Unsent messages to CODY
From: ABC
To: Cody
Date: August 29, 2023, 5:59 am UTC
you’re my sunrise, you keep coming up.
From: ABC
To: Cody
Date: August 10, 2023, 6:22 pm UTC
You didn’t need to block me. You could of been honest.
From: ABC
To: Cody
Date: August 9, 2023, 2:37 pm UTC
i don't think i will ever fully get over you.
From: ABC
To: Cody
Date: August 6, 2023, 9:08 pm UTC
I really do love you, I just don't know how to show it
From: ABC
To: Cody
Date: July 29, 2023, 1:02 pm UTC
all u wanted was attention, u never truely wanted to b with me.
From: ABC
To: Cody
Date: July 29, 2023, 7:32 am UTC
i think i like you. you're a great friend
From: ABC
To: Cody
Date: July 27, 2023, 6:41 am UTC
you are an important part of my life now. i love you
From: ABC
To: Cody
Date: July 23, 2023, 7:06 pm UTC
Did you like me or just the idea of having someone?
From: ABC
To: Cody
Date: July 19, 2023, 6:11 pm UTC
I love you so much but I can’t say it now
From: ABC
To: Cody
Date: July 18, 2023, 8:03 pm UTC
I can’t believe you make me unironically cry to Olivia Rodrigo
From: ABC
To: Cody
Date: July 18, 2023, 5:46 pm UTC
at least you had the decency to apologize
From: ABC
To: Cody
Date: July 18, 2023, 1:39 am UTC
You’re still the one I think about when we talk about love
From: ABC
To: Cody
Date: July 16, 2023, 2:13 am UTC
i’ll never forget you. i wish we could have worked things out.
From: ABC
To: Cody
Date: July 12, 2023, 9:47 pm UTC
i miss u and i wish i would’ve hugged you a little longer.
From: ABC
To: Cody
Date: July 10, 2023, 9:28 am UTC
i miss u everyday. my heart still jumps when i think of u.
From: ABC
To: Cody
Date: January 18, 2021, 10:59 pm UTC
i dont know what you want from me but im clearly not giving it to you. i hope we can figure this out soon.
From: ABC
To: Cody
Date: January 17, 2021, 9:13 pm UTC
I got bumble as a joke. I started our conversation with a joke. We stayed up til 3 am joking. But it's starting to feel kinda real. I like learning more about you, all the things you're passionate about. Talking to you is always fun, but I wish you lived close enough that we could see if there was any in person chemistry. I can't let myself get attached to the boy who lives far away and probably just sees me as a friend. But if you're ever in Seattle, let me know.
From: ABC
To: Cody
Date: January 14, 2021, 5:15 am UTC
I love you, but I don't we should ever be together. You know those things were people say "soul mates who weren't ment to be forever" yeah I think that's us, please you need to let me go, I will always have you in my life and heart, but I don't want you to drag yourself against the ground bc of me, I want you to be successful, loved, happy I want you to find a girl who cherishes you and stays til your dying days, I will be by your side as well, but just as the soulmate who wasn't ment to be. I love you Cody, I always will.
From: ABC
To: Cody
Date: January 13, 2021, 2:06 am UTC
I dont care if I still lay awake some nights feeling guilty for hurting you, be an asshole to me again and I'll shove a clawbot up your ass.
From: ABC
To: Cody
Date: January 10, 2021, 8:23 am UTC
not my first or last love, but the most painful one. not the best love or the worst, but the one sided love.
From: ABC
To: Cody
Date: January 10, 2021, 12:18 am UTC
i wish you gave us more of a chance. i wish you told me the truth about her - that the reason you were letting me go was to see if things would work out with her. and i see that you’re happy and in love with her. i saw signs of you everywhere for months and i couldn’t understand why it was so hard to let go of you. we were only together for a short few months .. but there was just something about you i couldn’t let go of.
i’ve moved on and i’ve found someone who treats me in all the ways i wanted you to. i just wish you would’ve told me the truth from the beginning
From: ABC
To: Cody
Date: January 9, 2021, 3:41 pm UTC
It’s him. It’s always going to be him. That doesn’t mean the thought of us wont haunt my tired heart forever. I wish we’d been better to each other when we had the chance.
