Unsent messages to H
From: ABC
To: H
Date: December 28, 2020, 2:18 am UTC
i wish i could burn everything that reminded me of you. but you can't burn food, or roads, or clothes, or cars. and most of all, you can't burn memories or words. i guess that's what you get when you share everything with a person.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: December 28, 2020, 12:52 am UTC
I gave you everything I could possibly give you. I gave up so much for you, even when you hurt me I forgave you. But all you wanted was my body. You forced me and made me feel confused all the time. I hope you know I hate you with all my heart. Someone like you doesn't deserve love and now I've realized that
From: ABC
To: H
Date: December 27, 2020, 1:46 pm UTC
i wish i could find it in myself to forgive you. thank you for the memories and the lesson that came along with it.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: December 27, 2020, 12:45 pm UTC
fuck you i hate you so fucking much. you made me think it was my fault our relationship wasnt working but clearly it was YOUR fault, YOU cheated on ME with the girl you said "dont worry bout it" and shit. Fuck You.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: December 24, 2020, 12:43 am UTC
i love you, and i made a mistake i miss you sm love. i’m sorry for ending something that could have been worked on.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: December 23, 2020, 6:18 pm UTC
I think the hardest part is knowing I fought for you. But you walked away like I was never anything to you.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: December 23, 2020, 2:35 pm UTC
It’s been so fucking long since I miss it ,nor a day goes past where I don’t think about you I miss getting genuine butterflies I don’t think I can ever love anyone again I still love you even though you tore me apart
From: ABC
To: H
Date: December 22, 2020, 8:47 pm UTC
I still remember your smile and how much I wanted to kiss I you and hold your hand. I’d like to believe you tried to feel the same way about me that night. Tried. Didn’t work out. But that’s enough. Thank you.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: December 22, 2020, 8:18 pm UTC
it’s a bit odd but i connected quickly with you. you really were the sun in my darkness at some time. but u didn’t know
From: ABC
To: H
Date: December 22, 2020, 8:13 pm UTC
I thought that u changed but u where there to play with me again while i still love you take care of you bye.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: December 22, 2020, 3:39 am UTC
what you did hurt me and i don't know if you ever realized that. i wish you just would've said sorry, i would've looked at u
differently now if u just said sorry
From: ABC
To: H
Date: December 22, 2020, 12:25 am UTC
i will forever remember the first time you you said
'i love you'.
it was an accident but i think you knew it was true.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: December 21, 2020, 10:53 pm UTC
Not a day goes by where I don’t think of you. The smallest of things remind me of you. I’m sorry I couldn’t be enough for you
From: ABC
To: H
Date: December 20, 2020, 10:01 pm UTC
I'm not impressed. Things keep changing ”miraculously”. Lie after lie. Unknown. Imagine how it feels.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: December 20, 2020, 7:50 pm UTC
I like to pass by the spots where we chilled to remember those times and imagine the both of us sitting there and talking.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: December 20, 2020, 1:59 pm UTC
You used to tell me that I was everything to you, then you started to act me like I was nobody. Never understood why and never will.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: December 20, 2020, 1:57 pm UTC
You used to tell me that I was everything to you, then you started to act me like I was nobody. Never understood why, never will.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: December 20, 2020, 8:06 am UTC
I hate the fact that my heart still skips beats when I think of you, because I know damn well it isn't the same for you.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: December 19, 2020, 5:21 pm UTC
I don't miss you, I miss the old you. I miss staying up until 3 am talking about any thought that reached our heads. But if I come back to you, I know it won't be like that ever again. This message will reach to who it needs to. It seems "forever
From: ABC
To: H
Date: December 19, 2020, 4:56 pm UTC
you hurt me more than you know, yet I still love you. I'm sorry I didn't tell you when I had the chance. I know you love someone else now, you look at them the way you used to look at me, but I still love you.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: December 18, 2020, 7:31 pm UTC
I thought you stopped loving me because you said you couldn't love yourself, but I see that what you said was as empty as your love for me.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: December 18, 2020, 7:18 pm UTC
i’ve made hundreds of these, hoping you’d someday read all of my words for you and realized how much you broke my heart back in may. but then, i don’t think you’re cultured enough to even know this unsent project exists
From: ABC
To: H
Date: December 17, 2020, 11:41 pm UTC
i love you so much. you are sunlight and i feel almost guilty basking in your warmth because i feel like i don't deserve it. i hope you know what you are for so many people, pure warmth and comfort that i can't even describe. i would do anything for you and i know you would do anything for me. i'm sorry for pain i have cause you and i hope that you can recover, and we can still be together forever. i would do anything to have you and you be happy
From: ABC
To: H
Date: December 17, 2020, 4:54 am UTC
You spread lies and rumors about me that were not true, I guess you never really were a true “friend” , I wish you the best in life but don’t look back when all of your friends are gone.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: December 17, 2020, 4:47 am UTC
i know we’re still together, but i’ve lost you. i’m so sorry. i’ll love you, forever and always angel.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: December 17, 2020, 12:18 am UTC
You deserve all the happiness that this world can give you, i would love to believe that we worked in another dimension or parellel universe. I hope to meet you in another lifetime.
