I'm sorry. If I could take back what I said I would. Sometimes I miss you, but I know you will never forgive me and it's okay because I understand. I never even apologized to you and now I feel like it's been too long to even try. But that doesn't mean I want our friendship back. Yes I miss it sometimes but I know this is for the best. I wasn't happy when I was around you, you made me feel terrible about myself. We were great friends for years but we had outgrown each other. I just wish it would have ended better. Even though I said those things I don't hate you and I wish you the best. And though I am too afraid to ever say all this to you, part of me hopes you will see this and know it's about you.