Unsent messages to H

Creo que nunca podré olvidarte, pensaba que esta vez era diferente y lo sigo pensando. Por favor, vuelve. Pero esta vez que sea para quedarte, para quedarnos

HOLA yo uso esto de diario para desahogarme o asi y me gusta mucho jaja. En unos dias es mi cumple n18 estoy emocionada a la vez asustada se podría decir, me gustaria ser menos timida sin miedo a decir a lo que siento u opino. Seguir con buenos habitos alimenticios y de ejercicio. aumentar 5kg, tomar agua seguir cuidando de mi piel, de navidad quiero decorar mi cuarto y comprar ropa con mi dinero que junte. de cumpleaños pedi un ben lugar de un auto, espero no arrepentirme. Estoy segura que el siguiente año será mejor, me siento ultimamente más linda y reluciente. Hoy mg que tendiera su cama, nimodo asi se empieza, en unos dias vendran mis amigas por mi cumpleaños

you mean so much to me yet i feel like you hate me. when we talk it just feels like you feel pity for me and chose to still talk to me. i'm so sorry if thats how you feel. i love you. i feel like i've ruined everything after i told you about how i was feeling. nothing has changed. i miss you. am i that bad of a person?

am I wrong for thinking what we had was different? am I stupid for thinking one day we could have it again?

man im reading some of these ones towards ben and im hoping they arent towards me cuz i didnt do anything

Red used to be one of my favourite colour, but when you left, the love for the colour red left as well.

Tu me manque tellement, je t’aime pour toujours, on as eu une belle histoire, j’espère qu’un jour on donnerais une deuxième chance.

I look for you everywhere; in bustling malls, busy streets, and deserted parks. I became completely immersed in your love, to the point I can't let go even after letting go.

you made me think i was in love with you and we would last a long time but the only thing you wanted to use me you built me up because you know how insecure i was then left me when i needed you,i was trying to not hurt you and tried to give you my all then you used me the whole time just to try to get me to give you something that you knew i was not willing to give up so easy. we use to be friends before we became lovers and know we are just strangers

they say that if you love something, then set it free. and if it is it meant to be, it will come back to you.

but it’s been 402 days and you’re still not here.

you wasted my time i honestly thought i was going to fall in love with you but you only wanted 1 thing from me and you knew exactly how to do it you built up my confidence just to tear it down in the end you told me from the beginning what you been threw and i was trying so hard not to hurt you while you were out here hurting me in the long run you taught me a lot of stuff and actually made my confidence a little better i will always love you for the person you use to be not the person you are now i can not lie you showed me stuff but taught me to never trust anybody ever again so for this thank you my trust issues are at a all time high way more than they were so thanks
love your beautiful Ex
P.s- i know you cheated on me no matter how hard you lie about it sir i might be dumb but just not a dumbie but you know i still love you but i will not be stupid for you

i wish i could say that i would be happy for you, but i wouldn't be. i can't imagine you with someone else, it makes it hard to breathe

i wish you loved me again. i wish i was enough, & that you cared instead of acting like there was never an us.

I love you,you use to be the light of my day i use to tell you my problems and how i was feeling most of the days and now it's just us always arguing and ignoring each other you have not showed me love these past days but i know you love me deep down inside

“If the world was ending you’d
come over right?”
2020’s been a weird year for us all...do you really want me over?

I barely know you anymore. I watched you slowly slip away, distanced yourself to the point of being strangers. I feel we are worlds apart; further apart than we were before we even met.

you taught me a lot about stuff and about love, you might be using me but for a month or so you taught me a lot of what love was about, you made me feel secured and made me feel special about my insecurities and made me feel warm inside you told me you loved but now you just seem to love me when you want something from me, i called you my love and my baby to make you feel special about yourself as much as i could now i feel like we have to let each other go you seem to be a person i love and i wish we could've stayed how things were but time is just not right and i seem to not fit into your life anymore than,so i have to let you go and let you be happy for now

Just the thought of spending time with you makes me still so happy and sad both ways because we never really did...

i wish i could stop thinking ab u like its been a year and a half I just wanna know that we are ok again I miss you

I don't think you know this, but thank you for saving me. I'm glad I stayed. I know you used to like me, why didn't you tell me? Now you have fallen for my best friend, and I have no choice but to smile and support you two. I would have sent this to you, but you are still so young and naive...

I'm sorry for loving so much. I can't help it. I know it's overwhelming but thank you for sticking around.

i used to hope that we'd still find our way back to each other but time made me realize that i didn't want that. not anymore.

wish it was still me and u but i know things are different now and you have changed. u dont even think about it anymore

Debí haberte dicho todo de frente, en el momento. Pero me dio miedo lo mucho que me hacías sentir y no poder controlarlo. Ahora han pasado 6 años, y aunque te lo dije ya siento que se me quedó atorado en la garganta.

