Unsent messages to G
From: ABC
To: G
Date: July 16, 2023, 6:55 pm UTC
i hate you so much, yet i still want to be friends and talk.
From: ABC
To: G
Date: July 16, 2023, 6:55 pm UTC
i’m so sorry. if i could rip my heart out for you i would.
From: ABC
To: G
Date: July 16, 2023, 3:00 am UTC
loving you will always be my favorite memory
From: ABC
To: G
Date: July 14, 2023, 6:02 pm UTC
This is the last time I’m trying. I have to move on.
From: ABC
To: G
Date: July 14, 2023, 2:38 pm UTC
did you delete all the pictures of me on your phone?
From: ABC
To: G
Date: July 12, 2023, 9:21 pm UTC
Why did you even bother if you were never gonna come?
From: ABC
To: G
Date: January 19, 2021, 1:59 am UTC
I don't think I'll ever truly understand why you did what you did. I can remember telling all my friends "He's the nicest boy, he'll never do anything to hurt me." And yet you were the person who has hurt me most in my life. I've never felt so second best. I compare myself to her constantly, she is gorgeous and she is so different to me. Why would you pit me against her? I don't understand how you could lay in bed with me and tell me I was your favourite person, and that you've never felt like this for a girl before, and then drive to her house the next day. I feel physically sick when I think about the way I opened up to you. How could you watch me fall for you and know the entire time that you were going to end up hurting me so badly? You have made me feel so truly unloveable. I was your dirty little secret, hiding me away from your life at uni, but letting me believe you were telling everyone about me. Is there something so fundamentally unloveable about me that you felt ashamed of me? I have never felt so small in my life. How could someone who I thought so highly of, do something so cruel? You will never ever understand how much this has destroyed me. I am a different person now than I was before I knew you. There is a change in me and it makes me feel sick to know that you've had that effect on me. Your friends have told me about your bad ex. You are MY bad ex. I can't believe you could go through a relationship where you were treated badly, and come out the other side thinking 'yeah lets make someone else feel as bad as I felt'. You are sick in the head, your lies are so deep and so extreme and you held them up for a YEAR. No wonder you were so stressed all the time, you were leading a double life. I want to call you and scream at you and tell you every way you have hurt me, but you don't deserve to hear my voice. I have never been so hurt in all my life. I always thought you were going to be someone special in my life and instead you are a black hole that has destroyed any positive memories from the last year. I can't even eat fucking sushi without feeling physically ill because it reminds me of you. Fuck you, this is the most painful experience I've ever been through. I hope you think about me for the rest of your life, and realise what you gave up.
From: ABC
To: G
Date: January 19, 2021, 1:36 am UTC
You were the first person to ever make me feel safe, and then suddenly the person who hurt me most of all.
From: ABC
To: G
Date: January 19, 2021, 12:26 am UTC
I ruined things before they started because I was scared but now I have to watch u have what I wanted with u with someone else
From: ABC
To: G
Date: January 18, 2021, 10:40 pm UTC
Just because you warned me you might disappear for a while doesn’t make it ok to ghost me straight after fucking me
From: ABC
To: G
Date: January 17, 2021, 10:09 pm UTC
i hope she's good at math.
i hope she can solve a rubix cube.
i hope she can love you in a way i never could.
From: ABC
To: G
Date: January 17, 2021, 10:04 pm UTC
a little part of me will always have a little part of you.
and i'm sure, a little part of you, will always have a little part of me.
