Unsent messages to H
From: ABC
To: H
Date: November 18, 2020, 10:06 pm UTC
i wish you knew how much i love you. i want to spend the rest of my life in your arms. you make me feel safe. but i will send you back to her every time because i know she is the one you truly love. we both know it. but i will always love you. i just want whatever will make you happiest because you deserve the world.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: November 18, 2020, 10:03 pm UTC
i have been in love with you from the day we met. but you love her. and that is okay, i want you to be happy always.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: November 18, 2020, 7:34 pm UTC
hey you, maybe you're looking for your name on here, maybe you're not. I miss you sometimes. Will you know who I am if this is yellow? Who knows, let's see if we meet again.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: November 18, 2020, 7:29 pm UTC
I wished you didn't leave when you did. I really needed you! After you left i felt so numb and broken. Things aren't the same anymore but I will always see you as the person who showed me what love actually was.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: November 18, 2020, 7:02 pm UTC
I love you and you know this but lately you just seem to not care for me I want us to work but if you donāt want to be with me please tell me because I care for you and tell you that any way I can but I feel your getting distant from me and it hurts because if I donāt have you in my life i donāt have anybody really. I might not tell you my feeling because I have a hard time with that but I do love you but if you want to leave me I will just have to except that
From: ABC
To: H
Date: November 18, 2020, 4:40 pm UTC
I appreciated you a lot even though I never said it. I hope you meet your soulmate and I hope she treats you well.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: November 18, 2020, 2:59 pm UTC
I miss laughing w you all night long. I miss our fights. I miss you embarrassing me in science. I miss you
From: ABC
To: H
Date: November 18, 2020, 5:49 am UTC
Hi, I know you're already moving on but I'm no where close to that. I love you and I always will. I'm always gonna be here for you. You are so special and I'll always be your biggest cheerleader. Hopefully one day we'll cross paths again. I am broken without you but sometimes breaks are productive. It just hurts to see you treat her the way you used to treat me. I hope she treats you right and makes you happy. I wish you nothing but the best, as long as you're happy I will be too. I love you and I hope you're doing okay. I've always said you're gonna do big things one day and I stand by that. Remember me when you get big :). It's not the same without you and I'm not sure how you could move on so quickly and be perfectly fine. I guess that's just the way it goes sometimes. I always knew that I loved you more. Make me proud baby. -the one who gave you everything
From: ABC
To: H
Date: November 18, 2020, 5:38 am UTC
You taught me many things. You hurt me in a lot of ways. Thank you for loving me at my lowest and leaving me when you thought things were better. Btw you no longer have a place in my heart.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: November 18, 2020, 2:34 am UTC
I lied. I was awake when you held my hand in the car... I wish I could have told you when I had the chance. But it's too late now.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: November 17, 2020, 10:32 pm UTC
SĆ³lo dejame en paz, entiende que quiero olvidarte y ser feliz con alguien mĆ”s, pero tu presencia en mi mente me perturba por las noches y cuando conozco alguien solo lo comparo contigo pero tĆŗ ya no eres el chico simpĆ”tico que conocĆ, eres alguien a quien ya no quiero querer.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: November 17, 2020, 10:29 pm UTC
Me hiciste creer que te importaba y que era especial, pero para ti nunca fue nada.
Ojala seas feliz :)
From: ABC
To: H
Date: November 17, 2020, 5:57 am UTC
you hurt me so much and i dont even know what your feelings were for me. you kept giving me mixed emotions and it hurt. why are you a totally different person now from the person I fell hard for 2 years ago.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: November 16, 2020, 7:34 pm UTC
my first and only true love, ever since we were children. you broke my heart, how could you choose her over me? itās impossible for me to hate her, why do you make this so hard?
From: ABC
To: H
Date: November 15, 2020, 12:45 am UTC
To H, you probably don't remember me but I miss you. Not a day goes by without me thinking about you and I hope that someday our paths will cross again.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: November 13, 2020, 11:26 pm UTC
Mi primer enamoramineto con tan solo 5 aƱos, parece una bobada, pero me durĆ³ 10 aƱos ese enamoramiento, como lo dejĆ© de ver pasĆ©, no creo que le vea nunca pero bueno
From: ABC
To: H
Date: November 13, 2020, 4:47 am UTC
Fuck you dude. You made me feel hard to love, you made me hate myself, you made me question who I am. Its been a year and I'm still recovering from you. I can see why they name hurricanes after people because you truly caused mass destruction on me.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: November 12, 2020, 8:42 pm UTC
thank you for truly showing me what love really is. im so sorry i broke your heart while you were fixing mine
From: ABC
To: H
Date: November 12, 2020, 5:16 am UTC
I'm finally healed. While my heart still skips a beat when I hear your name, I no longer find myself daydreaming about us.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: November 10, 2020, 6:03 pm UTC
You didnāt work out with him, I did, stop submitting passive aggressive stuff on here please get over it!
