di, estuve en tus momentos más buenos y en los peores, te ayude cuando me necesitabas, te di mi confianza ciegamente, te presente con mi familia, éramos los mejores amigos, el cambio a la universidad nos separó mucho, te dije que estaría para ti, y tu me prometiste lo mismo, pero dime ¿dónde estuviste cuando más sola me sentía? me dejaste de hablar, me diste excusas tan tontas, pero, quien quiere puede, no crees? no tener mi número no era impedimento de nada, me quedo con esto, con el amor que te di pero a la vez nunca pude, encontraste una chica realmente bonita para ti, estoy feliz por ti, y siempre que seas feliz, yo lo seré

I really miss you and Dont think I will ever fully get over you. You are part of me and I am I part of you..I just love you so much and wish I would undo some stuff I did or said In the past...I probably ruined everything for us, your family hates me, my family hates u, and I just don’t know what to do, I truly am in love with u, these other niggas don’t interest me at ALLL Bc they not u, like I just- I love you bro and please don’t die?❤️❤️

I'm sorry for distancing myself after what you messaged me... I would still like to be friends if you're up for it.

i miss you so much, you were my best friend. im sorry for everything i put you through, i wish you could sleep next to me. i think about you everyday. i love you to the moon and back.

I wish that you could understand the way i feel ab you. I really want to be with you and ik thats a stretch. I have to let go though. Its for my own sake so i can grow. I always felt like there was a connection between us but I was wrong. Love you❤️❤️❤️

I wish that you could understand the way i feel ab you. I really want to be with you and ik thats a stretch. I have to let go though. Its for my own sake so i can grow. I always felt like there was a connection between us but I was wrong. Love you❤️❤️❤️

i wish i never met u. at the same time i’m glad i did you taught me how not to love and not to trust so easily

It hurt..to let you go. To move on with my life after I left I realized my worth. Years ago you broke the promise you made to me and since that day we never were the same. You broke me. I still feel an empty spot and the memories flow in the back of my head. But honestly what hurt the most is that I needed you through all the hard times. I guess I will always be the second option..

Hey.. I just wanna say I’m really proud of you and I hope you continue to grow and become successful. I will continue to pray to God that you remain well loved, healthy, and happy. I love you and miss you. Be safe please. ?

I will always be thankful for the role you played in my life. Though it was short, the impact you left will last a lifetime.

I’m so sorry for how we are right now. I really did think everything was going to be okay but love really blinded me this time. I wish I hated you but I hope you’re doing well and you get better. All of the things we talked about for your future, go out and get them. You got this, don’t ever give up on yourself. I tried my very best but you put me in the same spot I was trying to take you out of.

I unblocked you today. I miss you, I miss the connection we used to have. Blocking you was a mistake that I will always regret.

I unblocked you today. I miss you, I miss the connection we used to have. Blocking you was a mistake that I will always regret.

loving you was the most brutal, beautiful thing I've ever done. and it hurt even more because you lived 2,245 miles away from me. even if you didnt think what we had was real i committed to you and made a promise to you that i would be there for you are care for you. and now over a year after our breakup i desperately have this need in myself that you can only fulfill. i know you live in the city where dreams come true but every morning i look out to the east, to nyc, i look out from the vast desert i am stuck in; and at sunrise at 7am in the morning, i think about your laugh, your habit of sleeping with no sheets, that one piece of hair that always tends to fall in your face and i think about how you will always have someone. even if i hate you, i will always love you. i hope our paths cross again.

you drive me crazy. i will never forget the first time i looked into your eyes. you made me feel special, and now i just feel nothing. no one should make me cry the way that you do, you don't deserve me. i would have done everything for you and you walking over me, made me realize my worth. leave me alone.

thank u for being the sunshine of my life during cegep. i'm sad we don't talk anymore but i wish u the best.

Aún recuerdo tu voz, tu calor cuando me abrazabas, sigo guardando la envoltura de los últimos chocolates que me diste. Desde que me violaste todo cambio, me destruiste y me mataste lentamente y aún recuerdo con asco todo lo que me hacías, pero gracias por irte, en serio gracias. Espero nunca más volver a verte porque si lo hago sé que podría perdonarte.