From,
The one that got away.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: December 16, 2020, 8:18 pm UTC
I love you, and you know it. you don't love me and I know it, so why are you still here?
why are you still stuck in my head?
From: ABC
To: H
Date: December 16, 2020, 4:10 am UTC
i literally miss you with my whole being. but our story isn’t over. we just have to get back to the start. i love u
From: ABC
To: H
Date: December 16, 2020, 1:49 am UTC
I know we aren't meant to be, and you can't support me the way i need to be but i still wonder why you did the things you did if you never felt for me, and i'll never know what i even meant to you. i miss you and i just want to be with you again. even if its just as friends
From: ABC
To: H
Date: December 15, 2020, 7:03 am UTC
I hate you H, or at least I wish I could... besides placing to much value on love on of my biggest flaw is that I care to much. I care for people to much, even when they don't care for me the same way, I do things for people knowing they wouldn't do the same for me. I sit there and take shit thrown at me because "oh they're acting like this because of x reason so it's ok" and I hate it. like every sleepless night I have I lie there and wonder: why tf am I alone? I just feel cold inside my heart because the flame of love is gone. normally when people break up they cut contact, but I never did that, even if you're gone 95% of the time it still feels like back then when we were together, and it pains me. I wish I could just give up and move on like you did so easily, but I can't, I have so many reminders of the past and it's killing me. I know you probably won't read this, and if you did you probably wouldn't give a shit cuz that's just the way it is, you moved on, and like you said you found better friends who you'd die for, so it doesn't matter. I'm adjusting to being alone just fine, I don't need people in my life who don't care about me, but damn, it doesn't stop me from wanting somebody in my life, but the truth is I have no one. I'm like a drone, I copy the same routine everyday and nothing changes, I'm starting to hate life all because I can't hate you, I wish I could feel something other than lingering love for you because then it'd be so much easier because I could rationalize that I hate you so I could move on, but I fucking can't. and even with all the shit that happened during our relationship I just can't stop, motherfucker why can't I stop. why were you able to move on so fast? why don't you care? why did you say forever if you didn't mean it? did you ever actually love me? why do you hate me for my depression? why are you so vitriolic? why is everyone better than me in your eyes? I guess I'll never know. I just wish I could hate you, I really do...
