You are so so selfless and have such a kind heart. I just wish you would keep enough of that love, that you give so generously to others, for yourself sometimes.

u know what? looking back i deserved better.
fuck u for allowing me to think you gave a fuck for even a second x

I could fall in love with you, probably. You probably couldn't feel the same for me. I'm not stupid enough to say anything.

i miss you. i know its basic, but there isnt a day that goes by where i dont imagine myself with you again. i know youre going through a hard time, but i need to hear your voice. i just want you to be okay. please be okay.

i love you more than life itself. i swear i'd so anything for you. you saved me and i dont know what i could do to make up for it. i know times are tough, but we can get through it together. i believe in you babes.

you left me when i needed you the most. it hurt me when i found out you cheated, but i still love you.

i chose orange because the skies were always orange when we all hungout as the sun set. we've been through so fucking much. let's be real. we've both done some fucked up things to each other. i did more fucked up things to you in the past then you did to me. i really miss you because you were probably my favorite person. i know i'm fucked in the head, but i can admit that. i'm working on myself and fuck my past self. fuck her, she's a pos. you don't believe in change but i'll prove you wrong on that. i will, and that's a promise. of course i miss hanging out with you, because i loved you. i forever will, even if you hate my fucking guts. because you're beautiful in my eyes. but sometimes things aren't meant to be. i'm learning to accept that. so if this is truly the end of the road for us- i wish the best for you. i hope someday you see yourself the way i saw you. i hope you find love and happiness. live your life girl, don't hold back. we only live once, but thank you for the memories. i will never laugh harder with anyone else. you made my teenage years real. i mean it. thank you, for everything. goodbye.

it’s been a fucking minute. can’t believe our names on a birthday cupcake in kindergarten would have lead to a friendship like we had. “friends” was an understatement. we were sisters. let’s reconnect soon? we do live pretty much right next to each other, after all.

I really miss you. I wish we could redo it. I really felt chemistry with you and I want you back. You were so fun to be around and I just miss talking to you and being around you. I’d love to try it again. I’m hoping you give me a chance.

I loved you more than anything on this world. was she just prettier, what was it. I could have changed to be like her.

I don't think you ever loved me the way i loved you. Maybe at one point you did but them she came into your life and im nothing again. We dont even talk much. I feel like an attention seeker wanting attention from you constantly, but i never get any. Its always her. She gets ur attention when i should be the on getting it. I hate you spence.

you were my best friend but all good things must come to an end.

i will always love and care for you. i will always be there for you but our conversations are short, meaningless and honestly we have nothing to say to each other. i’m tired of pretending like everything is fine cause it’s clearly never going to be the same but we are both too scared to say anything so besties for life, right?

I miss you, I’m not giving up on you this easily. I can’t wait to see you and talk to you and figure things out for us. I know I’m not good at expressing my thoughts over text, and that’s why I’ve been holding back on communication but it’s killing me to not talk. All I ask is like 10 minutes of talking in person, I know we would figure something out. I don’t think either of us want this to end, so why should we?

i couldn't be friends with you anymore bc you were with him. i was so in love with you but i thought you could never love me back. it was easier to reject you as a friend than for you to reject me as a potential girlfriend. i'm sorry if that was confusing and for any pain it caused you. it was me and my insecurity and fears, not you. never you.

i know things are hard now. but i’m here for you and i promise not to leave, ur the best thing that’s happened to me in a while

I still love you forever and always. even when I may get upset or mad, and it makes my heart ache everytime I think of you with someone else. but I will forever love and accept the decisions you make for yourself, aslong as your happy and safe that is what makes me feel a bit better about myself and you.

ill never forget the times you killed me in among us and lied to my face. youre basically dead to me now. i dont like u >:( im writing this bc im bored and i think that u blocked me on imessage bc my texts wont deliver but oh well but like u should answer immediately bc i sent u something weird. but ya love u even tho i bully you and even tho you obv dont love me back.

Hey Emma. I fell in love with you but as a friend. I love you so much you can't even understand. We're still bestfriend but I feel like we're starting to go in different ways, and it's totally fine. But I miss you so much. I miss the way we would do everything together, we would spend every day and every weekend together. Now we hangnout sometimes and all i want to do is have a sleepover and do sh*t like we used to do. You know, go back to the old days. I feel like I dont deserve to be friend with you. You helped me to go through depression and I feel like I've never got the chance to thank you for that. I want to thank you for staying by my side even if I didnt deserved it. I want to tell you in real how much I'm thankful but I dont want you to find me weird. I dont think you will, actually. I think you'll be happy to see that you helped me. See? You're too good for this world. You went through so much sh*t and I really tried to help you. But i cant help but feel like i could have done more.
I want you to know that I will always be by your side and you can always talk to me. This world dont deserve you and I want you to know that. I love you so much and thank you for being the only hope I had left.

I’m staying up watching the election results all anxious as fuck and I kinda just want to call you but I can’t.

