i'm happy we're starting to talk again and i hope we go back to normal because i really missed what our friendship was.

I knew it was off for a month, why lie to me when I asked you if you still loved me. Was I not enough for you. My mom was right

I know you will never see this but I am sorry for how I left. I miss you a lot and I wish I could contact you but I can’t :(

Yeah, I like you. It’s been almost a year since I’ve realized my true feelings towards you. Maybe one day you’ll like me back.

I got bumble as a joke. I started our conversation with a joke. We stayed up til 3 am joking. But it's starting to feel kinda real. I like learning more about you, all the things you're passionate about. Talking to you is always fun, but I wish you lived close enough that we could see if there was any in person chemistry. I can't let myself get attached to the boy who lives far away and probably just sees me as a friend. But if you're ever in Seattle, let me know.

i didn’t realize it was possible to love someone as much as i love u. i cry thinking about how much i love u.

I wish I could tell you how I really feel but I'm too scared. I get butterflies in my stomach when I hear your voice. When you smile, I can't help but smile in return like an idiot head over heels. I never thought I could find someone like you after all I've been through and it gives me hope. If nothing ever happens between us I will still cherish all you have taught me and all the moments I spent smiling at my phone like an idiot. Thank you, ya dork.

It’s him. It’s always going to be him. That doesn’t mean the thought of us wont haunt my tired heart forever. I wish we’d been better to each other when we had the chance.

i dont know what you want from me but im clearly not giving it to you. i hope we can figure this out soon.

i wish you gave us more of a chance. i wish you told me the truth about her - that the reason you were letting me go was to see if things would work out with her. and i see that you’re happy and in love with her. i saw signs of you everywhere for months and i couldn’t understand why it was so hard to let go of you. we were only together for a short few months .. but there was just something about you i couldn’t let go of.
i’ve moved on and i’ve found someone who treats me in all the ways i wanted you to. i just wish you would’ve told me the truth from the beginning

maybe the reason i let you get away with everything is because i hope one day you'll stop hurting me.

We were toxic for each other. Yet we both keep going back to each other whenever we get the chance. It always ends in pain for the both of us. After all we’ve been through I finally realized what we had wasn’t right and I’m ready to let go of it after 3 years of back and forth

cody, u really did fuck me over. i thought that after what had happened last year that i found someone. someone who was sweet, respectful, thoughtful and someone who loved me. i was wrong. and i still blame it on myself and will for the rest of my life. but i know one thing, and it is that if u were to walk back into my life i would drop everything to be with you. i know that we weren’t even in a relationship but over those 10 months we saw each other grow as people. and i miss that. cody i need you back. u were the reason i went to school in the morning, the reason all the thoughts went away. the reason i stayed sane. and ever since u left everything has gone to shit. cody please, come back. i need you

why did you have to go so far? why do you continuously try to break me and make me reach my lowes? you know i am depressed and going through shit. you said you didn't want to pick a side and said you respected my decision when we broke off the friendship. now you're going around talking shit and making me look bad. can you and your friends just leave me alone? stop it. you weren't there for me before and you still aren't there for me now. now do you realize why i let you go? now just shut the fuck up and live your own life. stop trying to ruin mines or get into my business.

It was not right for you to say you love me but couldn’t be with me anymore.. I’m still going to wait for you my love..

I used blue cause that was your fav color or it could’ve changed just like you did. I should’ve never let you back in and I’ll never forget the feeling I had when I saw those pictures but I just wanna know something, was she worth it?

text me back, ask what’s wrong if you really like me cause I don’t want to be your maybe.

I think we were meant to be more but who knows maybe I just never stopped loving you or our spark

i love you cody

I think in a way, it’ll always be you even though it’s not me anymore

reach out if u want to but u cant keep messaging & not following though u have to make a choice dear

I think I love you. I think im too scared of my own emotions. I’m sorry for pushing you away.

I want you and only you.

I know you’ll never see this… I just wish things were different

every hug makes me love you more

i'm so grateful to be talking to each other again

i still love u so so much. u will always be my first love no matter what.

I wish you were sorry

Your smile can light up any room or club. I hope you find someone who reciprocates your energy.

Im so happy i get to be your girl I love you so much and i hope we stay together forever <3

you’re not a bad person but you so desperately wanna be one.

theres still time.

Im sorry and I miss you

I'm so thankful I don't love you anymore.

I love you, I look at you and see a whole future- I cant wait for this promise ring to be marriage

It’s been a year…. I wish you had been honest like you’d promise

i miss u everyday. my heart still jumps when i think of u.

I truly love you but you left me :(

I'm letting you go because I love you

bye.

i miss u and i wish i would’ve hugged you a little longer.

i'm sorry i keep being affectionate i can't stop loving you

We both know I didn’t deserve what you did

Those who create unrepairable damage, consequently, leave, and decide to never come back.

You’re just a stranger I think about every day and want back. I wonder if you think about me too?

you matter so much. i love you

If you're thinking of me too, reach out to me.. even if you don't think I'll answer.

i’m sorry that i’m like this. you will always be the first boy i loved

i’ll never stop wondering what could’ve been, even though i’ve already stopped loving you.

i’ll never stop wondering what could’ve been, even though i’ve already stopped loving you.