From: ABC
To: Cody
Date: January 8, 2021, 5:21 am UTC
I know you will never see this but I am sorry for how I left. I miss you a lot and I wish I could contact you but I can’t :(
From: ABC
To: Cody
Date: January 7, 2021, 4:09 am UTC
I doubt you'll ever see this but I wish we were still friends. I still think of you every time i listen to the twenty one pilots cover of Can't Help Falling in Love.
From: ABC
To: Cody
Date: January 6, 2021, 9:36 pm UTC
I still think about you and I know that deep down, I would drop everything to be with you if you gave me the chance.
From: ABC
To: Cody
Date: January 3, 2021, 9:56 pm UTC
It was not right for you to say you love me but couldn’t be with me anymore.. I’m still going to wait for you my love..
From: ABC
To: Cody
Date: January 3, 2021, 6:13 am UTC
hey u def won’t see this but I love you so much idk why u left me all of a sudden but I miss you so much baby
From: ABC
To: Cody
Date: January 3, 2021, 5:36 am UTC
i’m sorry. i never hated you and never will. even after all the things you said to me. i didn’t change, you brought hurt me and i reacted. i don’t know if you’ll ever see this but i’m always wishing you the best. maybe in another lifetime, fam
From: ABC
To: Cody
Date: January 2, 2021, 11:04 pm UTC
where do i even begin? what happened to us. why did you leave without saying anything to me? im so sorry. i miss you.
From: ABC
To: Cody
Date: January 2, 2021, 7:37 pm UTC
I don’t think anyone will ever be able to awaken the kind of love you did in me. I’ll miss what we had forever.
From: ABC
To: Cody
Date: January 2, 2021, 5:33 pm UTC
i’ve only seemed to exist just for you, i did everything you wanted and i still was never enough for you, i need to know why.
From: ABC
To: Cody
Date: January 1, 2021, 3:48 pm UTC
I loved you. You left me not once, but twice. Each time hurt. No matter how bad you hurt me, I'll never let go of you because I still love you and always will.
From: ABC
To: Cody
Date: December 31, 2020, 9:59 pm UTC
thank you for teaching me that i don't need you. I never did. I convinced myself that you were the only one who could make me feel the way you did. But love isn't supposed to feel that way. It isn't supposed to feel like begging. It isn't supposed to feel like defending you to my friends. It isn't supposed to feel like I'm never enough, even after you left. I can see that you've read my texts. Every time I've begged for an explanation. But I'm done begging. I will not be reduced to replies that I don't get. So while you read those texts and tell yourself that I'm crazy. Remember that you're the one who made me 'crazy' for you, over you, and then over you disappearing with no explanation. I told you that you had until New years day but honestly, at this point all I want to say to you is this: from the bottom of my heart, from the deepest parts of me that I thought you loved and cared about, Fuck you.
From: ABC
To: Cody
Date: December 31, 2020, 6:27 pm UTC
i just need to know if your feelings are genuine and that you're not talking to other girls. i don't want this to happen to me again.
From: ABC
To: Cody
Date: December 29, 2020, 3:31 am UTC
I hate that I love you.
I hate that I’ll forever second guess myself and never believe I’m good enough because of you!
You use me. Still.
You’re manipulative.
I wish you wanted me.
I love you.
and I really wish I didn’t.
From: ABC
To: Cody
Date: December 28, 2020, 7:56 am UTC
I love you. I always will. Even if it hurts me to stay when you don’t love me, I need you to understand how loved you are, so even if it kills me in the process, I will keep reminding you that you are loved until I die.
From: ABC
To: Cody
Date: December 24, 2020, 11:11 am UTC
We were toxic for each other. Yet we both keep going back to each other whenever we get the chance. It always ends in pain for the both of us. After all we’ve been through I finally realized what we had wasn’t right and I’m ready to let go of it after 3 years of back and forth
From: ABC
To: Cody
Date: December 21, 2020, 6:59 pm UTC
Yeah, I like you. It’s been almost a year since I’ve realized my true feelings towards you. Maybe one day you’ll like me back.
From: ABC
To: Cody
Date: December 18, 2020, 9:49 pm UTC
hiii i doubt you’ll ever see this, but i miss our friendship. even though it’s my fault we don't really talk anymore, u were my best friend. i couldn’t go five minutes without smiling when i was around u. i miss our inside jokes and laughing all class. and i rly miss laying on the barn floor. thank u for always calling me and letting me rant, and thank u for just being my friend
