Unsent messages to G
From: ABC
To: G
Date: November 19, 2020, 9:51 pm UTC
I Loved you way to much than you deserved. Everytime i think of you my throat tightens up. You drained me
From: ABC
To: G
Date: November 19, 2020, 9:28 pm UTC
you knew i was in love with you but kept messing with me, you messed me up so bad that i don’t love myself anymore and prob never will
From: ABC
To: G
Date: November 19, 2020, 1:54 pm UTC
Ha pasado un tiempo desde la Ăşltima vez que te escribĂ. ÂżSabes? fue difĂcil al inicio, el sueño no venĂa a mĂ en las noches, las cosas perdieron importancia, me alejĂ© de aquellos quienes querĂa, pero ahora, finalmente soy feliz, me siento tranquila conmigo mismo, o eso pasaba hasta que decidiste volver. No te guardo rencor ni te odio, porque eso en lugar de afectarte a ti, me destruye a mĂ, pero no niego que doliĂł tu actitud en aquel entonces y que la eligieras a ella sobre mĂ. Sin embargo, te deseo lo mejor y que seas feliz, que hayan logrado todo lo que quisimos llegar a ser y te haya amado como yo no pude. El destino es caprichoso, tal vez este no era nuestro momento, pero al fin y al cabo, siempre serás la primera persona que amĂ©.
From: ABC
To: G
Date: November 19, 2020, 1:42 pm UTC
hey, i know u’re not doing okay rn but i want u to know that im here for u if u need someone to talk to
From: ABC
To: G
Date: November 19, 2020, 12:46 pm UTC
can we just go for a ride in your car all night, eat and drink and blast music until the sun comes up? pwease :(
From: ABC
To: G
Date: November 19, 2020, 8:14 am UTC
Hey, how are you? Lol doesn't matter you prob won't even respond. Gosh, why do you have to play around so much. I told you I liked you as a joke and you admitted your feelings for me. I developed feelings for you truthfully because I felt freaking bad that I would have to reject you. Now, I kind of wish I did instead of crying over something you started. You're such a good guy but you're always giving me mixed signals that make me want to hit my head with a pan and get a concussion. Remember your first girlfriend? Yeah, I've seen the way that you still look at her and as much as it hurts, I know that you would be happier with her and that I'm probably just a possible cure to your boredom. As much as it hurts for me to be writing about her, 3 years after you broke up, I have a gut feeling that you will always love her and I'm okay with that as long as you are happy. It all started in 4th grade, you with your ugly blue lined glasses and your weird hair. Why do I like you? I don't even know lol. It hurts so much that you left me so quick just like I thought you would. It really fcking hurts. I hope that you come back and prove me wrong because I need a break from getting hurt. I wish you knew how bad you hurt me but I don't trust E anymore. I saw the screenshots of my chat with him that he sent and it makes me rethink my trust issues all over again. Thank you. Thank you for giving me happiness and sadness at the same time. I'm going to try and focus on myself more now that you hurt me. If you choose to text me, even just with a "okay", I would go crazy while you're sitting on your bed with your phone in your hands thinking about that other girl. All the well, the girl who somehow likes you.
From: ABC
To: G
Date: November 19, 2020, 4:33 am UTC
Sometimes just thinking of you makes my day better, I really wish I had the courage to talk to you. Until I see you again
From: ABC
To: G
Date: November 19, 2020, 3:45 am UTC
how am i supposed to know if i love you. love is complicated. is it love or is it just overly liking? when i think about you i think about the good things not the bad ones. maybe i should focus on the bad things more to get you off my mind. i think i love you. yeah, i definitely do.
From: ABC
To: G
Date: November 19, 2020, 2:42 am UTC
i don't think you understand how bad you hurt me, the day you said "i'm bored with you" will always be in the back of my head
From: ABC
To: G
Date: November 18, 2020, 11:44 pm UTC
i don’t know if i’m doing something wrong. i don’t know if you’re tired of me, or if i come off to strong sometimes, but i really miss talking to you. i love you. platonically, romantically— i’ll love you however you allow me to.
From: ABC
To: G
Date: November 18, 2020, 10:29 pm UTC
when u left, u broke me. it was months ago but im still not the slightest bit put together. i dont even want u, yet ur always on my mind.
