Unsent messages to JOE
From: ABC
To: joe
Date: July 29, 2023, 7:13 pm UTC
i hope u think abt me as much as i think abt u
From: ABC
To: joe
Date: July 18, 2023, 5:15 pm UTC
please just recognise my feelings for you
From: ABC
To: joe
Date: July 16, 2023, 9:48 pm UTC
you are my soulmate and i hope you never face pain again
From: ABC
To: joe
Date: July 16, 2023, 6:56 pm UTC
I love you even though you drive me crazy
From: ABC
To: joe
Date: July 11, 2023, 4:27 pm UTC
do you think of me as much as i think of u? probably not.
From: ABC
To: joe
Date: January 19, 2021, 5:06 am UTC
i have about 7 paragraphs of things i want to tell you written in my notes... too bad i’ll never send them
From: ABC
To: joe
Date: January 18, 2021, 4:42 am UTC
I thought we had something but I guess I was wrong. I miss when you would drive me home after school. I hope you find yourself and start opening yourself up.
From: ABC
To: joe
Date: January 17, 2021, 3:01 pm UTC
You put me in the darkest of places and every time I find a light you seem to snuff it out despite being physically gone...
From: ABC
To: joe
Date: January 17, 2021, 12:03 pm UTC
every time i hear the rain at night i feel calmer because i know you’re listening to it too. i miss you
From: ABC
To: joe
Date: January 16, 2021, 8:47 pm UTC
Thank you for teaching me not to submit myself to someone who I may have trusted too soon. Learned the hard way.
From: ABC
To: joe
Date: January 15, 2021, 1:05 am UTC
I didn’t reply to your text because I’m finally starting to let you go. I’m not over you yet but I want to be. I don’t want you any part of my life anymore, I hope all is going well for you.
From: ABC
To: joe
Date: January 14, 2021, 12:02 pm UTC
kinda wish i hadn't literally taught u how to make cool girls fall in love w u! but painting ur nails and growing ur hair doesn't make u a good person my g. sometimes i get sad cause ur my perfect boy but then i remember it's only cause i made u like that! ur welcome, good luck developing a personality without me. X
From: ABC
To: joe
Date: January 13, 2021, 7:49 pm UTC
I wish I could tell you to fuck off and never speak to me again. but I fell in love with you. and it hurts
From: ABC
To: joe
Date: January 12, 2021, 5:53 pm UTC
It’s been nearly two years but I still think about you constantly. I hope you’re doing well, and I wish I had the guts to text you. But we’re different people now, and even though I wish it would’ve worked out, I know that it’s better this way.
From: ABC
To: joe
Date: January 12, 2021, 8:56 am UTC
You were kinda an asshole, but it’s not our faults how pushed into the relationship we were and I’m sorry for breaking your heart the way I did
From: ABC
To: joe
Date: January 12, 2021, 2:25 am UTC
i want you to want me again. do you still need me like i still need you? i hope we find our way back to eachother
From: ABC
To: joe
Date: January 11, 2021, 10:04 pm UTC
what do I even do anymore? Did you ever actually love me or not because I'm tired and don't know what to do
From: ABC
To: joe
Date: January 11, 2021, 9:41 pm UTC
i lied when i said you weren't my first love because now i realize you're the first one that mattered
From: ABC
To: joe
Date: January 11, 2021, 5:59 am UTC
i'm sorry i hurt you. you meant so much to me, all i ever did with him was numb the pain i caused you.
From: ABC
To: joe
Date: January 10, 2021, 11:20 pm UTC
I know you were confused and didn’t know what you wanted but that doesn’t make it okay that you took those four years from me.
From: ABC
To: joe
Date: January 10, 2021, 6:22 am UTC
i can't stand the idea of never speaking to you again but i feel like you want nothing to do with me.
From: ABC
To: joe
Date: January 9, 2021, 6:03 pm UTC
it’s been 6 months since we broke up and i still miss u every day... i wish u loved me as much as i loved u
From: ABC
To: joe
Date: January 8, 2021, 8:49 pm UTC
I miss you. I don’t understand why you shut things down before we could even really get started. Even though I know I probably shouldn’t, I’d take you back in a second if you reached out again.
