After being broken for so long you fixed me. You made me feel happy and you made me feel pretty. Thank you.

You left me without an explanation and you took my trust in myself and the ability to love others with you..

I gave you pieces of me that you celebrated in ways I now expect. Thank you for setting the standard.

Ur hurting me, you’ve changed so much, ur not the person u used to be, u don’t seem to care or love me anymore which is so heart breaking Bc I still really love you, u used to make me feel needed and now I just wish we never happened, ur making everything seem like it’s my fault, I’m trying, I really am, I’m putting in so much effort, distancing myself from my family, cutting off all my friends, failing school, just to focus on u and make sure ur doing well, you’ve done none of that for me, been with u for a whole year and u have never asked me how I was doing, so much was going on in my life and when I tried to tell u, u would just laugh, it hurts so much :/

when u left, u broke me. it was months ago but im still not the slightest bit put together. i dont even want u, yet ur always on my mind.

i love you so much and im sorry im not the best at being there for you, I try to hard please know that I really do.you’re my whole world and I’m so scared I’m gonna get replaced even though you reassure me you won’t.

Why am i feeling this much pressure and pain, and I cry all the time and I’m so freaking depressed and lonely

i don’t know if i’m doing something wrong. i don’t know if you’re tired of me, or if i come off to strong sometimes, but i really miss talking to you. i love you. platonically, romantically— i’ll love you however you allow me to.

do u ever sit back and wonder what we could have been.. had we met at a different point in our lives?

do you remember how i used to feel about you? how you would keep me up every night making me laugh? we’d talk about literally anything & everything, we clicked so well. too bad ur an ass.

you can be so confusing. one day you're all over me, then the next you're so distant. why don't you see how much it hurts?

I’m sorry I never said goodbye or I love you much, I should’ve but I’m more sorry I didn’t hold your hand when you asked me to I’m so sorry G I miss you with every piece of me x

I’m sorry I never said goodbye or I love you much, I should’ve but I’m more sorry I didn’t hold your hand when you asked me to I’m so sorry G I miss you with every piece of me x

i loved you so much and if i won’t ever come back to you i hope you find someone to love the same as i did with you even if i didn’t told you...promise me

today maybe he texted me but i don’t see it yet because i’m afraid that if i see no text form him i’ll cry all night and day ;)

realmente me hubiera gustado mucho conocerte pero sólo tenía 13 años y en ese tiempo no era tan madura, perdón por si alguna vez te incomodé, sólo espero que algún día nos volvieramos a ver y hacernos conocidos :D

My girl I need to save us so we need to say goodbye and leave it all behind even if we dont want it and we still be in love

Im completely in love with u and everything is so complicated since u left. I cant wait til u get home...

i don't think you understand how bad you hurt me, the day you said "i'm bored with you" will always be in the back of my head

I would have fought for you with everything inside of me... and you just gave up. The worst part is I still would.

Hoy pase por ese lugar donde fue nuestra primera cita
Y ví a una pareja
Ojalá y para ellos si sea su tiempo y no se dejen ir como hicimos nosotros

how am i supposed to know if i love you. love is complicated. is it love or is it just overly liking? when i think about you i think about the good things not the bad ones. maybe i should focus on the bad things more to get you off my mind. i think i love you. yeah, i definitely do.

I hate myself for falling for you so quickly but you made me see the beautiful parts of myself I hadn't seen in years. I only wish you actually wanted me, now I'm just the person who soaks up your emotions when they're too much for you

Sometimes just thinking of you makes my day better, I really wish I had the courage to talk to you. Until I see you again

i liked you. i liked you a lot. there’s always been this idea in my head that you liked me back but that feeling was never there. oh how i wish we could go back to when things felt right. staying up talking to you was the light of my day. to this day i feel like i’m not over the thought of you. i wish i can get to talk to you one more time.

I'm listening to ’’your call’. It used to be my song, but it became ours the minute you played it in your car and we started singing along. I understand you fucked me up. We fucked each other up with revenge and toxicity. I'm grieving you.

I hate that I spent months loving you and imagining a future. I hate that they ruined my life. I hate that we turned out this way. I never imagined it would turn into this.

Claro que te amé, sí fuiste especial para mí. Pero me lastimaste y te lastimé mucho, así que decidí irme. Perdona por no decir adiós.

you once read, ‘soon you will forget the color of my eyes.’
its been 2 years.
they’re this exact shade of blue.

i don’t know why i think of you but i do. im not sure what i did for you to say such mean things about me i hope you’re well tho i hope brownie is good

I wish you knew how much I care for you. I'm sorry you went through my messed mind. People like me should be alone.

You asked to why I decided to block you on everything after summer. I thought that maybe you were going to become more conscious of your actions and be ashamed, but once I heard your friends talking about our "hook up" I found one more reason why to hate you. The thing here is, you weren't the first one to sexually assault me, but you were the one that made me feel sick for months, mentally and physically. I wish you would realize that when you put your d*ck inside me without my consent, after I told you I didn't want to do anything like that, I didn't enjoy it. The only reason why I gave in after all was because you made me feel shitty for not wanting to do anything. Thank Within that short amount of time you managed to take everything from me even though I didn't want you to. You made me hate the idea of letting any male near me. You made me scared over the fact that even though I might say no or give further notice that I don't want to do anything crazy it may not stop it. I hate how you think we "hooked up" when the only one who enjoyed it was you, I was just there numb. I hate you because you were older, and yet you didn't seem to know right from wrong. I hate you with my whole heart. I hate you because your the one who made my nightmare become a living experience.

