Unsent Messages

i chose orange because the skies were always orange when we all hungout as the sun set. we've been through so fucking much. let's be real. we've both done some fucked up things to each other. i did more fucked up things to you in the past then you did to me. i really miss you because you were probably my favorite person. i know i'm fucked in the head, but i can admit that. i'm working on myself and fuck my past self. fuck her, she's a pos. you don't believe in change but i'll prove you wrong on that. i will, and that's a promise. of course i miss hanging out with you, because i loved you. i forever will, even if you hate my fucking guts. because you're beautiful in my eyes. but sometimes things aren't meant to be. i'm learning to accept that. so if this is truly the end of the road for us- i wish the best for you. i hope someday you see yourself the way i saw you. i hope you find love and happiness. live your life girl, don't hold back. we only live once, but thank you for the memories. i will never laugh harder with anyone else. you made my teenage years real. i mean it. thank you, for everything. goodbye.