I know we are young, people will always tell us that just because we aren't adults yet that we don't know what love is. Everyone feels love differently. But for me love is when I hear that your name and I get excited, or when you touches me and I feel loved. Love to me is when I can only imagine a future with you, when I mean "I love you", when I want to hold you in my arms. That is what love is to me. We are both girls so when people see us together they get weirded out, but that's okay with me, that's okay with me because its you that I'm with. You make me feel safe. You said you weren't ready to be in a relationship yet because you were still hurt from the last one, I understand. I understand you aren't ready yet, I really do. I just don't understand why you didn't tell me at first, then I wouldn't have gotten so hurt. You told me you would come back to me when you are ready, I don't care how long I have to wait. I'm going to wait for you because you are the only person I truly love. I love you, I hope you understand that I really do.

my soulmate; you saved me from my darkest place and who knew the random girl in all my classes would be my best friend

i hope we stay friends but idk if we will. we're drifting and i'm trying to fix it but what if it's not something meant to be fixed

im sorry things ended the way they did. i was in a poor place and took it out on you. i hope you know that youre such an amazing person and you deserve the world.

you were the first girl i felt something towards, everytime you looked at me i would get shy and i really do miss what i felt towards you, thank you for making me realise i was bi lol

everywhere I go, I see bits and pieces of you, I see your name, I hear you in my music, every time I see the color yellow I can't help but think about your adorable face. I can't get over you..I miss you but I have to let go.

I should forget my fellings about you, idk, are you love me? I like you, u r my bf but I'm so scared. I guess your own soul alive is enough to I being alive. My love not

I never lied to you like you said I did. My heart was completely yours. I say was...it still is, and will always be yours

I keep replaying the moment where you woke up that morning and turned into me so I could hold you while you fell back asleep. That moment didn’t last long because we got interrupted by your friends. But I wish I would’ve held onto the feelings in that moment just a little bit more than I did. I was so confident I’d get live that type of moment again, what went wrong?
There’s so many small moments I keep replaying that I want to share with you and how happy they made me. That’s just one of them.

i'm so sorry for everything that happened to us, i just want us to go back to how we used to be. i miss you and us so much u don't understand.

My best friend, things changed but you're still my best friend. Hope you're having fun with your new best friend. I'll always be here waiting.

I'm sorry. If I could take back what I said I would. Sometimes I miss you, but I know you will never forgive me and it's okay because I understand. I never even apologized to you and now I feel like it's been too long to even try. But that doesn't mean I want our friendship back. Yes I miss it sometimes but I know this is for the best. I wasn't happy when I was around you, you made me feel terrible about myself. We were great friends for years but we had outgrown each other. I just wish it would have ended better. Even though I said those things I don't hate you and I wish you the best. And though I am too afraid to ever say all this to you, part of me hopes you will see this and know it's about you.

you broke me once a long time ago. part of me still hates you so much for it, but i'm glad we still talk.

You suck. Why did u have to lead me on like that I thought u loved me you can’t play with someone like that

I'm sorry for acting like a fool around you all the times, I was in love with you. A 13 year old boy who didn't know how to control his feelings, I hope you understand that I never meant to be such a mess, you were the reason why I was happy. It hurts to know that you will never know how much I loved you, and how much I still do after all these years.

Why are you doing this to me i cant be here i don't even know who i am anymore or what i want to do with you why cant we just go back to who we used to be

We’ve been friends for over ten years and you still choose someone you met a year ago over me. It hurts and I wish it would change but just as I think it changes the same argument starts again and I can’t do it anymore. I refuse to do it anymore. It is not fair to me or you and especially isn’t fair to all the years we’ve spent together. Ive lost two friendships that will not be the same. You can’t ignore me and hangout with me only when you’re mad at him it isn’t fair to me. I hope you are genuinely happy and I will always think of you as my best friend, sometimes distance is good. I hope that is the case.

i’m sorry for not showing my love for you. you’re my bestfriend, but i just always want more than friends.

I’m sorry I couldn’t save you from what happened. I miss you very much you know that? I really miss you I wish you could be here to cheer me on when I compete in my meets. I love you. Please come back. I finally have a boyfriend like you told me to do before you left. He’s very special to me. Please come back. I’m so sorry.

we are so similar bestfran and ilysm ur so funny and I love ur clothes too but we both have anger issues sometimes

Hi Emma. You are such a cool and kind person. I hope one day we can maybe hang out because I think you're amazing. I always loved it when you put our erasers next to each others in first grade.

you’ve made me question myself. the way you look at me makes me weak the advice and the way you make me laugh makes me melt. keep being the best i love you x

After all these years I still love you... My Stellar, forever. I would do anything for a second chance.
K

Be honest, you're avoiding me because you've gotten bored of me?

Why can’t I get over you

some songs still make me think of u and i wish they didn't

I tought you would never turn your back on me. But you did

it’s emerald green still your favorite color??

i miss my big sister

I have no idea what happened between us, idk if its my fault but I rlly wanna b friends with u again

i hope you see these someday