From: ABC
To: G
Date: January 17, 2021, 7:28 am UTC
eramos nosotras.
siempre al final quedabamos las dos juntas, quieramos o no, estemos en un buen momento o tal vez en un momento malo, las dos estabamos ahi juntas y mejor de eso fue que vos eras la persona que estaba a mi lado, siempre te quise a mi lado pero nunca supe como tenerte y hoy me doy cuenta que te perdi, no aprendi a estar con vos ni como saber que tenia que hacer para que te quedaras, intentaba muchas cosas que duraban un tiempo y vos despues te ibas, y al ultimo ya no pude mas, lo unico que tenia que hacer y en mi mente pensaba lo contrario era dejarte ir y si, te dejé ir. pero siempre voy a sentir culpa por dejarte ir y se que lo de nosotras no iba a ser para siempre pero duele pensar que si hubieramos hecho las cosas bien, este futuro hubiera sido distinto, me duele pensar que yo ya no soy la chica que tenes al lado, me duele pensar que aunque me digas que soy el amor de tu vida yo no soy el amor que necesitas en tu vida, yo no soy la persona que tiene que estar al lado tuyo. fue un amor de adolescentes y eso va a quedar ahi, mi esperanza de que algun dia estemos juntas se estan yendo de poco a poco pero algun dia no muy lejano van a dejar de existir, quiero lo mejor para vos y por eso yo no puedo estar con vos, yo no soy lo mejor para tu vida pero si deseo que todo lo que te propongas lo logres y que sea por tu propio bien. y deseo que cuando te caigas, te levantes sola sin mi ayuda ni la de nadie, se que vos vas a poder sola.
From: ABC
To: G
Date: January 16, 2021, 3:39 am UTC
Tal vez en otra vida, porque en esta ya nos lastimamos y cansamos demasiado. Fue un placer conocerte y amarte. Espero que te vaya bien en la vida, triunfa, tienes mucho potencial para ser jodidamente grande. Te amo. xoxo
From: ABC
To: G
Date: January 14, 2021, 10:56 pm UTC
Tu m'as tout appris, et encore aujourd'hui, mĂŞme si tu n'es plus lĂ , tu continues de m'apprendre tant de choses.
From: ABC
To: G
Date: January 14, 2021, 7:21 pm UTC
Inside of that thug I still see the sweet little boy I feel in love with 2years ago I just want you back .red was your favorite color you were sweet towards me but was easily angered that was ok I learned how to handle it only cuz I loved you I hope one day you’ll see how much I loved and still love you I just miss you babe.
From: ABC
To: G
Date: January 14, 2021, 5:09 pm UTC
everytime i think i move on, i really haven’t. you’re always finding a way back. i hate it. but you can’t see that
From: ABC
To: G
Date: January 14, 2021, 5:01 am UTC
I'm over you now but from time to time, you cross my mind. Too bad you didn't see me the way I saw you haha.
From: ABC
To: G
Date: January 14, 2021, 4:34 am UTC
i still wonder if u think abt me still if our song came on would u think of me. lol i hate the fact i still love you
From: ABC
To: G
Date: January 14, 2021, 4:17 am UTC
I miss who I though you were.
and also thanks for showing what a piece of shit boyfriend was you toxic mf.
From: ABC
To: G
Date: January 13, 2021, 9:07 pm UTC
I know that we are still talking but not like before I don't think we can have that confidence from before there are too many things that I couldn't tell you for fear of ruining everything in the end if I ruined it and it was my fault many times I made you feel bad I even did not Could you sleep or really cry sorry I also hope you get someone better who values ​​you and treats you better than I wish you the best and thanks for everything
From: ABC
To: G
Date: January 13, 2021, 9:03 pm UTC
You were in my dream last night. You told me you wanted to keep kissing me forever. I remember when you said that in real life.
From: ABC
To: G
Date: January 13, 2021, 9:03 pm UTC
I love you but I know that you don't feel the same anymore. But it brakes me every time I see you sad when I know I should be there with you. I'm sorry things ended the way they did. If I could go back in time and change everything I would...
From: ABC
To: G
Date: January 13, 2021, 6:40 am UTC
I miss you so much it hurts. You don’t know how much i think about you, i just wish you would come back to me already and love me the way i love you.
