Unsent messages to CODY

You had my whole heart. I was so invested and I trusted you. You broke my heart and I felt everything. How can we just be friends when I can't even look at you? You said you meant everything you said to me but moved on the next day. I hate myself for letting myself fall for letting you decide what was best for me. You were what's best for me. I miss you Cody

I know we were toxic bubs but I love you, you fucked me up but I still love you I wanna make it work so bad but I can't risk you hurting me again after our conversation tonight...fuck I can't anymore but I want you I miss you even after everything you've done I don't want you to leave and I don't wanna leave either...

I knew it was off for a month, why lie to me when I asked you if you still loved me. Was I not enough for you. My mom was right

I don't really have anything to say you know everything you know how I feel you know how special you are to me and yet that's still not enough for you I stayed with you for everything even when you weren't there for me yes I'll be honest you were also there for me after i had to pick myself back up from the most darkest place I've been in my life I almost lost hope in myself and you did say you still have feelings for me but I cant help but think its a lie unless there is something your not telling me I have no clue I just wish I could figure out if I should stay any longer then I already have

you weren’t my first love but you are my second. i don’t know what i would do without you, when i first met you i just immediately fell in love with you. you’re just perfect. i love and miss you so much.

I'm glad I'm finally over you, I'm happy you allowed me to be apart of your life for the short time being

I wish you knew how much I truly love you. You were the most unexpected person I could have fallen in love with, but I swear to God I wouldn’t have it any other way. Now, if only I knew you loved me back...

Why did you make me fall in love with you and then turn into a monster. It made it so hard to give up on you. I wish you could honestly tell me how you loved me but also loved to hurt me. But it doesn't matter now so please fuck off.

why did you have to go so far? why do you continuously try to break me and make me reach my lowes? you know i am depressed and going through shit. you said you didn't want to pick a side and said you respected my decision when we broke off the friendship. now you're going around talking shit and making me look bad. can you and your friends just leave me alone? stop it. you weren't there for me before and you still aren't there for me now. now do you realize why i let you go? now just shut the fuck up and live your own life. stop trying to ruin mines or get into my business.

cody, u really did fuck me over. i thought that after what had happened last year that i found someone. someone who was sweet, respectful, thoughtful and someone who loved me. i was wrong. and i still blame it on myself and will for the rest of my life. but i know one thing, and it is that if u were to walk back into my life i would drop everything to be with you. i know that we weren’t even in a relationship but over those 10 months we saw each other grow as people. and i miss that. cody i need you back. u were the reason i went to school in the morning, the reason all the thoughts went away. the reason i stayed sane. and ever since u left everything has gone to shit. cody please, come back. i need you

after all of the unsent letters ive written to you, i never thought the last one would be about you cheating on me.

Hope you know I'll always be open to trying again. It just wasn't the right time. Stay safe, people need you.

I used blue cause that was your fav color or it could’ve changed just like you did. I should’ve never let you back in and I’ll never forget the feeling I had when I saw those pictures but I just wanna know something, was she worth it?

i'm happy we're starting to talk again and i hope we go back to normal because i really missed what our friendship was.

You are the best person I know, and I am so scared of falling for you. You could hurt me in ways I'd never see coming.

i miss us, not the relationship just us, our us. we were so close and its been 2 years since ive seen you

I love you with all of my heart and i hate myself for not being there and help you when you needed it the most.

i loved you more then anything and you told me you did too you are still on my mind all the time and it kills me i want to hear your voice i want to see you but i know i shouldn’t. thank you for fucking me up in ways no one else could now i will never be the same.

I wish I could tell you how I really feel but I'm too scared. I get butterflies in my stomach when I hear your voice. When you smile, I can't help but smile in return like an idiot head over heels. I never thought I could find someone like you after all I've been through and it gives me hope. If nothing ever happens between us I will still cherish all you have taught me and all the moments I spent smiling at my phone like an idiot. Thank you, ya dork.

You chose my best friend over me while I was begging for you to just love me. I still miss you sometimes but it never lasts

You chose my best friend over me while I was begging for you to just love me. I still miss you sometimes but it never lasts

I can't get you off my mind and it hurts. You didn't even love me you just lied to me. You only came to me when you had no one else. oh well.

being with you made me feel sort of free for the first time maybe ever, i'll always love you just a little bit

You showed me what being loved was like and how to love. Then you reminded me why i promised myself i’d never fall in love again

I thought you were my soulmate. The way you hurt me is something I can never forget. I wish we had never met.

I haven't a clue what it is about you, but the more I talk to you, the more I feel at peace. I'm slowly falling for you.

Why did you keep on coming in and out of my life? I feel like you knew that I would let you back in no matter what, you took advantage of me. You lied to me so many times. It has been five months since we talked to each other, and I still miss you. I still have hope that you will come back again, because that is what you always did.

I love you so much and I’ll do anything for you . Your the best bf I have ever had and I hope we last forever .

You taught me everything I needed to know about myself at a young age. You were the perfect first love. Thank you

i never believed in "right person, wrong time" until you came into my life. i knew you were the one when even after we broke up you told me how you didn't want anyone else, you would rather get back together w me than start over with someone else, and that you'd like to still have a family and a house one day with me. u told me it just wasn't the right time. i still love you and will still fight for you

fuck you for ruining my mom. fuck you for ruining my life. she was the only thing keeping me on this planet and you took her away. you’re never going to mean shit to me, you’re fucking dead to me.

i havent known you long but you are honestly the person who saved me and make me smile all the time. i love you and thank you for everything and being there for me when things got tough and not giving up on me as a person.

I miss you. But I hate you at the same time for choosing her over me. You broke me but I still love you.

I hope you’re doing okay. I still think about you. I still miss you. I hope you got everything you wanted and got out of that god forsaken town and found someone you love. It’s been awhile. Please be safe. I wish I could talk to you.

i wish i knew how to tell you, you make me feel like poetry. like the sun on my skin,
you are peace on a warm day.

I can’t seem to get over you can when I finally think I have u just pop right but into my heart ily why can’t u love me back

you're my light at the end of the tunnel but i don't know if im the light at the end of yours. you're my best friend and i don't want to lose you. i just wanna kiss u. or sumn.

maybe the reason i let you get away with everything is because i hope one day you'll stop hurting me.

i didn’t realize it was possible to love someone as much as i love u. i cry thinking about how much i love u.

being with you but not is breaking my heart. im all in and youre not & you lie to my face about it every time. i dont know how long i can do this anymore

I still hope you'll reach out and we'll rebuild our connection back to what it was before everything happened.

i wish you realised how much i like you. i’m so confused i don’t wanna be in love. with the idea of you. i want you