Unsent messages to H
From: ABC
To: H
we were young but we planned a whole future together; until you stopped fighting for me. where did we go wrong?
From: ABC
To: H
I wish I picked you instead of your best friend. We still talk everyday, but I always wish he was you instead
From: ABC
To: H
Me hiciste creer que te importaba y que era especial, pero para ti nunca fue nada.
Ojala seas feliz :)
From: ABC
To: H
SĂłlo dejame en paz, entiende que quiero olvidarte y ser feliz con alguien más, pero tu presencia en mi mente me perturba por las noches y cuando conozco alguien solo lo comparo contigo pero tĂş ya no eres el chico simpático que conocĂ, eres alguien a quien ya no quiero querer.
From: ABC
To: H
i’m sorry it had to be like this. i’m sorry for everything. i’m sorry for doing that to you in front of everybody.. i hope you understand where i was coming from.
From: ABC
To: H
I thought that u changed but u where there to play with me again while i still love you take care of you bye.
From: ABC
To: H
it’s a bit odd but i connected quickly with you. you really were the sun in my darkness at some time. but u didn’t know
From: ABC
To: H
I still remember your smile and how much I wanted to kiss I you and hold your hand. I’d like to believe you tried to feel the same way about me that night. Tried. Didn’t work out. But that’s enough. Thank you.
From: ABC
To: H
U kno this if for you your a horrible person u like to lead me on ur a toxic person you lie like you eat all that comes out your mouth is lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lies lies and more lies you don't have a heart your a liar waste of space
From: ABC
To: H
I’ll be here for you when your ready to return the piece you took when you left and the crazy thing is it’s been years and I still haven’t created a new piece to fill the space cause the piece I need is non refillable
From: ABC
To: H
It’s as though you’ll always live in my heart no matter where I go, a piece of you I carry quietly, me and my heart know
From: ABC
To: H
I'm so mad you're back, it's so unfair after I done all this work on myself you just came out of nowhere, I just don't want you around really...
From: ABC
To: H
can you just fix your issues and then get back here please bc i fw ur personality and vibe but your commitment issues are NOT IT ok? and you dont even bother to try and fix them bruh
From: ABC
To: H
This is lame but you saved my life and for that I am forever grateful. Thankyou for teaching me how to love myself. You have no idea how much you mean to me.
From: ABC
To: H
I lied. I was awake when you held my hand in the car... I wish I could have told you when I had the chance. But it's too late now.
From: ABC
To: H
I still remember you dancing in front of my car to your favourite song singing with the beautiful smile i gave you.
From: ABC
To: H
i miss you. a lot. bloody hell i miss you so much, there’s not a day that does past without me thinking of you. i don’t know what it is about you, the way you were such a supportive and caring friend before, the way your hugs made me feel safe or the way your kisses gave me butterflies.
i literally loved you so much. it’s been a year and a few days since we broke up, when i say i regret breaking up with you i mean it. i mean yeah there were things we could both have done better but i just wish i could go back and work through all the shit instead of ending it but what happened, happened and no one can change thatTtTt
when i ended it i thought i was taking the easy way out but boy i was far from right. yea the start was easy, dated other stupid guys thinking i was over you but about a month later it hit me. i had lost you. dating other people just didn’t feel the same idk y. okay i know you don’t rly think of me cos you prolly just consider me another one of the girls that you’ve dated haha but that’s okay. ah it’s probably weird hearing all this from your ex a year after the breakup aha and after you’ve moved on lmaooo
im sorry i probably made this really awkwarddd lmaooo
okay that’s a lot of reading to do,
either way i really miss you and i genuinely think i love you ? :/.
From: ABC
To: H
i really hope you like me back because my fear of rejection just gets bigger and bigger, we haven't texted but the way you look at me.. it just makes me feel like the prettiest girl in the world, just please, say you like me too
From: ABC
To: H
what i hate most of all is how I can't hate you even after everything. deep down i know I will always love you.
From: ABC
To: H
It’s been so fucking long since I miss it ,nor a day goes past where I don’t think about you I miss getting genuine butterflies I don’t think I can ever love anyone again I still love you even though you tore me apart
From: ABC
To: H
i finally feel myself letting go of you, but sadly i'm also letting go of myself....i'm just so lost
From: ABC
To: H
im sorry i can never be who you want me to be. i’m sorry i’m never enough for you. i’m sorry. i love you
From: ABC
To: H
I think the hardest part is knowing I fought for you. But you walked away like I was never anything to you.
From: ABC
To: H
You support me, educate me, you make me a good person and for that I love you.
But nobody in the world...
From: ABC
To: H
why did you leave? why did you go back to her? I don't even know if you meant a single thing you said to me. It hurts.