From: ABC
To: H
Date: December 15, 2020, 1:44 am UTC
hosny, i still really fucking love you so much. i never stop telling my friends how much i love you and how much i admire you. i love you so much, and i still havent been able to get over you, even though its been over two months. anytime you text me at all, i get butterflies, and anytime i think about the fact that were not together anymore i cry, including right now. hosny, ive never loved someone as much as i love you
From: ABC
To: H
Date: December 14, 2020, 9:08 pm UTC
hey hubby. im really happy to have you in my life. you make me really happy. you give me butterflies and i smile every time i get a snap from you. i love you. please don't hurt me.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: December 14, 2020, 8:59 am UTC
I can never forget the second time we met, when I turned and saw the most beautiful girl walking towards me.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: December 14, 2020, 12:45 am UTC
being with you gave me complete happiness. but with that it became darkness. i tried to hold on for dear life for you.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: December 13, 2020, 11:45 pm UTC
one day me and you are coming back together and will talk about everything we have done wrong that we know we can make right only if we try hard enough but just know i still love you :)
From: ABC
To: H
Date: December 13, 2020, 12:57 pm UTC
I don’t understand why you never chose me. You knew I loved you and yet you walked all over me and I let it happen. You only cared when the situation benefited you and I put my own mental health in jeopardy so many times to make sure you were okay. But you still didn’t choose me.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: December 13, 2020, 5:30 am UTC
I knew I loved u when I was hiding from ur mom under ur blankets and to pass the time we had a thumb war. I felt ur laugh rumble through ur chest when I had my head on it. It made me realize I’d do anything and everything to keep making u laugh.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: December 12, 2020, 6:00 pm UTC
i really hope you like me back because my fear of rejection just gets bigger and bigger, we haven't texted but the way you look at me.. it just makes me feel like the prettiest girl in the world, just please, say you like me too
From: ABC
To: H
Date: December 11, 2020, 9:29 pm UTC
we were young but we planned a whole future together; until you stopped fighting for me. where did we go wrong?
From: ABC
To: H
Date: December 10, 2020, 1:38 pm UTC
I’ll probably never see him again but I’ll definitely won’t see you again. Don’t you understand that I stopped looking for you in others? I have nothing other to say and I am sorry for misleading you by telling my parents I had loved you.
Truth is, I am just like you. Too afraid to be alone. I have my humans, they are precious as you are not. I’d say that I’d wish it could be different but I certainly do not. I do wish you the best and hope you are well.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: December 10, 2020, 8:50 am UTC
You were my first girl crush. I thought the only reason i liked you so much was because we were friends but i was actually falling for you the whole time. our friendship ended because of your friends so i never got to tell you that i love you. I haven't stopped thinking about you even though it's been 3 years. I wish you wanted to be friends with me just as much as i did. I hope you think about me from time to time. I wish you the absolute best.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: December 10, 2020, 3:58 am UTC
Our love was pure because it was an accident. Since the beginning we both knew we wouldn't be able to be together but still fell for each other.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: December 10, 2020, 3:54 am UTC
I'm sure that the moment we see each other again, all of this will be solved. For now, I know you don't believe in anything I say.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: December 9, 2020, 5:39 pm UTC
حاولت الانتحار مرات كثيرة لم اشعر ابدا بانني على قيد الحياة اكره شكلي واكره نفسي وعندما اعترفت لي بعجابك ورفضتك لخوفي بانك تكذب علي لانني قبيحه وعندها بعر اقل من شهر رايتك تحب فتاة بشكل خيالي عندما كرهت نفسي اكثر وكرهت شكلي اكثر اتمنى ان اموت حقا
From: ABC
To: H
Date: December 9, 2020, 8:01 am UTC
you were such a liar, but for whatever reason, i still think about you and wish maybe things could go differently :(
From: ABC
To: H
Date: December 9, 2020, 4:41 am UTC
Apenas te note, me enamoraste hasta el último día tu licenciatura donde dejaste ir tus anhelos en forma de globos.
Me hubiera encantado estar junto a ti y no un curso menos donde solo podía verte
From: ABC
To: H
Date: December 9, 2020, 3:38 am UTC
When you hurt yourself, my heart shatters. Especially because I can’t be there to make the pain go away..
From: ABC
To: H
Date: December 8, 2020, 2:41 pm UTC
We both weren’t ready for that relationship. It’s been a while but I still think of you dude, I wonder if things will ever go back to how they were.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: December 8, 2020, 6:47 am UTC
we just weren't meant to be and that's okay. i see you sometimes and i sincerely hope you're happy. you deserve it.
From: ABC
To: H
Date: December 8, 2020, 2:45 am UTC
i could physically feel my heart break when you told me how much pain you were in. how much i wished i could just take it all away from you. i wish you could see yourself the way i do. youre art. youre like no one ive ever met before. please stay for me.
