Unsent messages to EMMA

I am so sorry for everything I've done to you. I cannot even forget myself so I don't expect you too.

i hope this isn’t the end of us. of you being my best friend of me being able to tell you everything and rant to you knowing you’ll always help me. i miss how we used to be so much. thank you for everything you’ve done for me. i love you more than you’ll ever know -your bestfriend (i hope)

leaving this under the most popular name--->
tell me when you realized you were in love with your bestfriend.

you're my best friend and honestly, the best thing that's ever happened to me. i just don't wanna lose you; ever.

I miss you so much. I know that we will never be friends again because the connection is just too far gone, but I really miss hanging out with you. You made me laugh like no other and I was just always so happy and excited to see you. It’s strange how easily our friendship fell apart and how neither of us tried to put it back together. I guess that just means that it wasn’t meant to be, but I do miss you a lot and I wish I could see you and hug you and just talk.

hey...ummmm i've always wanted to tell you this but it's only now that I realize how much I miss you and how much I wanna tell you how much I love you

hey...ummmm i've always wanted to tell you this but it's only now that I realize how much I miss you and how much I wnna tell you how much I love you

After all these years I still love you... My Stellar, forever. I would do anything for a second chance.
K

you broke me once a long time ago. part of me still hates you so much for it, but i'm glad we still talk.

I keep replaying the moment where you woke up that morning and turned into me so I could hold you while you fell back asleep. That moment didn’t last long because we got interrupted by your friends. But I wish I would’ve held onto the feelings in that moment just a little bit more than I did. I was so confident I’d get live that type of moment again, what went wrong?
There’s so many small moments I keep replaying that I want to share with you and how happy they made me. That’s just one of them.

I should forget my fellings about you, idk, are you love me? I like you, u r my bf but I'm so scared. I guess your own soul alive is enough to I being alive. My love not

I miss you, I’m not giving up on you this easily. I can’t wait to see you and talk to you and figure things out for us. I know I’m not good at expressing my thoughts over text, and that’s why I’ve been holding back on communication but it’s killing me to not talk. All I ask is like 10 minutes of talking in person, I know we would figure something out. I don’t think either of us want this to end, so why should we?

you were my best friend but all good things must come to an end.

i will always love and care for you. i will always be there for you but our conversations are short, meaningless and honestly we have nothing to say to each other. i’m tired of pretending like everything is fine cause it’s clearly never going to be the same but we are both too scared to say anything so besties for life, right?

i chose orange because the skies were always orange when we all hungout as the sun set. we've been through so fucking much. let's be real. we've both done some fucked up things to each other. i did more fucked up things to you in the past then you did to me. i really miss you because you were probably my favorite person. i know i'm fucked in the head, but i can admit that. i'm working on myself and fuck my past self. fuck her, she's a pos. you don't believe in change but i'll prove you wrong on that. i will, and that's a promise. of course i miss hanging out with you, because i loved you. i forever will, even if you hate my fucking guts. because you're beautiful in my eyes. but sometimes things aren't meant to be. i'm learning to accept that. so if this is truly the end of the road for us- i wish the best for you. i hope someday you see yourself the way i saw you. i hope you find love and happiness. live your life girl, don't hold back. we only live once, but thank you for the memories. i will never laugh harder with anyone else. you made my teenage years real. i mean it. thank you, for everything. goodbye.

i love you more than life itself. i swear i'd so anything for you. you saved me and i dont know what i could do to make up for it. i know times are tough, but we can get through it together. i believe in you babes.

u know what? looking back i deserved better.
fuck u for allowing me to think you gave a fuck for even a second x

You are so so selfless and have such a kind heart. I just wish you would keep enough of that love, that you give so generously to others, for yourself sometimes.

*Forgive yourself for not knowing better until you knew better*. This quote hit home but helped me a lot. I hope it could do the same for you too xxx

you’re one of the best and worst things to ever happen to me. i thought i loved you but i think i was just happy to not be alone. you’re selfish though, you’re a baby and you don’t think about other people. what were we? you lead me on constantly but never actually wanted me. i think a part of me wishes we never met

Emma, you were my bestfriend, you moved 4 hours away 5 years ago, it feels like 20 years since the last time i saw you. do you still think of me? do you miss me like i miss you? probably not, but i just want to know
how you are feeling, you seem happy, i hope you still care and i hope someday i will see my bestfriend again.

despite everything that i say, ur a shitty friend in the ways that matter. i wish u were here for me and cared about me the way that i do for you

I miss you so much. I really wish we were still friends but i know it wouldn’t work out. There’s too much damage.

words cannot describe how much i love you. you are like a sister to me. you have always been there for me and i thank you so much for that. you always know how to cheer me up. you were the only one there for me when i was at rock bottom. i hope you know how talented and amazing you are. you deserve so much happiness. i miss you more than ever right now. just know that i will always be there for you no matter what.

the way i fell in love with you and you probs knew deep down. i gave you everything, but u just didnt care enough to do anything in return. and yet it's my fault

i genuinely hate you. you ruined my fucking life. we were fine until your ugly fat homewreaking ass came in and ruined everything. why the fuck you? bro whats so special about you. you're so fucking boring. i hope he cheats on you like he cheated on me with you. i hope he completely shatters your heart like he did to me. i fucking hate you emma.

i hate how things turned out . i still love and miss you everyday. we hurt each others hearts in ways that were unbearable. i know it wasn't supposed to end like this . you were the first person in my world that could make me genuinely laugh out loud uncontrollably. i wish we were still best friends . i hope you still think about me as much as I think about u. if you see this text me so we can do molly together again ily.

