Unsent messages to CHLOE

i wish you would be able to see that you make me happy. idk what’s going to happen in the future, none of us do. but please stop saying you hurt me, because you didn’t. don’t underestimate the universe- ?

i dont think ill ever get to tell you what you did to me. im sorry i hurt you, but you have no idea how much you hurt me, and how much i still miss you regardless of all that

deep down ik it can work again. ik i done wrong but ik im better n can be better. ik i can regain all the trust i lost. but it is a big risk for you from your perspective, and i understand why we are done. no matter where the future takes us not a day will go by i won't be daydreaming of you. if you ever want to try again please let me know, i'll love you eternally, and be in love with you for even longer. e

im so sorry for everything. ill always love you and the way you look at the world. im glad i met you and I’m glad that I can still see your smile in my head. please forgive me. The worst thing I’ve ever done is leave

hi i literally love you so much lol ur actually my best friend which is so sad. /lh Anyways im rly glad i have u bcuz ur actually the best and funny and supportive YUP YUP all the other ones under ur name are sad so i'll make this one happy but its not for u sorry other chloes >:D we should hang out soon Tbh i miss u okay byebye

you haven't been online in 2 months. you've always been a withdrawn, reticent and nonchalant girl so it doesn't come as surprise that you were also such a suffer in silence person. i always had my doubts about you relapsing, but when your friends told me you were going through a rough time before you disappeared i immediately had instant regret, my heart sunk. you never took breaks longer then 2 weeks so when i heard you were gone for 2 months i thought of nothing but the worst. im so sorry for never taking your depression seriously. you always laughed everything off, i thought it was just a joke. how did you become so good at hiding things? i miss you so much. please come back to me.

I miss you so much it hurts. You hurt me and it took forever to recover but yet I still want you back

Hiiiiii you're cute and wayy too good for this town. I'm pretty sure you're flirting back and it's so much fun :)

Sometimes it hurts, other times i get lost in the thought of us coming back to eachother, i find peace in the idea.

idk why i'm even doing this. ik it was my fault but all i've ever wanted was you and to make you happy. i wasn't good enough and should've been straight with you from the start. i didn't think this would ever happen. i'm so fucking sorry. and whether you believe it or not, i know this, I will always love you. if you ever want me ever again i will always be waiting for you. i love you and i'm sorry.

my biggest regret is leaving, thinking it wouldn’t work cause of distance . i know now it would’ve worked

im mad at myself for missing you but id be even more mad at myself if i moved on. i want things to go back to the way they were

I miss our never ending facetimes, i miss spending the night and falling asleep on each other. I miss running home in the rain together wearing each other’s clothes. I understand why what happened, happened, but i wish we didn’t grow apart.

I was in love with you this whole time, but it was too late. I secretly hoped you picked me. But you didn’t.

Im so completely inlove with you, i would die for you even if you wouldnt do the same. I would give everything i had for you to be happy and I know you will never love me but its okay because im content with watching from afar. I never told you that whenever i was scared, crying in my room I would squeeze my arms together and remind myself that i get to see you the next morning and thats why I'm still alive. You saved me and I will forever love you but I know that people move on, so please if not with me find someone who can make you as happy as possible I wish you the best life darling

u were so attention seeking always looking for sympathy from others and help when we told u multiple times that we were not the people to tell this, tell ur parents, get diagnosed instead of self diagnosing with mental illnesses and talk to a professional who can actually help, i hope u are in a better place now mentally but honestly it was so annoying how attention seeking u were.

Thank you for making me realise my self-worth and for our relationship being perfect for what and when it was.

No one knew about us. You were always going through stuff, I was always there. Loving you was an endless pain. wlw

Hi chad. you’ll never see this but i hope you know I
love you so much. i which i felt you on my fingers are your lips with mine, but we didn’t. your my best friend but i wish we could be more. but i will always love you. I just wish you loved me back.

you were one of the most important people to me and changed me for the better. you also helped me realize my toxic traits and since our friendship didn't work out it helped me realize what i did and how i could work on that in the future. the sad thing is that now i'm extra cautious and don't trust people even if i've known them for a while so i have become really closed off and great at hiding my emotions.

thank you so much for making me a better person. i’ll always be thankful for that. i love you. and i’m really trying here. you mean so much to me. just please be patient with me.

In gym class the other day, you wanted to be my partner. It makes me wish I'd been listening harder, because on the first day of school you might have said you were bi, but I guess we'll never know. If for some reason you see this and you know it's me, please just ask me out. I'm too much of a loser to do it myself, and you're perfect. Please?

(p.s. even if you don't know who wrote this just ask out the first person it made you think of. i would be more obvious but i'm scared you'll reject me.)

The good parts were the happiest I’ve ever been. The bad parts were the worst. Wishing you the best, though.

i'm sorry i broke your heart but i truly think ending us was for the best. i hope you become an amazing architect and live out all of your dreams

i'm gonna be really honest here. i really love you, so much. i know we're both girls n all but i really wanna be with you forever. you make me melt i stg... i wanna confess to you so badly like, for real this time. no jokes. just straight up say "i love you." you're the main source of my happiness and i really love you. have i mentioned that i loved you? i'll admit that i do get jealous sometimes when you give attentions to others. i tend to overthink and i'm very sorry if that affects something in our friendship. i'm trying my best, i swear. take care of yourself!! don't stay up too late, okay? i love you!

i really thought you were perfect, i thought you had every quality except the one i needed most.

love.