From: ABC
To: H
Date: November 9, 2020, 5:28 pm UTC
Sometimes when I dream about you hugging me, it feels so real and warm and comforting and then I wake up and I just have to imagine for the rest of the time how good it felt
From: ABC
To: H
Date: November 9, 2020, 1:54 am UTC
i love u and i donāt want to and idk why. i always let u use me because i think it will change something every time, but it never does and i keep going back like a fool every time
From: ABC
To: H
Date: November 8, 2020, 6:20 am UTC
i dont know how or why it happened because it's not like me but i can't get over you. i've liked you for months now but have been unable to say a word about it because i know you don't feel the same and i know you hate me for being so terrible to you. truth be told i hate the way i feel about you. i hate how it feels to be so in love with you knowing that there is absolutely no way anything would ever happen or work between us. and because i hate it, i feel angry. not at you but at myself; im frustrated, i don't know why i cant move on and get over you. and because of this, i push you away i find reasons to make you hate me because maybe if you hate me then i can finally move on. maybe then i'll realize that there is nothing salvageable and no point to continue holding on to the delusional hope that i have. but despite all this, i still find myself wishing you talked to me the way you used to. when you would tell me how excited my presence made you feel. but now i know something's changed because that energy isn't there anymore and i dont blame you. i'm no longer your favorite person to talk to even though you will always be mine. i've ruined everything and i'm sorry for the ways i hurt you. i hope one day i can redeem myself and you can see me the same way you did at the beginning because i'd do anything to be that girl for you again.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: November 7, 2020, 7:15 pm UTC
it kills me to think that it couldāve worked out if you werenāt all up in your teenage fantasy bs. i loved you but you had to wake up.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: November 3, 2020, 12:42 pm UTC
This is lame but you saved my life and for that I am forever grateful. Thankyou for teaching me how to love myself. You have no idea how much you mean to me.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: November 2, 2020, 10:51 pm UTC
Iāll be here for you when your ready to return the piece you took when you left and the crazy thing is itās been years and I still havenāt created a new piece to fill the space cause the piece I need is non refillable
From: ABC
To: H
Date: October 30, 2020, 9:26 am UTC
im sorry i lost feelings, youre amazing. in another life? we just grew up differently, I grew up at 10 and you got to be a kid. keep living man
From: ABC
To: H
Date: October 28, 2020, 9:27 pm UTC
I used to hate this name because of poor treatment from that person.but now when I hear it I only think about you and my heart gets warm
From: ABC
To: H
Date: October 28, 2020, 9:26 pm UTC
I used to hate this name because of poor treatment from that person.but now when I hear it I only think about you and my heart gets warm
From: ABC
To: H
Date: October 28, 2020, 12:02 pm UTC
u got me a drink from starbucks to surprise me. u thought i hated it, but now i get it every time i go to starbucks.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: October 26, 2020, 8:43 pm UTC
I hope you arenāt too good to be true. I want our love to be infinite. Please donāt ever stop loving me
From: ABC
To: H
Date: October 24, 2020, 4:36 pm UTC
Hey idk what you think of me anymore I wish you would stop letting your shitty friends influence you because Ik you didn't write those msgs to me you never use capital i's you dumbass you seriously think I'm stupid honestly please I miss the old you so much its killing me I wish we could go back to how we were cause I miss it so much I can't even explain I would honestly do anything for you to come to school next year and us to be best friends again like we were for those few months where we weren't in school it was so nice literally the best I really hope you come back :(
From: ABC
To: H
Date: October 24, 2020, 4:34 pm UTC
Hey idk what you think of me anymore I wish you would stop letting your shitty friends influence you because Ik you didn't write those msgs to me you never use capital i's you dumbass you seriously think I'm stupid honestly please I miss the old you so much its killing me I wish we could go back to how we were cause I miss it so much I can't even explain I would honestly do anything for you to come to school next year and us to be best friends again like we were for those few months where we weren't in school it was so nice literally the best I really hope you come back :(
From: ABC
To: H
Date: October 23, 2020, 10:24 am UTC
You tried to help me but I didnāt see it back then, so now I understand how great of a person you are.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: October 20, 2020, 12:31 am UTC
I fell in love with you almost 3 years ago and u broke my heart but i love you so much and you dont know but my depression is winning. I need you
From: ABC
To: H
Date: October 18, 2020, 12:20 am UTC
the candles u got me for my birthday all melted but i kept the containers, and the papers u wrapped āem with.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: October 15, 2020, 7:04 pm UTC
I do care about you I care about you a lot you have to understand how deep you hurt me i miss you a lot.
