Hi chad. you’ll never see this but i hope you know I
love you so much. i which i felt you on my fingers are your lips with mine, but we didn’t. your my best friend but i wish we could be more. but i will always love you. I just wish you loved me back.

I still care about you, I still love you, I said I would, I pinky promised. We pinky promised. Why did you break our pinky promise baby? I think about you constantly, but I know you aren't gonna come back to me. I love you. Goodbye beautiful.

No one knew about us. You were always going through stuff, I was always there. Loving you was an endless pain. wlw

Thank you for making me realise my self-worth and for our relationship being perfect for what and when it was.

I still remember the way I felt the first time I saw you. It’s been 8 years and I haven’t felt that feeling since.

Hey, it's me, the dumb bitch you were meant to fly over and visit in less than a week. This is just me saying fuck Corona because I really fucking miss you and was so ready to give you the biggest hug to make up for the year without you. I hope you also know I love you so so much, like you are one of my favourite people in the world and I believe in you, I know sometimes you don't but I know you are going to make it through year 12, you are going to be amazing and trust me we will see each other soon enough. You are going to make it out the other sides, we are going to leave all boys in the past cause we know they are toxic, and we are going to Greece, Amsterdam and then Canada because that is what we deserve and no one is allowed to stop us.
I love you forever and always babes.

You ruined all my teenage years and you broke my soul. But I'm finally almost healed and you rarely cross my mind

u were so attention seeking always looking for sympathy from others and help when we told u multiple times that we were not the people to tell this, tell ur parents, get diagnosed instead of self diagnosing with mental illnesses and talk to a professional who can actually help, i hope u are in a better place now mentally but honestly it was so annoying how attention seeking u were.

thanks for ruining my life with your hurtful words and painful slaps. Dont worry Chloe I have found my true true love. suck my dick.

i really thought you were perfect, i thought you had every quality except the one i needed most.

love.

Can I watch the sunset with you? Can I dance in the raining night sky while the stars shine bright above, with you? Can I be the one for you? Could we go on road trips? Could I have you in my arms? Can I have stupid funny fights with you? Can I laugh with you? Can I hold your hand? Can you go bowling with me and see how bad I am but that will make it even more fun? Can I spend my life with you? Can we go on dates that end in us going home laughing because one of us did something stupid? Can I love you?
Can I be the guy that protects you at all costs? Can I be someone you love? Can I take you to the coolest places? Can I stay up all night just watching movies, or shows or whatever with you in my arms? Can I make you happy? Can I help you in your saddest of times? Can I be the person you adore? Can I be the person who you have children with? Can I be someone who prays with you? Can I one day (not anytime soon) go to heaven with you? Can I?

fuck you, i gave you everything. you used me as a bestfriend and i thought i could trust you. i fucking hate you.

sometimes i just sit there thinking about everything that happened. trying to make peace with it. i still think about you. i still love and miss you so much. i dream about you often. the dreams are nice because it’s the only time i can talk to you. but when i wake up and realize it isnt reality it hurts. i have many questions but i’m scared of the answer. i cant tell you any of this so writing on here will work for now..

i dont think ill ever get to tell you what you did to me. im sorry i hurt you, but you have no idea how much you hurt me, and how much i still miss you regardless of all that

even though we're not friends anymore, i still love u so much u wouldn't even understand. im incredibly sorry for what i did and its a hard thing to forgive for. thank you for all the times u made me happy and the times u made me wheeze and struggle to breathe. we have cherished some good memories in my opinion and i hope one day u can forgive me for what happened

i'm gonna be really honest here. i really love you, so much. i know we're both girls n all but i really wanna be with you forever. you make me melt i stg... i wanna confess to you so badly like, for real this time. no jokes. just straight up say "i love you." you're the main source of my happiness and i really love you. have i mentioned that i loved you? i'll admit that i do get jealous sometimes when you give attentions to others. i tend to overthink and i'm very sorry if that affects something in our friendship. i'm trying my best, i swear. take care of yourself!! don't stay up too late, okay? i love you!

i wish you would be able to see that you make me happy. idk what’s going to happen in the future, none of us do. but please stop saying you hurt me, because you didn’t. don’t underestimate the universe- ?

hey chloe, i hope you're doing okay. i still miss you sometimes even though i try telling myself that i don't. i really loved you, i'm so sorry that it had to end this way, i guess we just weren't meant to be. i wish we could've fixed things between us but it felt hopeless, i was tired of putting in energy. i don't know if you could tell but you hurt me so much, i just couldn't take it anymore. i'm sorry.

you think i have sex with 'loads' of boys cos im a slag but rlly im so insecure it hurts and its the only way i can gain short term validation. i dont want to be like this i want to be loved but no one wants to love me.

ur cute but i could never date u because you make me mad and hurt my feels a lot without meaning to:///

every time i think i’ve moved on, i find myself thinking of you. i miss holding you. i’ll always love you.

you make me the happiest girl alive. i really hope i make you feel the same way too. please, dont ever leave me.

