Unsent Messages

i miss you. a lot. bloody hell i miss you so much, there’s not a day that does past without me thinking of you. i don’t know what it is about you, the way you were such a supportive and caring friend before, the way your hugs made me feel safe or the way your kisses gave me butterflies.
i literally loved you so much. it’s been a year and a few days since we broke up, when i say i regret breaking up with you i mean it. i mean yeah there were things we could both have done better but i just wish i could go back and work through all the shit instead of ending it but what happened, happened and no one can change thatTtTt

when i ended it i thought i was taking the easy way out but boy i was far from right. yea the start was easy, dated other stupid guys thinking i was over you but about a month later it hit me. i had lost you. dating other people just didn’t feel the same idk y. okay i know you don’t rly think of me cos you prolly just consider me another one of the girls that you’ve dated haha but that’s okay. ah it’s probably weird hearing all this from your ex a year after the breakup aha and after you’ve moved on lmaooo
im sorry i probably made this really awkwarddd lmaooo

okay that’s a lot of reading to do,
either way i really miss you and i genuinely think i love you ? :/.