L
From: ABC
To: H
Date: October 15, 2020, 3:36 am UTC
iām finally over you and i can hug you and still feel something but maybe itās just our little connection but iām finally over you but i will never stop loving you...ever... i just sit and wonder what it would be like to be with you but i can finally do things without you coming to my mind i can finally start liking other people... so thank you for choosing her it really just showed me how much better i am you couldāve had me you couldāve had better but you chose her the dumb blonde who has worse grades than a rock and has the worst style and is dis organized and just worse so thank you for choosing her you made me realize how much better i am iām smart, beautiful, i have a gorgeous body and iām so nice to everyone so thank you. you really helped me find myself and maybe one day you will see that
you made a mistake and i feel like you have realized that and i would go back to you in a heartbeat but for now iām finally over you so once again thank you for making me a better person.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: October 14, 2020, 2:22 pm UTC
I don't care what people when we are together, I just want to be you and I forever.
You bring me home.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: October 14, 2020, 4:20 am UTC
This is gonna be the longest one I've written about you yet, so bear with me. For years now, I've been trying to escape the melancholic feelings and the never-ending what-ifs that have constantly plagued me since we said goodbye that one day in June, and for a moment there, I succeeded. I moved out of town, went to college, had the best time of my life, and forgot about the pain of forgetting you. We were miles and miles away, separated not only by physical distance but also by the loss of our emotional connection. Unfortunately, the universe just had to bring us back together in this sad little town where everything reminds me of you all over again, except this time, even though we're only minutes apart, it feels like there's an entire world sprawled in between you and me. Although we're only a car ride away, it feels like we're separated by an ocean. It's not the physical distance that's preventing us from getting back together, and that's where it hurts the most. Through all the universe's attempts to bring us back together and our consistent failure to come back to where we used to be, I'm starting to accept that maybe we just weren't meant to be after all. I just wish I could forget all the memories we shared and start anew, but with every wall on every building and the characteristically warm southern sun shining through every gap between the leaves in every tree in this city, your image is revived in everything that reminds me of you. And sadly, everything in this town does. I miss you, and I hope you're doing well.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: October 13, 2020, 12:26 pm UTC
i knew you weren't serious abt it but i almost gave u my virginity but still in the end , you left me again.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: October 9, 2020, 11:07 pm UTC
You are the only person I would like to meet all over again so I can do things differently. Itās been 7 years and i still have not come across anyone as funny, charismatic and smart as you. I hope you are happy! p.s. you were my first love even tho we never really dated! And i know, i fell in love a bit too late, but i want you to know that i did.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: October 9, 2020, 11:06 pm UTC
You are the only person I would like to meet all over again so I can do things differently. Itās been 7 years and i still have not come across anyone as funny, charismatic and smart as you. I hope you are happy! p.s. you were my first love even tho we never really dated! And i know, i fell in love a bit too late, but i want you to know that i did.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: October 9, 2020, 3:17 am UTC
See you in a time when reality becomes time for me and you. I love you for what I know is to come.
See you in the next step of life
From: ABC
To: H
Date: October 9, 2020, 3:10 am UTC
See you in a place where reality becomes time for me and you. I love you for what I know is to come.
See you in the next stage of life.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: October 7, 2020, 9:07 am UTC
I keep dreaming about you I wished you cared as much in my dream in real situations then in my dreams
From: ABC
To: H
Date: October 7, 2020, 9:03 am UTC
I keep dreaming about you I wished you cared as much in my dream in real situations then in my dreams
From: ABC
To: H
Date: October 7, 2020, 8:02 am UTC
You are so selfish and you only care about your feeling, you never thought about how I felt. For all the times you broke up me and asked me out like nothing happened and I kept saying yes thinking you have changed but guess I was wrong
From: ABC
To: H
Date: October 7, 2020, 1:34 am UTC
i know we aren't where used to be and that's ok. it's ok you can't give me more but one day i'll find someone who can
From: ABC
To: H
Date: October 6, 2020, 4:07 am UTC
Was I not what you expected? do you hate me now? do you still think of me? do you regret being with me? am I not good enough? am i not pretty enough? do you think iām annoying? was i a waste of your time?
