I don't really have anything to say you know everything you know how I feel you know how special you are to me and yet that's still not enough for you I stayed with you for everything even when you weren't there for me yes I'll be honest you were also there for me after i had to pick myself back up from the most darkest place I've been in my life I almost lost hope in myself and you did say you still have feelings for me but I cant help but think its a lie unless there is something your not telling me I have no clue I just wish I could figure out if I should stay any longer then I already have