From: ABC
To: G
Date: January 13, 2021, 4:09 am UTC
hey, its been two years since we dated. since I last saw you. but still to this day I think about you. and I know you don't care about me and haven't even given me a thought I can't help what I feel. i still love you. even though you treated me like shit. I still think about you every day. I still have hope that maybe one day you'll text me saying you miss me. but I know you wont.
From: ABC
To: G
Date: January 12, 2021, 9:34 pm UTC
I’m so sorry. You’re my best friend, but I don’t know how to comfort you. I’m doing my best, but I’m scared it’s not enough.
From: ABC
To: G
Date: January 12, 2021, 7:25 pm UTC
g, you might not be my first love, however, i want you to be my last. of all things in life, i want to spend the rest of mine with you. you make me feel safe and secure like no other. i want the whole world to see how crazy i am about you. i don't care who knows. everything i do, i do it for you. i love you. whenever you're ready, i'd like to see the rest of you because I already love him. i love you forever and always.
From: ABC
To: G
Date: January 11, 2021, 9:42 pm UTC
my heart is obsessed with you. i cant get you out of my head. but i promised myself i wouldn’t do this again.
From: ABC
To: G
Date: January 11, 2021, 6:33 pm UTC
i wanted to tell you so badly but i was a coward and then i lost my chance, i don't think about you anymore, but i'm still mad at myself for never telling you how i felt
From: ABC
To: G
Date: January 11, 2021, 1:45 pm UTC
Sometimes as I fall asleep alone, I pretend to be next to you and imagine feeling your warmth on my skin
From: ABC
To: G
Date: January 11, 2021, 8:54 am UTC
sometimes i miss talking to you on the phone. but then i remember what you put me through and smile at the thought of never having to speak to you again.
From: ABC
To: G
Date: January 11, 2021, 8:30 am UTC
I know you loved me, but you never cared. And even with the song you wrote for me, it was more you, than us.
From: ABC
To: G
Date: January 11, 2021, 8:19 am UTC
I loved you so much but you didn’t for so long, but I realize now that we both could do better. Hope you succeed and thrive one day.
From: ABC
To: G
Date: January 10, 2021, 11:56 pm UTC
You never saw me like that. You never saw me how I wished you did. You never saw me. Unrequitedly yours, forever.
From: ABC
To: G
Date: January 10, 2021, 11:26 pm UTC
I know our relationship wasn't always perfect but I've never felt this way for anyone you felt like you could be my first love. right now we are back to best friends which is better than nothing but it's hard to be "just friends" with someone you love.
From: ABC
To: G
Date: January 10, 2021, 8:30 pm UTC
Funny that I think you left. You’re the one who broke up with me. The one who said “that’s the thing baby I’m not coming back”..
From: ABC
To: G
Date: January 10, 2021, 7:05 pm UTC
I know you were with her the entire time. I know all you did was lie. I would give anything to hear your lies again.
From: ABC
To: G
Date: January 10, 2021, 7:01 am UTC
i miss you everyday. i love you and i hope she treats you well. never forget how much you deserve darling.
From: ABC
To: G
Date: January 8, 2021, 12:47 am UTC
I’m sorry that I was so difficult, just know that I would have done anything in the world to see you happy
From: ABC
To: G
Date: January 7, 2021, 10:48 pm UTC
i know i’ll always love you more and i’ve accepted that. it’s been months and i still pray every night hoping you’re just playing hard to get. even after we broke up i dont think losing you will ever sink in. you are my first and last love
From: ABC
To: G
Date: January 7, 2021, 10:31 pm UTC
i still wonder if it was my fault. i still wonder if your family knew. i still wonder why i can’t hate you.
From: ABC
To: G
Date: January 7, 2021, 8:33 pm UTC
You were my best friend and boyfriend. I was lucky to be loved by such an amazing person. You taught me how to love and how to be loved. You set my expectations so high. I miss you and I want my best friend back. I hope your accomplishing everything you ever dreamed of. You deserve the world.
