Part of me hopes you see this. I know things are coming to an end, and I know that and im ready for that I think. But I why didnt you try harder and care more? I did everything I couldve done for you. I love you. I wish u felt the same.

I'm sorry. I acted like you were the one but I knew you weren't. You're an asshole and I never called you out. I never will either.

I thought you could be the one but it’s been over 100 days and your still not ready for a relationship after leading me on for all those days idk if I can do it anymore.

In another life we are married with 5 kids. In this life we are best friends scared of loving each other. I want a shark bite

It's been nearly 3 years and I still can't believe what you did. We spent hours together every single day and I know for a fact that there was only one thing that you wanted the whole time. The only thing that brings me comfort in this whole mess is that one day you'll do it again and won't get away with it. And I hope your life is completely ruined by it.

remember us "joking" about you coming over, us getting on the crafting table, turning the lights red, and doing experiments? do you still care?

platonic or not, i miss our relationship. we know what makes each other smile. are we really about to throw away the past 9 months?

I can deal with us not together. What I can't deal with is the way you can no longer look me in the eye. You were my world, now you're someone else's.

You took my control away from me that night and violated me, but I have reclaimed it and so have the others. You are beyond redemption and I hope you pay handsomely for your offences, whatever that may entail.

hey joe its me again i did remove the sparkle from your name but i had a dream about you. The dream was kinds scary it was an audrey dream... i really just wish that we can at least be friends yk. idk what i can do to makes things work but if you are going to put any effort then that will be the end; i dont need you. but i really wish you had/ have an actual chance to rail me. i am just really confused like you texted me first and started to snap me first but i feel like you truly couldnt give less fucks ab me and i hurts it really does. it sucks because i feel like i can tell the kind of person you are and would really wish to be friends and more but you dont give the effort so its not going to happen. love you xo babe

i can’t like you. i’m not allowed to like you but i kinda do. but we can’t. my life and friendships
will be over.

im sorry about everything I did. I never wanted to hurt you but now I'm the one that's hurting. I still love you and I always will. I miss you all the time and I wish I could go back and change what I did, I wish I gave you that second chance because I miss everything that we were together.

To my first love aka my best friend you finally got a gf (Julia) I'm proud you have someone there. even if that ment I had to give up on my love for her and you but ofc you would never know this. I love you you guys are really good together maybe one day I'll have someone so I could feel what you're feeling. happiness maybe, I love you so much but your to far gone for me to tell you this are relationship is only platonic though.. that romantic feeling is way past but that doesn't mean I don't love you as my best friend, a human, a soulmate.. soulmates can be best friends? she's good for you I'm so proud of you like I can't even say how proud I am of you. I like the hugs we give each other because they make me feel like maybe everything is alright that maybe I don't need to die to be happy, but as long as your here I'm okay thank you Joe Joe for the most best friendship one could have
(◍•ᴗ•◍)✧*。

Thanks for being the first guy that ever made me feel wanted or loved. We only had 3 months together because of college but I wouldn’t change it. I think we both healed from our previous relationships through our connection. Every summer when we went to the lake to talk for hours, it was that glimpse of hope that I don’t need to change for anyone because the person I am now should be good enough. I wish you the best in life. I hope you get that Apple orchard and that place in Miami that you talked about and you live a great, fulfilling life. You’re a great guy with a great future ahead of you. Thanks for everything.

why do I keep waiting for you? If you want me, grow a pair of balls and tell me. I'm lost and in the dark.

you were my first love experience. but you changed and I really don't think I ever loved you. p.s you aren't a player

it hurts to say you chose her over me, but at the end of the day that’s what happened so i’ll accept it

You broke me beyond repair. And so did i. But i will always love you. Take care of your family for me. I miss them.

i know you might not feel the same but being in love with you has been the best experience of my life.

kinda wish i hadn't literally taught u how to make cool girls fall in love w u! but painting ur nails and growing ur hair doesn't make u a good person my g. sometimes i get sad cause ur my perfect boy but then i remember it's only cause i made u like that! ur welcome, good luck developing a personality without me. X

I kicked you out of my life because deep down a part of me is always going to be madly in love with you. I kicked you out of my life because I knew if one day you called and said you wanted me back.... I wouldn’t have the strength to say no. I’d be back at square one. I couldn’t let that happen again. I miss you- but I’m better off without you in my life.