From: ABC
To: G
Date: November 18, 2020, 8:04 pm UTC
After being broken for so long you fixed me. You made me feel happy and you made me feel pretty. Thank you.
From: ABC
To: G
Date: November 18, 2020, 6:45 pm UTC
When you left for no reason you also broke me. I never loved someone so much. But you're gone now there's nothing I can do. But I would do anything to go back to June. xoxo tt
From: ABC
To: G
Date: November 18, 2020, 5:43 pm UTC
Even though you rejected me, I still think about you 24/7 to the point that it is starting to hurt me mentally.
From: ABC
To: G
Date: November 18, 2020, 2:16 pm UTC
I still think of you every day, ur on my mind on occasions. and even tho you hurt me to the point where I didn't know who I was anymore, u taught me so much and I am so grateful for that.
From: ABC
To: G
Date: November 18, 2020, 6:02 am UTC
im sorry things didnt work out but sometimes people grow out of one another. that's the way life works and will always work. its never really fair.
From: ABC
To: G
Date: November 18, 2020, 4:54 am UTC
the drawings you drew for me made me feel warm and soft but why does it feel like you ripped the paper apart after our love was over ?
From: ABC
To: G
Date: November 16, 2020, 7:15 pm UTC
we're friends and I don't know how to tell you im in love with you. Ive felt this way since the 6th grade. Its been on and off since I've never really known what I wanted. I dated other boys but they never made me felt the way you did. I don't know how you feel about me. Sometimes I've sure we're both on the same page other times not so much. I miss our homeroom talks so much. We may not be ready now but I know we have a future. Im sure of it
From: ABC
To: G
Date: November 14, 2020, 10:33 pm UTC
What was the point of all those little things you did to make me feel loved if you decided to leave without goodbye?
From: ABC
To: G
Date: November 12, 2020, 7:07 am UTC
You had sex with her 10 days after we broke up. We were each other’s firsts. After over a year, you threw it all away in a text.
From: ABC
To: G
Date: November 11, 2020, 11:55 pm UTC
I’m sorry for loving you. It’s hard cause you’re my best friend. I just want you to be happy without her. Pls be happy.
From: ABC
To: G
Date: November 11, 2020, 9:52 pm UTC
wow. i thought that going back to 'just friends' would be impossible, but you cut me off before I even got the chance to try.
From: ABC
To: G
Date: November 11, 2020, 8:25 pm UTC
You were my world and I’ll have to go through this pain again like it’s happening to me now bs I don't remember ?
From: ABC
To: G
Date: November 10, 2020, 3:19 am UTC
youre the person i trust the most. ive never thought that i'd love someone like this, youre the first. everytime i listen to north i think of you.
From: ABC
To: G
Date: November 9, 2020, 4:40 am UTC
honestly i still have times that i miss you,but i’m glad that you found someone who makes you happier then i did :(:?
From: ABC
To: G
Date: November 8, 2020, 11:20 pm UTC
you fell for me and never had the courage to say so and when i finally decided to be brave for both of us you had already fallen for someone else. wrong timing i guess
From: ABC
To: G
Date: November 8, 2020, 9:39 pm UTC
I don’t regret the time we spent together, I just didn’t want to finish like that. But your choice, not mine. I just hope you will find someone who will love you for what you really are and not for your fake appearance. Just that. Have a good life.
From: ABC
To: G
Date: November 8, 2020, 8:21 pm UTC
Siempre te ame mucho pero nunca te lo dije aunque aveces dude ahora entiendo que no debi dejarte ir con aquel chico D, imagĂnate nuestras vidas si lo hubiĂ©ramos intentado tal vez y llegarĂamos a viejitos juntos pero por alguna razĂłn no te dije lo que sentĂa, todavĂa te amo y demasiado, pero me queda nuestro mejor recuerdo Rimeel :)
From: ABC
To: G
Date: November 8, 2020, 9:43 am UTC
i’ve seen you moved on, with as much as you hate me with the words you said to me, it hurts to know that i wasn’t anything to you, but i’m glad u found someone to make you happy:)
From: ABC
To: G
Date: November 6, 2020, 7:07 am UTC
quiero que seas feliz aún si no es conmigo, te prometà que nunca te dejaré sola y lo voy a cumplir. te amo como a nadie:(
From: ABC
To: G
Date: November 4, 2020, 5:28 pm UTC
today would've been two years, how strange. i don't miss you anymore. i finally feel free and happy and light and rid of you. i'm finally me again.
