I thought we had something but I guess I was wrong. I miss when you would drive me home after school. I hope you find yourself and start opening yourself up.

You hurt me without thinking twice. But when I think about hurting you, I can’t do it.That’s the difference between us.

Ugh! I’m so goddamn in love with it actually makes me feel sick, but you know with butterflies moral of the story unrequited love is a cruel bitch :)

i used to like you but then you changed you became a jerk like you were before and i didnt see it until i came to my realization (:

you were the first time i fell head over heels and now you found her, take care of yourself and don't ever let her take you for granted

we planned our child’s name would be rose bakewell. and that’s what she will be called even when I’m not with you. I will always love you my angel.

you left and you said you wouldn't. you said you were busy and a new girl was found. why would you? how could you? but im glad you left. you tought me more than anything ill ever learn in school.

it’s been 6 months since we broke up and i still miss u every day... i wish u loved me as much as i loved u

You texted me the other day. Im with someone now, but as soon as I saw it, all the feelings came back. I miss you.

im over you now but everytime i think about your smile it brings me back to the night under the stars

i talked to you for the first time today and it was amazing but I was left confused..."water under the bridge" you said, but you know I still love and want to be with you, whats the next step?

i’ve loved you for a while now , you don’t know it though , i sit next to you in maths and stare at your gorgeous eyes and adorable dimples , i hope one days you’ll see me the same way i see you ?

i love everything abt u. I love ur eye bags, ur laugh, the way u look at me even when someone else is speaking. i love that even though u think astrology is bs, u'll listen to everything i have to say abt it and still be interested.

Kinda miss u, kinda don’t. My heart still drops when I see your name pop onto my phone, I just wish shit could of been different for us❤️

I have a new boyfriend now who treats me the way you should have. So why do I still think of you all the time

I hated the way you made me feel. The way you I would get nervous yet so happy with your presence and talking to you...but then you messed it up. now when I look at you I think of all the mistakes we both made and wish it worked out for the best. If only we were a right person wrong time situation..

why did you decide that i was the one to blame, when deep down you knew it was you? i guess you just didn’t want to admit you were the issue.

i have about 7 paragraphs of things i want to tell you written in my notes... too bad i’ll never send them

Your such a bad person but that doesn’t stop me from loving you. Your one of the only people who actually gives me happiness and it sucks I hate you but I love you

u were my first love and truthfully i don't think i'll stop loving you. and im okay with that bc u deserve it

we never spoke, we had different friendship groups and we never crossed paths, we had mutual friends who you had lessons with however we never became friends until recently and now after being friends for a while i don't think i could ever tell you how i feel. i've been told to stay away from you from all of my friends because well.. people have said things. but idc things happen, the past is the past. when i talk to you i feel like i'm breathing fresh air, like you saved me from drowning and i can't thank you enough. i felt so bad about myself before we became friends and now you've made me feel better about myself and honestly i feel so much happier.
you did something which caused me to lose trust in you. and then when i asked you abt it you lied. you lied to me. i let it go but i always feel like that memory is engraved in the back of my mind. but i can't stop being friends with you. you mean to much to me. honestly, i don't mind you big dummy.. i rlly like you and i don't think i will ever overcome my fear to tell you.
thank you for everything joe. thank you from being my friend and allowing me to talk and have no fear of judgment.

i waited 9 months for you to come back, and now that you have im not sure it’ll ever work out. i’m scared that i’ve just caused myself more pain. maybe it would’ve been better if you had never come back.

I wish you just held on, I wish you tried. You broke me and I can’t erase it from my mind. I want to move on but I’m still hanging on to something that doesn’t exist, I don’t even know what happens in your life anymore. It’s like we never even knew each other in the first place.

you hurt me but I still find myself wanting you so I'm going to have to force this idea of you out my head

I like u a lot and i know u don’t like me back, and i know u know i like u. Just wanted to say that i’m still waiting for you to make a move.

Thank you, for everything. I might not be able to have you right now, but i’ll keep fighting for you.

I still think of when we first met the telling our friends about each other and the love for us . I miss you

I didn’t know hearing what you said to other girls could hurt so much . I still loved and love you though , I really thought I was the only one you liked.

I wish I would’ve asked what made you think of me to say that I’d like it there, with you. I miss you.

I'm sorry. I'm so fucking sorry. I fucked up. I fucked you up. I did everything wrong and it took me years to realize. I'm not asking for forgiveness. You deserve to be happy, you deserve help. You have helped me so much, yet I can only remember how much I've hurted you. I'm sorry.

the more i start to love you the more you pull away and i realise now you don’t want to be with me you just like the chase

I can't picture your face unless I'm sleeping and have a nightmare...Then it's more vivid than the sunsets we used to watch together.

you aren't my first love, I've never had one, but you could've been. what happened? what did I do to suddenly change your mind about me? I'm sorry, I really am. Was I not enough? Was I too much? I get attached so easily and I don't realize how weird I may come across as. Possibly you found someone prettier with a better personality, I hope you both will be happy together. You're cats were cute, every time I get a picture of your forehead I'm just reminded that I'm not good enough.

your mom told me that anytime you bring a new girl into the house, she is gonna have a hard time reaching her standards because of me

I feel closer and more attatched to you every time we talk, but i also get more scared. how do i lose feelings for you?

Miss your notifications a lot. You can message me.

Nice try. I can still see right through you. And I forgive you.

I want to get lost in your eyes for longer than just a moment with you

I want to go back to the first day we met

i dont hate you for breaking my heart. i hate you for pretending like you didnt. dont i get a sorry?

I wish I had never broken up with you.

Thankyou for helping me find confidence. I hope I can do the same for you in some way. Ily

it hurts but i will forever love you joe. even from a distance okay.

I hope humility and remorse finds you after all you have done to others.

I wonder if u still have the Evenstar I gave u. Never regret giving it to u, never will.

Is what we have real? <3

I wonder if you still think about me or if you even miss me back

Did you ever manage to lucid dream?

i never got to tell you i loved you. even though i felt it since the moment we met.

it took you two days to get over me, im still not over you 6 months later. i love you always