From: ABC
To: joe
Date: January 8, 2021, 7:58 pm UTC
I really like you and I wish I hadn’t left it this late I feel like something could’ve happened I’m not sure if you feel the same way I just know I’m not going to be able to get over you this year please text me
From: ABC
To: joe
Date: January 8, 2021, 5:15 pm UTC
you don't even care about me you don't care how I'm feeling you don't care that I'm falling to pieces, how can you just leave like that and act like everything is okay you know I'm struggling and you still do this to me. I did nothing wrong you hurt me but I still love you
From: ABC
To: joe
Date: January 8, 2021, 5:11 pm UTC
you said you loved me yet you did this, what's wrong with me what did I do to deserve this you've broken me yet again and you don't even care do you? I can't take it anymore
From: ABC
To: joe
Date: January 7, 2021, 2:54 am UTC
I chose yellow cuz it reminds me of that day. Thanks for always being there for me and for all the happy memories. I just wish you had loved me the way I loved you
From: ABC
To: joe
Date: January 6, 2021, 8:32 pm UTC
it hurts to say you chose her over me, but at the end of the day that’s what happened so i’ll accept it
From: ABC
To: joe
Date: January 6, 2021, 12:06 am UTC
It's been nearly 3 years and I still can't believe what you did. We spent hours together every single day and I know for a fact that there was only one thing that you wanted the whole time. The only thing that brings me comfort in this whole mess is that one day you'll do it again and won't get away with it. And I hope your life is completely ruined by it.
From: ABC
To: joe
Date: January 3, 2021, 7:43 pm UTC
I'm sorry. I'm so fucking sorry. I fucked up. I fucked you up. I did everything wrong and it took me years to realize. I'm not asking for forgiveness. You deserve to be happy, you deserve help. You have helped me so much, yet I can only remember how much I've hurted you. I'm sorry.
From: ABC
To: joe
Date: January 3, 2021, 1:58 pm UTC
How can you keep saying this is casual when you treat me like a girlfriend. Why don't you want me how I want you
From: ABC
To: joe
Date: January 3, 2021, 1:49 pm UTC
I know I can be clingy, I know we aren't meant to be serious, but you made me feel again. Im not numb anymore.
From: ABC
To: joe
Date: January 2, 2021, 8:29 pm UTC
Thank you for loving me, I’m sorry we didn’t work out. If we were older I knew we would’ve lasted. We were young and dumb. I miss you.
From: ABC
To: joe
Date: January 2, 2021, 1:35 pm UTC
You made the mountains seem big, the valleys look vast and my problems small. Thank you for helping me, i miss you
From: ABC
To: joe
Date: January 2, 2021, 10:32 am UTC
I love you so much and i know that we’re not together and we tried our best but i know that i’ll always have a special place in your heart and you’ll always have a special place is mine it’s been tough without you but i know it’s my fault for not being able to commit to a amazing guy like you and i really wish you best of luck to you and your future lovers
From: ABC
To: joe
Date: January 1, 2021, 3:09 pm UTC
I didn't want to believe that you like my bestfriend, honestly I was starting to think you liked me, with all the mixed signals you give me. but no u got drunk last night and told me how beautiful lucy is and how much u like and want to talk to her. fuck. it hurts to much
From: ABC
To: joe
Date: January 1, 2021, 1:28 pm UTC
hey, idk if i’ll ever speak to you again since you have her now so i’m just saying it here. i love you, you helped me through one of the hardest times in my life and we’re always there for me. i love you for that, thank you.
From: ABC
To: joe
Date: January 1, 2021, 7:14 am UTC
I miss you sometimes even though we stopped being friends for a long time. I cherish the memories we had in middle school. You literally made me laugh all the time. I hope you didn't change.
From: ABC
To: joe
Date: December 31, 2020, 5:10 am UTC
platonic or not, i miss our relationship. we know what makes each other smile. are we really about to throw away the past 9 months?
From: ABC
To: joe
Date: December 30, 2020, 10:30 am UTC
Part of me hopes you see this. I know things are coming to an end, and I know that and im ready for that I think. But I why didnt you try harder and care more? I did everything I couldve done for you. I love you. I wish u felt the same.
From: ABC
To: joe
Date: December 29, 2020, 7:07 am UTC
I wake up every day because a world with you in it is a world worth living in- but i’m not “supposed” to live just for you