I still care about you, I still love you, I said I would, I pinky promised. We pinky promised. Why did you break our pinky promise baby? I think about you constantly, but I know you aren't gonna come back to me. I love you. Goodbye beautiful.

i’m really fucking hoping that you didn’t write that. i know you wouldn’t but i can’t help thinking maybe i did something wrong. fuck idk. i think if you really did write that, you would know one thing about me that no one else does. idk maybe it’s a coincidence. i really hope it is.

i’m so happy i met you and you make me happy most of the time. our connection was so real and you helped me through sm. but sometimes it feels like you don’t care abt me at all and i tried talking to you abt it, but now it just seems like the only person u care for is your bf.

i wish i knew if i was doing something wrong. i’m so sorry that i’m oblivious to my mistakes. i really hope that i’m doing everything right. i love you so much. and i really don’t want to lose you. ugh anyways

why?

why did you treat me the way you did?

i left because it was too much, i left because you made me feel guilty after every argument, i left because i was blinded by all the good things you gave me. i was blinded by the love and affection. i think i still love you though, i hate to admit it. you were my first love. you'll always be a part of me.

i left a piece of me when i left you. we were supposed to be each other's forever, and now look at us. we're not even friends. i gave you every part of me, why did you have to treat me how you did?

i wish we worked out. i wish you were still my person, but you're not. you probably won't ever be, and that scares me.

life without you scares me, what am i supposed to do? i need to let you go. i really don't want to, i miss you. i miss you so much. i miss seeing you smile, seeing you in my clothes, laughing at my jokes, i miss you so much.

but i can't. i won't go back. i don't deserve the way i was treated. but god, i would do anything just to hold you in my arms again.

i love you, but i can't.

i hate the distance and i miss the excitement of our late night flirting. i care about you so much but it hurts to drop what we had. anyway i miss you and i hope youre doing okay

i never liked you back and our friendship was doomed from the start. and our trio never worked out. but, the way that i handled things wasnt great either. so for that i am sorry if i hurt you which i probably did. i hope youre doing good

i cant explain how much comfort you bring me. thank you for everything. thank you for being you. i love you

Hey chloe I hope you're doing alright. Ive had the longest crush on you since junior year. I tried to talk to you in senior year but I just didn't have the guts to fully express my feelings. I guess this is my way of saying I really like you and I hope that one day our paths will cross.

ur too hard on urself slut literally I hate u but ur also me anyways loosen up a bit lmao like damn life not that serious u literal fucking weirdo and ur too clingy and mean Shut up I love you the most tho

i’ve always loved you and i hope we can someday be together. i wish i would’ve taken it further when i knew you liked me back. i’m glad we’re friends. i just want more.

i have never liked anyone as much as you, you are the most beautiful person i have ever seen. i would do anything for you.

you’re my first love. you’re my first for everything. if we break up, i’ll be done. you stop me from doing so much it’s unreal.

you were my best friend that I fell in love with, I will never forget you. you are the best person I have ever met and I wish you the best in life

I am way too scared to tell you I like you. You are absolutely amazing and I've had a crush on you since last year every time I'd see you walk into your 6th period class but I refused to talk to you. I somehow got the courage this year and its been amazing. you're so easy to talk to and I absolutely love it. you are one of the most adorable people I've ever met and I want to be able to tell you that. I stay after the games(or during halftime) just to be able to watch what you do on that field. its really cool. I really really like you chloe. but ill never tell you.

hey chloe, i hope you're doing okay. i still miss you sometimes even though i try telling myself that i don't. i really loved you, i'm so sorry that it had to end this way, i guess we just weren't meant to be. i wish we could've fixed things between us but it felt hopeless, i was tired of putting in energy. i don't know if you could tell but you hurt me so much, i just couldn't take it anymore. i'm sorry.

You ruined all my teenage years and you broke my soul. But I'm finally almost healed and you rarely cross my mind

I still remember the way I felt the first time I saw you. It’s been 8 years and I haven’t felt that feeling since.

You were my best friend, my true soul mate, we weren't together or in love we were just best friends, but you started dating him and you changed, then you left me. I would do anything for you and it hurt me so much that you left, I didn't feel whole, I miss our girlie chats and sleepovers and shopping trips. You broke me when I needed you the most, when I was struggling and I will never know why.

heeyyyy chloe we used to be such good friends but we kinda fell off and its been kinda awkward lately but uh i used to have a crush on you and your really funny and pretty but im too much of a pussy although sometimes we fight i want u to know even though i never say it i love you and you are a good friend

i miss you sm it hurts. but you left and i cry about it all the time. why? you seem to be reaching out to others and i just wish you would do the same for me. i miss you.

you are such a sweet girl, i am so glad we have met. i wonder if our paths will ever meet- i would like that very much

Cute that you basically ghosted me to go for the toxic girl that manipulated everyone, I know you're only doing it cuz now that everybodies dropped her, you can be her main focus and get that sweet, sweet attention you never got before cause you are an annoying spineless desperate idiot. What's funny is that before all of this she told me she thought you were an embarrassment. I guess it was kinda a blessing in disguise since I'm able to get both of you out of my life

Just know I'll always be rooting for your success and happiness. I'm sorry that I wasn't good enough.