I want to thank you for showing me what a true friendship was. but I also want to tell you that I am better off without you. its just sad that such a good bond can be ruined because of parents

I don't know if what I felt for you was love. Even though our friendship didn't turn into more, I miss you

hey em, i know we dont talk anymore and im sorry, i still remember all of our memories. but i guess in a weird way things are meant o be the way they are. it kills me sometimes to not talk to you. wish you the best and will always love.

hey emma, im sorry we are not besties anymore. hope your doing well. love you always, even if we dont talk anymore.

i love you so much i honestly don't know if i could have gotten through things without you i don't know how I'm gonna leave you when i go to college the thought scares me because i need you so much i love you

you’ve made me question myself. the way you look at me makes me weak the advice and the way you make me laugh makes me melt. keep being the best i love you x

I'm sorry. If I could take back what I said I would. Sometimes I miss you, but I know you will never forgive me and it's okay because I understand. I never even apologized to you and now I feel like it's been too long to even try. But that doesn't mean I want our friendship back. Yes I miss it sometimes but I know this is for the best. I wasn't happy when I was around you, you made me feel terrible about myself. We were great friends for years but we had outgrown each other. I just wish it would have ended better. Even though I said those things I don't hate you and I wish you the best. And though I am too afraid to ever say all this to you, part of me hopes you will see this and know it's about you.

I never lied to you like you said I did. My heart was completely yours. I say was...it still is, and will always be yours

you were the first girl i felt something towards, everytime you looked at me i would get shy and i really do miss what i felt towards you, thank you for making me realise i was bi lol

when I thought I was never going to see you again, my world shattered. you showed me a new world in a Kurt Vonnegut book and you stole my heart too. you didnt love me in the same way, but I love you so.

man. i'd be lying if i said you weren't the best thing that ever happened to me. fuck your ex bro (not really pls). shes obviously a low life.

emma I honestly miss what we had. i’ve never moved on and i regret everything that happened between us. I hope your doing okay, cause i’m not and that’s okay. I love you and i know you don’t but oh well :)

you ruined so much for me and i love you. i love you from a distance now because we both HAVE to get over it. you’ll know i wrote this if you checked. we weren’t good for each other but damn did we try to be. everyone and thing feels wrong. i’m scared and you’re not here to tell me you know life is scary but i got this. the truth is u hurt me more than you’ll ever know. you have me issues i can’t even control in relationships now. i just want one more reassuring text. i’ll never stop caring. thank you for the memories. i wish you the best.

I want the universe to forgive me and give me another chance so that I may relive the moment where I fell madly in love with you.

you're very pretty and lowkey the girl I dream of having and/or being. you're also really nice and funny!!! keep being you please!

you are the most genuine person ive ever met. you treat others with kindness and pure love even when they don't deserve it. you are definitely one of my biggest inspirations and i can't even begin to explain how much you mean to me. love you

why couldn't you just fucking support me, it wasn't that hard. I just needed you to tell me it was going to be ok and you would come back when I needed you. I DIDNT WANT YOU TO LEAVE. but you left and you made me live under a dark cloud for a whole month.

i really wish you’d act like a girlfriend, i hate that i’m so in love with you to the point where the pain you cause is worth it

i talked to some of your friends and they said last year's crush was very obvious - but seriously, you're the one that made me realise i liked girls too. one day we'll live in a cottagecore pradise together :D

I miss you. I wish time wasn't a dividing force and that age didn't make things more complex. You are with me always 4ev, like we promised. Maybe not in tattoo like we planned, but definitely present.

hi gurl, i wanna ruin our friendship and i think we should be lovers instead but it's just a idea lol
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( if you found this, no you didn't )

Hi uh, this is dumb. you wont see this - thank god. i hope you dont know its me. why would you. youre hot, the way you cross your arms, the way you dont like me, the way you make me smile when im not supposed to. we will never be together, which sucks, but it doesnt mean youre not on my mind all the time. i dont love you, i guess its just a hopeless little crush. im cringing at myself but uh, yeah.

I know it’s in the past now and we’ve moved on from it but if that night didn’t happen, would we be strangers again?

i don't know whats happening to us. i still love you, but you don't seem to love me. i have a feeling things will be over soon. why do you always leave? why do you always get scared and freak out and blame someone? i wish i knew, maybe i could've helped.