Had a dream about you today. Only thing I remember was that you were in it. I keep thinking about you and missing you. Any other girl I talk to doesn’t compare. You were my first love. I never got closure either :(

ya i miss you like crazy. but i’m learning to move on. seeing you everyday hurts. i miss all the memories we had. i know you would never take me back. i’m sorry for being the worst person ever and hurting you. that was never my intentions. and yes this is who you think it is.

I rly hope you dont follow your plans. By your side i can be me & even in silence im Happy w/ u. ilsym

I loved you more than anything in the world. And i still do, I’m just not in love with you anymore. I wasn’t enough for you and I couldn’t make you happy and that hurt me more than anything. I feel lost and empty without you. You will forever have a place in my heart. I miss you so much everyday but I won’t text you because I just want you to live your life and be happy, because you seem happier without me in it. I’m sorry I couldn’t love you the way you needed me to and I’m sorry I couldn’t give you the happiness that you gave me. I know I made mistakes but I would do anything for you. I pictured my life with you. And that’s over now and I don’t know how to move on.

i still think of you fondly. i know that probably comes as a surprise, but I don't hate you. what we had was probably the worst years of my life. i wish you knew the pain I still feel.

HI BASTIE!! You are an amazing amazing best friend. I care about you a ton, im so glad I have you after the crap we went thru. I hope you're my friend til we're old and gray and causing trouble for our children. You a my person and I am yours. I love you my bastie and I aint going no where with out you

i came SO close to calling you so i’m writing this instead.
forever & always.
i’m not good at no contact, i’m sorry.

it’s exhausting being your friend most of the time but i make my self stay because i refuse to give up on things

i listened, i helped you as much as i could. after i got out of the hospital you weren't there and i needed you so much. i miss you. why did you replace me?

I leaned too much on you. I’m sorry. That wasn’t supposed to be the end of our story. We could’ve been so much more.

you're very pretty and lowkey the girl I dream of having and/or being. you're also really nice and funny!!! keep being you please!

Hey em. You're beautiful and sweet and kind. Your hair makes you glow like a lil blonde angel. I love the way you care for others and I can see that sparkle in your eyes. I love you I love you I love you. never change. praise be

I want the universe to forgive me and give me another chance so that I may relive the moment where I fell madly in love with you.

You are one of the best parts of my life. And in dark days you are my light. We are perfect for each other.

i don’t want to be your friend, i hate everything about you but i can’t leave you or i’m worried what you will do without me..

im tired of sensing im tired of tasting, and smelling, and seeing, and hearing, and feeling and it not being you.

I hope you’re okay. Honestly. I love you so much even though the stuff you did made me uncomfy. I’m sorry

Ur my bffl. Even tho i don't say it much ur an amazing person and ur tiddies r actually quite big. I don't think ur bff loves me tho :(. Am lucky to have a friend like u. love u baby boo

A part of me wants so badly to reach out to you but I know it would only bring more pain. I'm sorry, I don't ever want you to think that I hate you, but seeing you live your life without me hurts more than you can know, but I am also so happy for you that you're finally becoming who you wanna be. We had a ton of good times and I'll never forget them

You never cared about me the way I cared about me and did everything you could to drag me down. Have fun with the alcoholism.

you keep building me up just to tear me right back down and break me again and again. i dont know why i keep loving you.

you know what lol? stop. UGH- YOU MAKE ME SO UPSET. what dont you get that shes mine?- uhh- you're in love with her. who wouldn't be? shes perfect. but shes not yours. at least i use the right yours. anyways you make me insecure bc that means i have competitionn! funsies. anyways hope you have a good life and i hope you realize what you're doing is not okay-. BUTT heres me being over protective and jealous

little reminder you are loved and have people rooting for you and praying for you.
you can do this ?

my beautiful patient girl I love you I love you I don’t think I comprehended what the word meant before you I’ve always loved you everything about u bbg

you ruined so much for me and i love you. i love you from a distance now because we both HAVE to get over it. you’ll know i wrote this if you checked. we weren’t good for each other but damn did we try to be. everyone and thing feels wrong. i’m scared and you’re not here to tell me you know life is scary but i got this. the truth is u hurt me more than you’ll ever know. you have me issues i can’t even control in relationships now. i just want one more reassuring text. i’ll never stop caring. thank you for the memories. i wish you the best.

emma I honestly miss what we had. i’ve never moved on and i regret everything that happened between us. I hope your doing okay, cause i’m not and that’s okay. I love you and i know you don’t but oh well :)

I love you and it sucks that you won’t ever feel the same way. I’m sorry I can’t handle being friends with you

I don't think you understand the impact you've had on my life. I don't think I'd still be alive if it wasn't for you.