When were in a groupe I'm always looking for you. I love making you laugh. It makes me feel so special when you notice me, when you pick me, when you open up to me.

i will recover one day, im so sorry to the empty shell i’m destroying every day, im sorry to younger chloe, you never deserved this

I wish I could say I’m better for you than he is, but it’d be a lie. Doesn’t change the facts: I don’t regret loving you.

"but I crumble completely when you cry, It seems like once again you've had to greet me with goodbye" i know thats still your favorite song, chloe. please, come back to me baby.

i hope you know that i care so much abt you . & that ur very pretty also this colour reminds me of u
- :p

Im so completely inlove with you, i would die for you even if you wouldnt do the same. I would give everything i had for you to be happy and I know you will never love me but its okay because im content with watching from afar. I never told you that whenever i was scared, crying in my room I would squeeze my arms together and remind myself that i get to see you the next morning and thats why I'm still alive. You saved me and I will forever love you but I know that people move on, so please if not with me find someone who can make you as happy as possible I wish you the best life darling

I was in love with you this whole time, but it was too late. I secretly hoped you picked me. But you didn’t.

i’m doing better in school. i remember you being there for me when i was stressed out with that stuff. why didnt you ever tell me when you were stressed or something. i really wanted to help with that stuff. i like to be there for people. even if i don’t know how to help. i like making sure people know they can always come to me. ik we aren’t together anymore. but if you ever need to vent, i promise i’ll listen.

I am way too scared to tell you I like you. You are absolutely amazing and I've had a crush on you since last year every time I'd see you walk into your 6th period class but I refused to talk to you. I somehow got the courage this year and its been amazing. you're so easy to talk to and I absolutely love it. you are one of the most adorable people I've ever met and I want to be able to tell you that. I stay after the games(or during halftime) just to be able to watch what you do on that field. its really cool. I really really like you chloe. but ill never tell you.

i am sorry that i blamed you for him leaving, it was never your fault, i want you to know that i don't hate you or hold you accountable for his actions, and i hope you find true happiness

you're always giving to everyone else. your time, your effort, your energy. give it to yourself and see who you can become.

I miss our never ending facetimes, i miss spending the night and falling asleep on each other. I miss running home in the rain together wearing each other’s clothes. I understand why what happened, happened, but i wish we didn’t grow apart.

how was your day? did you drink water? how are you? these are things i always want to ask you. i hope everything is well.-?

im mad at myself for missing you but id be even more mad at myself if i moved on. i want things to go back to the way they were

you were my best friend that I fell in love with, I will never forget you. you are the best person I have ever met and I wish you the best in life

i don’t know if you wrote that. but no you aren’t the fool for thinking we’d be in each others lives forever. this isn’t the end. i know it isn’t. it might seem like that right now but if it’s meant to be then it’ll be. move on, let go. do whatever is best for you. i want you to be happy. i’ll be okay. i promise. i’m gonna work on myself rn and when you’re ready to come back i’ll be here waiting for you.

you’re my first love. you’re my first for everything. if we break up, i’ll be done. you stop me from doing so much it’s unreal.

ur too hard on urself slut literally I hate u but ur also me anyways loosen up a bit lmao like damn life not that serious u literal fucking weirdo and ur too clingy and mean Shut up I love you the most tho

my biggest regret is leaving, thinking it wouldn’t work cause of distance . i know now it would’ve worked

idk why i'm even doing this. ik it was my fault but all i've ever wanted was you and to make you happy. i wasn't good enough and should've been straight with you from the start. i didn't think this would ever happen. i'm so fucking sorry. and whether you believe it or not, i know this, I will always love you. if you ever want me ever again i will always be waiting for you. i love you and i'm sorry.

i wish we could have more time. trying to be ‘friends’ with you is heartbreaking but i will do anything to keep you in my life. you’re amazing, i love you always and forever x

you made me feel loved for the first time in my life, i wish we lived closer because we could’ve had an amazing love story, you mean the world to me. i miss you.?

i will never forget how you made me feel. the first time we accidentally touched hands. the first awkward ft with my mum. the playlist night. the night i fell in love with you during ‘The notebook’. thank you for everything. i miss you. i love you?

i wish i knew if i was doing something wrong. i’m so sorry that i’m oblivious to my mistakes. i really hope that i’m doing everything right. i love you so much. and i really don’t want to lose you. ugh anyways

you will always have my heart, i mean that. im just waiting for you to text me telling me you miss me & want to see me but i dont think you ever will. but i’ll wait for you i guess.

i want things to be perfect between us, i really do but at this point its like were barley friends. how can we be in love when you put him above me every time.you let him kiss you and still make efforts to see him, my heart aches when i think of letting you go but i dont know how much longer i can live knowing you cant love me the way i need you to.

i have done so many of these because i need to tell you how i feel without actually telling you because i know it will push you away & i cant risk loosing you for good

Hey, I always thought you liked me. Sometimes you send hints and sometimes you seem like you dont even care about me. You act like you care about me but I can see that I dont even matter at all. I hope one day I can sum up the courage to ask you out. :)