Unsent messages to H
From: ABC
To: H
Date: July 14, 2023, 9:52 pm UTC
I miss you so much. I want to reach out but I am scared.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: July 12, 2023, 11:10 pm UTC
I hate that I like this color now because it reminds me of you.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: July 12, 2023, 8:57 pm UTC
We met for a reason. I just hope itās not another heartbreak.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: July 12, 2023, 8:46 pm UTC
Thanks for showing me what I donāt want in a relationship
From: ABC
To: H
Date: July 11, 2023, 12:11 pm UTC
You can be with whoever you want now. Youāre mine at the end :)
From: ABC
To: H
Date: July 10, 2023, 10:45 am UTC
i see u're happy now. i hope u're always happy like u used to.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: January 17, 2021, 2:07 am UTC
You loved yourself more than you ever loved me. I hate that I miss you. I canāt let you use me again.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: January 16, 2021, 10:31 am UTC
wish i could tell you how much i love you, you changed my life and comforted me during my hard times.Thank you.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: January 15, 2021, 6:53 pm UTC
i crave for you every single time we leave each other. Please stop playing mind games with me and tell me what you truly think of me.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: January 15, 2021, 4:22 am UTC
You taught me a lesson but now even though its been almost a year I still find myself thinking about you.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: January 14, 2021, 7:54 pm UTC
i'm terrified of losing you. knowing we'll be countries away in less than half a year is breaking me.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: January 14, 2021, 4:33 pm UTC
im scared of you because nobody has ever hurt me the way you did. I really fucking loved you and now I cant love myself. I cried on Christmas and my birthday because of you, but my heart still won't hate you. But now im beginning to realise, im not boring, im not ugly and my body is mine. Fuck u for taking advantage of me and breaking my heart.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: January 13, 2021, 11:18 pm UTC
I'm sorry for being insensitive. I'm sorry for being too emotional. I'm not worthy to be your friend. You do so much for me, yet I can't do the same. You seem happy these days. I don't wanna make you upset. Even if it means ruining our friendship, as long as you're happy I'll be fine.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: January 12, 2021, 2:57 pm UTC
this was your favorite color, im sorry i couldnt save us. ive grown, thank you for putting me thru it.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: January 12, 2021, 2:44 pm UTC
I liked you, you liked me. We both knew.
I did some steps but you didn't and I'm still asking myself why. You had nothing to lose. You told our best friend about me I told him about you. You knew I knew. You didn't care...
From: ABC
To: H
Date: January 12, 2021, 8:38 am UTC
It broke my heart when you chose her and said you never liked me. But Iām happy that youāre happy and I hope you made the right choice
From: ABC
To: H
Date: January 11, 2021, 9:17 pm UTC
Iām so sorry. I loved you but convinced myself I didnāt. I was at war with myself, and Iāll always regret that I let you get hurt in the crossfire.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: January 11, 2021, 1:33 pm UTC
If life was a movie I'd tell you that I love you and you jump out of the airplane and would not move to Germany...
From: ABC
To: H
Date: January 10, 2021, 11:36 pm UTC
I canāt walk down roads without thinking about us dancing like idiots. I felt like I was in a movie.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: January 10, 2021, 11:33 pm UTC
I just want to sit with you while you play with my hair and watch a bad tv show because weāre both so indecisive.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: January 10, 2021, 7:22 pm UTC
i think the scariest thing is you could do something so fucking horrible to me, and iād still look at you as if you were the person who put the stars in the sky.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: January 9, 2021, 7:28 pm UTC
what i hate most of all is how I can't hate you even after everything. deep down i know I will always love you.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: January 9, 2021, 6:21 am UTC
Itās as though youāll always live in my heart no matter where I go, a piece of you I carry quietly, me and my heart know
From: ABC
To: H
Date: January 8, 2021, 11:34 pm UTC
iām sorry it had to be like this. iām sorry for everything. iām sorry for doing that to you in front of everybody.. i hope you understand where i was coming from.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: January 8, 2021, 6:56 am UTC
it honestly hurts that after all our time as friends, youāre comfortable with leaving things the way they are. did our relationship mean nothing? donāt i deserve more than this? i made the effort, i really did. the lack of effort on your part makes everything really clear for me, it does. it doesnāt mean it doesnāt hurt after all this time, though. if you ever decide to give a fuck, you know where to find me.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: January 7, 2021, 10:11 pm UTC