From: ABC
To: H
it broke me to be apart from you, but when you were with me, i broke you. and i'll never forgive myself for that. i hope somehow, i'll see you one day. i promise, i'll see you soon. i love you more than you'd ever know. j
From: ABC
To: H
I miss how comfortable we used to be. You made me so happy, you made me forget all my problems, you made me feel loved and appreciated. I miss you and you will forever have my heart. I really do hope that we are meant to be together, I pray that we are but I need to let go so I can heal. I will forever love you and be here for you, no matter what happens between us, you will forever have a friend in me. Take care of yourself and stay safe.
Lots of love,
A
From: ABC
To: H
You taught me many things. You hurt me in a lot of ways. Thank you for loving me at my lowest and leaving me when you thought things were better. Btw you no longer have a place in my heart.
From: ABC
To: H
Hi, I know you're already moving on but I'm no where close to that. I love you and I always will. I'm always gonna be here for you. You are so special and I'll always be your biggest cheerleader. Hopefully one day we'll cross paths again. I am broken without you but sometimes breaks are productive. It just hurts to see you treat her the way you used to treat me. I hope she treats you right and makes you happy. I wish you nothing but the best, as long as you're happy I will be too. I love you and I hope you're doing okay. I've always said you're gonna do big things one day and I stand by that. Remember me when you get big :). It's not the same without you and I'm not sure how you could move on so quickly and be perfectly fine. I guess that's just the way it goes sometimes. I always knew that I loved you more. Make me proud baby. -the one who gave you everything
From: ABC
To: H
i love you, and i made a mistake i miss you sm love. i’m sorry for ending something that could have been worked on.
From: ABC
To: H
I hate you. I wish I never met you, I hate that you are the only person who makes me feel alive. I hate you.
From: ABC
To: H
My first love! The love is still here, it lives in me. It fills every bit of space inside me. I can’t imagine it being filled with anything else. I wonder if we will find out way back to eachother. Right now it’s like we’re holding on to eachother by a thread. I’m not ready to let go.
From: ABC
To: H
Every time I see “H” on these, my heart skips. Are there other people who are lucky enough to feel your love?
From: ABC
To: H
I knew I loved u when I was hiding from ur mom under ur blankets and to pass the time we had a thumb war. I felt ur laugh rumble through ur chest when I had my head on it. It made me realize I’d do anything and everything to keep making u laugh.
From: ABC
To: H
I just wanna drink monsters and spend the days with you until it gets dark. And. Tbh. I just want a hug.
From: ABC
To: H
Every day that I pour myself a cup of coffee I think of you and it drains my energy- I guess the coffee fixes that.
From: ABC
To: H
was it good to hurt me, i still remember the days we used to laugh in the bus on our way home, where did it all go wrong
From: ABC
To: H
is it nice to have me away from your life, is it nice to hurt me and make me cry every night to sleep
From: ABC
To: H
I miss laughing w you all night long. I miss our fights. I miss you embarrassing me in science. I miss you
From: ABC
To: H
I don’t understand why you never chose me. You knew I loved you and yet you walked all over me and I let it happen. You only cared when the situation benefited you and I put my own mental health in jeopardy so many times to make sure you were okay. But you still didn’t choose me.
From: ABC
To: H
I appreciated you a lot even though I never said it. I hope you meet your soulmate and I hope she treats you well.
From: ABC
To: H
This is gonna be the longest one I've written about you yet, so bear with me. For years now, I've been trying to escape the melancholic feelings and the never-ending what-ifs that have constantly plagued me since we said goodbye that one day in June, and for a moment there, I succeeded. I moved out of town, went to college, had the best time of my life, and forgot about the pain of forgetting you. We were miles and miles away, separated not only by physical distance but also by the loss of our emotional connection. Unfortunately, the universe just had to bring us back together in this sad little town where everything reminds me of you all over again, except this time, even though we're only minutes apart, it feels like there's an entire world sprawled in between you and me. Although we're only a car ride away, it feels like we're separated by an ocean. It's not the physical distance that's preventing us from getting back together, and that's where it hurts the most. Through all the universe's attempts to bring us back together and our consistent failure to come back to where we used to be, I'm starting to accept that maybe we just weren't meant to be after all. I just wish I could forget all the memories we shared and start anew, but with every wall on every building and the characteristically warm southern sun shining through every gap between the leaves in every tree in this city, your image is revived in everything that reminds me of you. And sadly, everything in this town does. I miss you, and I hope you're doing well.
From: ABC
To: H
I love you and you know this but lately you just seem to not care for me I want us to work but if you don’t want to be with me please tell me because I care for you and tell you that any way I can but I feel your getting distant from me and it hurts because if I don’t have you in my life i don’t have anybody really. I might not tell you my feeling because I have a hard time with that but I do love you but if you want to leave me I will just have to except that
From: ABC
To: H
I'm sorry for not being that good of a friend to you. I wish I could have been better
From: ABC
To: H
i still look at our old messages. it makes me feel like youre still there.
From: ABC
To: H
It hurt that you acted and told me u wanted me and then went with another girl.
From: ABC
To: H
i don’t feel anything for you anymore.
but do you ever think about those train rides?