Trebuia sa ma bucur mai mult de momentele cu tine.
Ma doare sa te văd îndrăgostit de altcineva, dar totuși ma bucur pentru tine
Te voi iubi mereu.

When you decided to leave I thought I couldn’t survive. It’s been a while now, and I can say your absence has been a blessing. I’m toxic free now.

I can’t stop thinking about you. I miss you so much it hurts me every single day. I’ve never cried for someone this much

I wonder about that message ab the parents. One parent perhaps? Logically, I think it might be you...but when I I think what might’ve happened between us, all logic is gone. I don't know.

hey, ever since i met you you've completely changed my life. i know i dont show it but i really care about you. no matter how many times i feel like youre plain goofy i genuinely care about you. i think i love you, i dont know in what way anymore, sometimes i feel like im in love with you, and sometimes i feel like i just love you, in a good friend way. its crazy how much you can make me laugh and smile and make me feel the things i do. when we call each other for hours and play games and laugh and you "rap" to me, those are the times i feel like im in love with you, but when i realize we cant be together i feel like i can only love you as a friend. i think youre my soulmate, whether its romaticly or platonic .i really hope i can see you soon again.

After the longest time, overcoming some of my insecurities, i finally felt good enough for a person like you, and then you left with no explanation, and now I don't feel good enough for anyone.

im in love with you but i don't think you feel the same way anymore. and its eating me alive rn. i have a soft spot for you.

When you left I was never the same, the words you said haunt me everyday. You betrayed me, lied to me and told me that you didn’t love me anymore. I had to realize when you left me that the only reasons why you ever came back to me in the past is because the girls you were interested in didn’t want you. I was you’re back up. You tore my heart to shreds. I loved you so deeply and now it’s time I start giving that love I gave you to myself

I love you so much. You are all I want, you saved me and you have no idea. I have so much to tell you my love

Creo que nunca leerás esto pero solo quiero que sepas que realmente eres una mierda me haces sentir tan mal, eres el único al que le dije mis inseguridades y lo mal que me sentía, dijiste que me ayudarías y que nunca te alejarias, lamento tanto no poder hacerte feliz y no ser bonita como te gustan, lo siento de verdad, se que no es mi culpa pero por qué, por qué luego de hacerme sentir mal vuelves y dices que me quieres y que lo hiciste por mi, no es así, no nos engañemos, no te gusto lo sé, me haces sentir tan mal en serio no se cómo expresar tantos sentimientos que tengo contra ti, espero de verdad y encuentres a alguien que te haga muy feliz, sabes, te entiendo, no pudiste soportar lo deprimida que estoy, lo mal que todo me hace sentir y no te culpo, créeme que también intento salir de este hoyo que cada vez me absorbe más, gracias por enseñarme como quiero que me quieran, no pude quererte y expresarme como querías que lo hiciera, lo siento, lo siento mucho, no sabes cuánto pude desear que esto funcionará, hice mi mayor esfuerzo por ti, lo di todo por ti, ¿Qué tengo de malo? ¿Por qué no puedes quererme?, cambie mucho por ti, deje de amarme el poco que me amaba para amarte a ti, lo lamento, se que eso no fue suficiente perdón. :(

I genuinely hope you treat her so much better than you ever treated me. I find peace in that thought.

I’m in love with you but I’m too scared to say, because you live in Brazil and I live here and I won’t ever be able to see you, so I’m sorry for not ever seeming interested because in reality I REALLY am

she misses u. a lot. you’ve been gone for 6 years and not a day goes by where she doesn’t think abt u. she got a cat (: it settles the pain a bit i think. i’m sorry i never connect with u. i was always on my phone, or watch a show in the other room. it’s one of my biggest regrets. plus i never got to show u my amphibian project. i love you. and miss u

you knew i liked you and you went for her?.. HER?
we've liked each other since THE THIRD GRADE and you went for her.? wow

i dont know how me a solid 1 out of 10 got with you a solid 11 out of 10, you are gorgeous even when you dont think so, you are the nice person on this earth and you are the most simpithetic and kind hearted person in the world, you should stick up for yourself more and you should change the world to adapt you and not change to adapt to the world. you are perfect in every way and you are so pretty and so nice i didnt know god could make such a perfect perfection, you are my favorite part of my day and the best part of my life, you are with me when I sleep and you never leave my head. I dont know what I am to you but ill be whatever you want me to be , wheather its your friend or your cuddle buddy. I have a really bad memory but if their is one thing I wont forget, its where i come from.

Love,
Devon

I'm still really in love with you. It would have been a blessing to be able to show you that forever.

I'm still really in love with you. It would have been a blessing if I could have showed you that forever.

After 3 years, I finally had you but after 3 weeks, it ended because you made me feel like I was never enough