there are some qualities i hate in a person. i hated all of yours yet i still supported you and put up with them. fuck you. i donāt even hate you anymore because i know youāll get whatās coming to you.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: January 7, 2021, 9:32 pm UTC
it feels terrible using people to take my mind off you but then i realised when you did the same you had already forgotten me
From: ABC
To: H
Date: January 7, 2021, 9:03 pm UTC
i heard our song today. it hurts, loving you and being with her. I feel like im a shitty person for being completly in love with you while with another girl. Miss you my love
From: ABC
To: H
Date: January 7, 2021, 1:30 am UTC
I dropped everyone the min you made it seem like we could work. But you choose her. The girl that settled for you since you were all she had, and I choose you.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: January 6, 2021, 9:10 pm UTC
I hope you know that I love you. I just don't think it's meant to be. I'm sorry, I'll love you forever but I can't keep hurting like this
From: ABC
To: H
Date: January 5, 2021, 7:25 pm UTC
I hope one day you trust me enough to let me back in. I know it was my fault. I know I broke your heart.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: January 4, 2021, 11:49 pm UTC
even if this means nothing, thank you for giving me a little bit of happiness when i needed it the most, i wonāt forget this
From: ABC
To: H
Date: January 4, 2021, 3:02 am UTC
iām no longer in love with you. but when iām sat with nothing to do. or when iām laying in bed at night, i think of you. and i donāt want to.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: January 3, 2021, 5:54 pm UTC
Allt jag vill Ƥr att ha tillbaka vƄr vƤnskap. Kan du bara inse att jag inte tycker om dig pƄ det sƤttet?
From: ABC
To: H
Date: January 3, 2021, 12:35 pm UTC
I fell for you.. i thought you cared but you didnāt and you showed your true colors and yet I still get jealous when you talk about girls bc I wish you talked ab me like that but you wouldnāt I have never felt worth it until you and then you too made me feel worthless
From: ABC
To: H
Date: January 3, 2021, 8:33 am UTC
I take blame as the reason you left and I thought you would come back to me like always but you didnāt and when I tried going back to you u didnāt let me back into your life but hopefully when we get older I will see you later in life I still love you and will always be here for you but I think I might be done trying to be friends because I canāt keep changing things just to be your friends is if you ever need me Iām here but if not then I guess Iām out of your life...
From: ABC
To: H
Date: January 3, 2021, 7:14 am UTC
Godamn i always felt something for you, I still do, but other girls have ur heart, why arenāt I enough,I love you with all my heart, I would take a bullet for you, i would give anything just to get a chance to hold you.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: January 3, 2021, 1:11 am UTC
years on I still wonder what youāre doing, if youāre seeing anyone and if you think the same too, Iāll always have a small love for you always and forever
From: ABC
To: H
Date: January 2, 2021, 5:51 pm UTC
i know i said i donāt wanna talk but i think iām changing my mind... please ask me again how iām doing
From: ABC
To: H
Date: January 2, 2021, 1:39 pm UTC
I can't tell if you still want me as much as I want you.
So I've decided to let go and let fate decide what happens to us.
Here's to hoping for the best.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: January 1, 2021, 8:15 pm UTC
I love how kind you are. I love you how you always apologise after you think I'm hurt.
I love how you kept my secret. I love how you saw the movie. I love how you have faith in me. I love how you keep up with my annoying self. I love you.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: December 30, 2020, 3:58 pm UTC
every now and then i look back and i think to myself that i miss it. that i miss us. i then think abt what that would mean. it would mean that i miss ur touch but it also means i miss the times u made me jealous on purpose. it would mean that i miss the feeling u gave me when i felt alive but it would also mean that i would miss the fear u had of commitment and of what others thought. so, no, i dont miss us. i dont miss what we had. i think i miss what couldve been. but its ok. if its meant to be, i was always told they'll be back, not necessarily on their own accord, but destiny. maybe.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: December 29, 2020, 8:10 pm UTC
I've tried so hard to get you to like me back but I guess its time to let go because the pain is unbearable.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: December 29, 2020, 7:18 pm UTC
Itāa been 3 months and I still donāt have the courage to listen to the audios you recorded for me in my phone.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: December 29, 2020, 12:59 pm UTC
everytime i hear our song i miss you even more
i wish we could finish things properly
lets try again in the future :)
From: ABC
To: H
Date: December 28, 2020, 10:01 pm UTC
you know falling in love with you was not my plan, which is probably why it will never work out lmao.