I wish you could realize the love that I gave you was true and that I wasn’t like any of the other girls

I would give the world to have you back in my arms and to be able to tell you how much I love you still

I chose yellow cuz it reminds me of that day. Thanks for always being there for me and for all the happy memories. I just wish you had loved me the way I loved you

its been a while but i hope ur doing well. i wanna talk and restart everything but we dont always get what we want. i love u forever. live ur life to the fullest and be the happiest person u can be. bc u deserve nothing but the best

I kept typing and deleting my message until I realised I will never be able to fully say what I mean to you

I didn’t reply to your text because I’m finally starting to let you go. I’m not over you yet but I want to be. I don’t want you any part of my life anymore, I hope all is going well for you.

I know it’s a terrible thing to say, but this year I was meant to go back to where we met. Where I fell in love with you. The only good thing to come out of this pandemic, because i think being there alone would have broken me

I thought u liked me but instead u used me for my body and made fun of my anorexia I hope one day u go thro wht I went and see the pain I went through

you know what’s annoying? i had it all w you & then you left. now you’re w someone else, laughing w them, sleeping w them, cuddling w them. all while i’m here alone in my bed. i could have anyone right now though. but i choose not to. they aren’t you & they don’t make me feel the way you did. so how did you replace me so quickly?

i’m sorry we fell out of love and for how i treated you, but you will always be my soul mate & i’ll always look back on when we were together as the good old days. you’ll always be my peaches x

I don’t know why but the universe needs me to tell you that you need to check on her. give her a hug and ask if she’s ok. I promise she isn’t and all she wants is for someone to ask

hey u don't know it but u saved my life last week. ur text asking if i wanted to go to the beach that night saved me from an attempt. i'll forever be grateful that ur my friend. ily and ur spontaneity.

It’s been 10 months and I still miss you as much as i did in January. I don’t want you back anymore, I just wish it ended differently. I know you were never going to be the one for me but I really wanted you to be. I hope you’re doing well. Don’t text me. I don’t want to hear from you again.

you don't seem to care about me anymore so I'm done looking out for you and waiting for you to come back. Have a good life ig I just know it was better when we were together.

you don't seem to care about me anymore so I'm done looking out for you and waiting for you to come back. Have a good life ig I just know it was better when we were together.

Blue-the color of your stupid lunchbox I wore on my head with pride. Blue-How I felt when you said you liked her. Even when I loved you I tried to get you with her for your happiness. Because I never want you to feel blue. Blue-my favorite color forever and always. All because of you

As I scroll through countless memories, I remind myself of a dead past long gone. When you cared about my broken song

Thank you for teaching me not to submit myself to someone who I may have trusted too soon. Learned the hard way.

we were best friends in primary. what happened? u used to have fun and talk to me, and now, u dont even look at me, when im always looking over to you, watching u laugh with ur girlfriend. i think im in love with u and i hate myself for it. you've made me look for u in a crowd of a thousand when u wouldnt even look at me if i was standing right in front of u.

you said you loved me yet you did this, what's wrong with me what did I do to deserve this you've broken me yet again and you don't even care do you? I can't take it anymore

you don't even care about me you don't care how I'm feeling you don't care that I'm falling to pieces, how can you just leave like that and act like everything is okay you know I'm struggling and you still do this to me. I did nothing wrong you hurt me but I still love you

I really like you and I wish I hadn’t left it this late I feel like something could’ve happened I’m not sure if you feel the same way I just know I’m not going to be able to get over you this year please text me

every time i hear the rain at night i feel calmer because i know you’re listening to it too. i miss you

I miss you. I don’t understand why you shut things down before we could even really get started. Even though I know I probably shouldn’t, I’d take you back in a second if you reached out again.

You put me in the darkest of places and every time I find a light you seem to snuff it out despite being physically gone...

we never actually dated, you were my first love though. we still talk but i just dont have the heart to tell you how i feel

also i forgot to add that i had a dream that we almost had a three way with this other red head i wish that did happen and it wasnt just in my dreams lol idek why i remembered that dream i never remember them it must have some significance
love ashley

You used to be my first thought when I woke up and the last one when I went to bed, you are my yellow

everything just felt so right with you, almost effortless. i miss you, i wish it had worked out differently for us.