He encontrado en ti algo que nunca vi en nadie más. Te quedaste cuando nadie más lo hizo, me diste tu mano y me ayudaste a levantarme, te lo voy a agradecer por siempre. Pero ojalá también supieras que quererte tanto me está matando.

te extraño... ambos cometimos errores incluso después de todo, pero de verdad quisiera hablar contigo...

I’m sorry I didn’t give you the chance you deserved. It’s been 3 years and i still miss you every day.

I learnt a whole online game to make you proud.
I still have the password saved hoping I’ll join again.

is it nice to have me away from your life, is it nice to hurt me and make me cry every night to sleep

was it good to hurt me, i still remember the days we used to laugh in the bus on our way home, where did it all go wrong

Every day that I pour myself a cup of coffee I think of you and it drains my energy- I guess the coffee fixes that.

I just wanna drink monsters and spend the days with you until it gets dark. And. Tbh. I just want a hug.

My first love! The love is still here, it lives in me. It fills every bit of space inside me. I can’t imagine it being filled with anything else. I wonder if we will find out way back to eachother. Right now it’s like we’re holding on to eachother by a thread. I’m not ready to let go.

I miss how comfortable we used to be. You made me so happy, you made me forget all my problems, you made me feel loved and appreciated. I miss you and you will forever have my heart. I really do hope that we are meant to be together, I pray that we are but I need to let go so I can heal. I will forever love you and be here for you, no matter what happens between us, you will forever have a friend in me. Take care of yourself and stay safe.
Lots of love,
A

it broke me to be apart from you, but when you were with me, i broke you. and i'll never forgive myself for that. i hope somehow, i'll see you one day. i promise, i'll see you soon. i love you more than you'd ever know. j

why did you leave? why did you go back to her? I don't even know if you meant a single thing you said to me. It hurts.

i miss you. a lot. bloody hell i miss you so much, there’s not a day that does past without me thinking of you. i don’t know what it is about you, the way you were such a supportive and caring friend before, the way your hugs made me feel safe or the way your kisses gave me butterflies.
i literally loved you so much. it’s been a year and a few days since we broke up, when i say i regret breaking up with you i mean it. i mean yeah there were things we could both have done better but i just wish i could go back and work through all the shit instead of ending it but what happened, happened and no one can change thatTtTt

when i ended it i thought i was taking the easy way out but boy i was far from right. yea the start was easy, dated other stupid guys thinking i was over you but about a month later it hit me. i had lost you. dating other people just didn’t feel the same idk y. okay i know you don’t rly think of me cos you prolly just consider me another one of the girls that you’ve dated haha but that’s okay. ah it’s probably weird hearing all this from your ex a year after the breakup aha and after you’ve moved on lmaooo
im sorry i probably made this really awkwarddd lmaooo

okay that’s a lot of reading to do,
either way i really miss you and i genuinely think i love you ? :/.

we were never really together

right person wrong time , i will always love you smelly even if you don't like me anymore i hope we will find our way back to each other

i love you more than anything and i will always be here

I’m just so confused. What does she have that I don’t. Why wasn’t I good enough. I hate you for that.

i wish i had the guts to message u first but i cant do it. i just want to talk to u again, but i know u don't feel the same way

I really wish we didn't fall out as friends I thought we were close, I just thought u were my friends :(

I was starting to really love you, more than I have to anyone else in the world and then you left and I'm still not over it

Once again the time isn't the right one. Till we meet each other again. It's time to let you go for now.

hey i don’t know why you let them change me but i can tell you still like me and the only reason you don’t show it is because of them. stay safe

You still make me smile like an idiot when I think of you. I love you, and I can’t wait to live my life with you.

you took that very important piece of me that i can never have back, please stay with me and take care of it. don’t break your promise and leave

If you got me in this horrible mess can you please get me out of it? I've lost so many precious memories.

Hi, I hope you and your gf are doing well now. Its been about a year and a half since I last talked to you. I'm sorry I never added you back and just ghosted you like that. You really didn't deserve that. But I just couldn't after what I had gone through at school. They made fun of me for liking you and I lost my friends because I never told them about you. I knew that they would make fun of me so I didn't tell them about you, I wanted to protect you. But I guess I couldn't.

my heart aches when i see you smile, i hope we're happier in another life. i've missed you, i've cried for you. you made me happier than anyone else could yet sadder than anyone else could. you were once my love. will you ever come back? i hope one day we'll connect again and have that same bond as we did a year ago. i love you.

I wish we would've caught feelings at the same time. I'm really happy for you and your girlfriend. I don't like you anymore but in my heart youll always be welcomed.