From: ABC
To: G
Date: November 4, 2020, 4:46 pm UTC
i wish that i could know why you did what you did. i wish that you had told me sooner. i wish that you cared.
From: ABC
To: G
Date: November 4, 2020, 12:42 pm UTC
one month. that's all it took for me to fall madly in love with you after six years of "friends."
you make me so fucking happy.
From: ABC
To: G
Date: November 3, 2020, 5:11 am UTC
I liked u for the past 5 years. I finally stopped, but somehow I still think about you while liking someone else.
From: ABC
To: G
Date: November 2, 2020, 11:55 pm UTC
after so long of not being able to ever feel like myself or feel like i could be loved, you came along
From: ABC
To: G
Date: October 28, 2020, 5:18 pm UTC
I dont want to spell your name full because it would hurt even more but, i love you. you gave me happiness when i was going through a hard time. I just wish you would've been able to see how much I loved you. I guess now I have to let go but hey... Maybe we will be together again soon. and if not than thats fine. But you always will have a special place in my heart.
From: ABC
To: G
Date: October 26, 2020, 2:46 pm UTC
Please god just tell me how you feel. I can't keep sobbing over you. Please. Please oh my god just tell me.
From: ABC
To: G
Date: October 25, 2020, 10:40 pm UTC
I want you to be part of my life but you couldn’t say the same about me so I have to let you go.I don’t hate you for it. I’m sorry, I tried to be there and I didn’t give up on you with letting you go, I’m letting go of a piece of me . Every time I close my eyes I just see you and think of you all the time and it’s not fair . I was so invested in making sure you were happy and growing as a person that I lost track of myself and that I was growing too. I appreciate you. Things happen for a reason and Time will tell if we cross paths again. (:
From: ABC
To: G
Date: October 25, 2020, 1:13 pm UTC
If you give me some time so I can fix my pains and start to bloom... then maybe we can discover each other again?
From: ABC
To: G
Date: October 25, 2020, 9:39 am UTC
You broke my heart and destroyed me, but I thank you for that because you've made me a better person, and the person I am today
From: ABC
To: G
Date: October 24, 2020, 11:14 pm UTC
i’ll love you forever and always boo. i wasnt right for you but you’ll always be right for me i hope she loves you right.come back when you’re ready please
From: ABC
To: G
Date: October 24, 2020, 11:12 pm UTC
i’ll love you forever and always boo. i wasnt right for you but you’ll always be right for me i hope she loves you right.come back when you’re ready please
From: ABC
To: G
Date: October 24, 2020, 6:16 pm UTC
After 3 years, I finally had you but after 3 weeks, it ended because you made me feel like I was never enough
From: ABC
To: G
Date: October 24, 2020, 4:30 am UTC
I'm still really in love with you. It would have been a blessing if I could have showed you that forever.
From: ABC
To: G
Date: October 24, 2020, 4:22 am UTC
I'm still really in love with you. It would have been a blessing to be able to show you that forever.
From: ABC
To: G
Date: October 24, 2020, 12:18 am UTC
you knew i liked you and you went for her?.. HER?
we've liked each other since THE THIRD GRADE and you went for her.? wow
From: ABC
To: G
Date: October 23, 2020, 5:26 pm UTC
I genuinely hope you treat her so much better than you ever treated me. I find peace in that thought.
From: ABC
To: G
Date: October 22, 2020, 2:10 pm UTC
When you left I was never the same, the words you said haunt me everyday. You betrayed me, lied to me and told me that you didn’t love me anymore. I had to realize when you left me that the only reasons why you ever came back to me in the past is because the girls you were interested in didn’t want you. I was you’re back up. You tore my heart to shreds. I loved you so deeply and now it’s time I start giving that love I gave you to myself
From: ABC
To: G
Date: October 22, 2020, 1:02 pm UTC
im in love with you but i don't think you feel the same way anymore. and its eating me alive rn. i have a soft spot for you.
From: ABC
To: G
Date: October 21, 2020, 10:39 pm UTC
I wonder about that message ab the parents. One parent perhaps? Logically, I think it might be you...but when I I think what might’ve happened between us, all logic is gone. I don't know.