I love you. And i dont know if you feel the same for me but i have a feeling inside of me telling me you do.

i will wait for you if you still want us.

i still believe in soulmates. and that you're mine.

i promised always & forever and i mean it.

i won't give up.

i choose you. you're more than worth it.

i love you.

You will forever be me bestfriend No matter how far apart we are or how much we change. I will love you forever. I wouldst be who I am today without my bestie em. love you long time.

Oh god, you don’t know how much I actually love and care about you. Trust me, you are the best person ever.

I’m sorry I made a trauma bond with you and put you in a toxic relationship, I still love you and every day I wish I could go back to that concert with you.

man. i'd be lying if i said you weren't the best thing that ever happened to me. fuck your ex bro (not really pls). shes obviously a low life.

You told me you loved me three years ago, and stupidly I didn't say I loved you back because I was a scared little girl in the closet. But since then all I've thought about is that message. And every time we've hung out called and texted all I've wanted to do is look you in the eyes and tell you how much I love you but now that you live 600 miles away it's hard to do. So even though you will probably never see this or know it's me I want you to know much I miss and love you. I hope one day I will be able to tell you how I feel because you were my entire world and still are...
Love Maddy

I’m sorry I loved you and never told you. And that you found out anyway. Because you know me, and you could tell. And I’m sorry you didn’t love me back, but that bit you couldn’t help. And, for all it’s worth, I truly hope he makes you happy.

i have 3 midterms (ok i guess leccion 2 prueba wasn’t technically a midterm) today and the only thing in my brain is you.

sometimes i think i’m delusional and just another shitty ex boyfriend in denial now.

but then i read the letters you wrote me, and i relive our road trip, and i remember that what we had was the realest love i’ve known.

i’m still holding on to the hope, like you asked me to.

every time i look at my ring, i remember. i wear it everyday.

i wish i could be there for you for all of this but i’m trying to respect that i can’t.

i keep having to learn to trust God and relinquish control. it’s really hard. but his plan is much better place than mine.

if sending these is upsetting you, please let me know and i’ll stop. i don’t want to hurt you emma. i’m so sorry that i have.

praying for you always & love you forever.

i wasn’t mad at her, or you, but it hurt watching you fall for her while i was so hopelessly in love with you.

I'm sorry about my behaviour back when we were in high school. You were my first love and I took advantage of you. You're a great person and life has thrown you a tough hand. Hope you're doing well.

First few Facetime calls with you were perfect, after that you were someone else, your real self. I'm thankful though, thankful you revealed your true self to me. A bad girlfriend and a bad friend. Selfish and inconsiderate. I truly cared for you and wanted you for more than just your body but all you did was let me down. I know you're not a bad person, you just need to work on you. But that you must do on your own. Right person wrong time is what you called us. I think you were the right person at the right time, you taught me something at the perfect moment. You made me realize how I make others feel when I constantly only talk about myself. I hope one day you get yourself together. Maybe one day we'll meet again and things we'll have changed, but now I must actually say good bye and accept that I have to let you go for my own good.

despite everything that i say, ur a shitty friend in the ways that matter. i wish u were here for me and cared about me the way that i do for you

Everyone knows you love him. He knows you love him. So why are you using other men to fill the void. It’s not their fault he loves someone else

Emma, you were my bestfriend, you moved 4 hours away 5 years ago, it feels like 20 years since the last time i saw you. do you still think of me? do you miss me like i miss you? probably not, but i just want to know
how you are feeling, you seem happy, i hope you still care and i hope someday i will see my bestfriend again.

youre so great, it feels like youre my soulmate. but it hurts to know you dont feel the same, it hurts to know you dont thinkof me like that, it hurts so much. we have so many good memories, and i hope we stay good friends forever.i just wish you could see me as more.

when I thought I was never going to see you again, my world shattered. you showed me a new world in a Kurt Vonnegut book and you stole my heart too. you didnt love me in the same way, but I love you so.

you’re one of the best and worst things to ever happen to me. i thought i loved you but i think i was just happy to not be alone. you’re selfish though, you’re a baby and you don’t think about other people. what were we? you lead me on constantly but never actually wanted me. i think a part of me wishes we never met

I see that you got your heart broken in the way you hurt mine. If i was a shit person i would say you deserved it, but no one does.

Just wanted to say that I love your glasses. They really make your eyes pop. Also, you seem like such a kind person :)

Hi Emma, I'm her ex :) Treat her right or I will rip your spine out and beat you to death with it. She deserves the world and you better give it to her or try your hardest to.

*Forgive yourself for not knowing better until you knew better*. This quote hit home but helped me a lot. I hope it could do the same for you too xxx