Unsent messages to CHLOE

i want you in my life even though it’s my fault you’re not here…

if u have a chloe in your life never leave her

No matter how long I’ll always like you

I wish you liked girls so you could love me.

i’m so sorry i can’t love you how you want me to

can't move on. sad

i am in love with you, and i have been for three years now. <3

We’re like the same person. Wish we were friends.

I regret losing you out of fear… burn bright always

I would do anything for you!!! Love you forever and always

i am sorry that i blamed you for him leaving, it was never your fault, i want you to know that i don't hate you or hold you accountable for his actions, and i hope you find true happiness

even though we're not friends anymore, i still love u so much u wouldn't even understand. im incredibly sorry for what i did and its a hard thing to forgive for. thank you for all the times u made me happy and the times u made me wheeze and struggle to breathe. we have cherished some good memories in my opinion and i hope one day u can forgive me for what happened

Can I watch the sunset with you? Can I dance in the raining night sky while the stars shine bright above, with you? Can I be the one for you? Could we go on road trips? Could I have you in my arms? Can I have stupid funny fights with you? Can I laugh with you? Can I hold your hand? Can you go bowling with me and see how bad I am but that will make it even more fun? Can I spend my life with you? Can we go on dates that end in us going home laughing because one of us did something stupid? Can I love you?
Can I be the guy that protects you at all costs? Can I be someone you love? Can I take you to the coolest places? Can I stay up all night just watching movies, or shows or whatever with you in my arms? Can I make you happy? Can I help you in your saddest of times? Can I be the person you adore? Can I be the person who you have children with? Can I be someone who prays with you? Can I one day (not anytime soon) go to heaven with you? Can I?

thanks for ruining my life with your hurtful words and painful slaps. Dont worry Chloe I have found my true true love. suck my dick.

Hey, it's me, the dumb bitch you were meant to fly over and visit in less than a week. This is just me saying fuck Corona because I really fucking miss you and was so ready to give you the biggest hug to make up for the year without you. I hope you also know I love you so so much, like you are one of my favourite people in the world and I believe in you, I know sometimes you don't but I know you are going to make it through year 12, you are going to be amazing and trust me we will see each other soon enough. You are going to make it out the other sides, we are going to leave all boys in the past cause we know they are toxic, and we are going to Greece, Amsterdam and then Canada because that is what we deserve and no one is allowed to stop us.
I love you forever and always babes.

i'll forever be missing you. as much as i may seem it, and pretend to act like it, i'm not over you one bit. i'll always be willing to try again. ~blue eyes n recovering skinhead :)

I love you so much i cant put it into words. I will wait as long as it takes for you to love me the way i love you. ❤️

its been years and i don't know if i will ever recover from everything you put me through. my love and my hate for you are infinite. most days i hope you're happy with him.

you are an angel!!! the most talented &amp; funny &amp; beautiful person ever!! so grateful to be your friend ily x

i keep seeing these things that say if you love someone you should tell them. because love makes us do dumb things and makes us risk it all. because even if it causes so many problems at least you’ll be with the one you love. but i cant tell you that i love you. so this will have to work. i really want to text you and tell you that i miss you so much. you are so so amazing and i still think the world of you. ever since we met, i knew you were my person. everyone else said it too. i want you to move on because if we don’t work out then i don’t want you to be hurt. you’re so amazing. you’re so talented and magnificent. i’m so proud of you. i’ll always love you, and i think i’ll always be in love with you. i don’t know if you ever come on here and if you don’t i don’t wanna be annoying or anything so i’ll stop writing on here. but it’s helped me in a way. you helped me a lot. and i truly appreciate you so much for that. take care of yourself. byee

i gave someone advice saying that if they love someone they should just tell them because nothing matters in the end. i wish i could tell you how much i miss you. i don’t want to be selfish though.

i gave someone advice saying that if they love someone they should just tell them because nothing matters in the end. i wish i could tell you how much i miss you. i don’t want to be selfish though.

i miss you. everyone’s saying that i should just move on. and i think i’m ready to. but if you ever want to paint our kitchen green, i’m here. until it’s our time, i wish you the best -

I hope that one day we can have the future we talked about. I miss you more than anything and I love you.

i don’t know if you wrote that. but no you aren’t the fool for thinking we’d be in each others lives forever. this isn’t the end. i know it isn’t. it might seem like that right now but if it’s meant to be then it’ll be. move on, let go. do whatever is best for you. i want you to be happy. i’ll be okay. i promise. i’m gonna work on myself rn and when you’re ready to come back i’ll be here waiting for you.

how was your day? did you drink water? how are you? these are things i always want to ask you. i hope everything is well.-?

i’m doing better in school. i remember you being there for me when i was stressed out with that stuff. why didnt you ever tell me when you were stressed or something. i really wanted to help with that stuff. i like to be there for people. even if i don’t know how to help. i like making sure people know they can always come to me. ik we aren’t together anymore. but if you ever need to vent, i promise i’ll listen.

every time i think i’ve moved on, i find myself thinking of you. i miss holding you. i’ll always love you.

sometimes i just sit there thinking about everything that happened. trying to make peace with it. i still think about you. i still love and miss you so much. i dream about you often. the dreams are nice because it’s the only time i can talk to you. but when i wake up and realize it isnt reality it hurts. i have many questions but i’m scared of the answer. i cant tell you any of this so writing on here will work for now..

fuck you, i gave you everything. you used me as a bestfriend and i thought i could trust you. i fucking hate you.

i never loved one like you but you broke my heart and ive never been the same again. im falling into pieces

i want to help you right now but would it make things worse? youre struggling and it hurts to see you like this but i dont know my place anymore. i miss being close to you. i get things are different and difficult but i would give anything to go back. tell me what to do. i want to do the right thing.

i wish i could take back my biggest regrets because maybe we would be happy together and at peace. im sorry for everything i did. i wish things were different. i think it hurts the most knowing this is all my fault. IM the reason YOU dont love me anymore. it hurts a lot. i want you to be happy with me again but you dont even mean what you say anymore i cant trust your words like i used to be able to do. Its sad. i love you forever and always no matter what happens between us and no matter what you do youll always have a place in my heart.

thank you for being the most amazing friend i could ever ask for. i don’t know where i’d be right now with out you, you’ve honestly helped me so much in life i can’t wait to grow old with you still by my side :))

i love you more than ive loved anyone in my entire life. I really hope our love doesnt fade away though, i seriously dont know what id do without you and to be honest, i wouldn't be here if it weren't for you. Thank you for being my one and only and thank you for keeping me alive. I love you. And i hope you still feel the same way..

i want to help you and heal you but i feel like as if i can never be able to because it seems like you don't love me anymore

chloe you ruined me but I slowly fell in love with you, I regret falling in love with you because it was 1 sided.

i think you know that i wrote this. when i’m doing okay with what happened i think about everything that i miss about you. and i start to feel stuck. because i cant change anything that’s happening. i cant change how you feel towards me or how i feel towards you. i don’t want you to know that i still cry over what happened. i don’t want you to know that i still go back in my camera roll and look at you. i don’t want you to know that i still go back and replay your voice messages. i don’t want you to know that i’m not happy without you. because if you knew all of that, you’d know that i still care about you sm. and it’ll keep you from being happy. i never want to keep you from happiness. i wish you the best with any one. if you ever need me or if you ever want to just fall asleep on facetime again, i’ll always drop anyone and anything for you. if you decide that you want to come back, i’ll let you in with open arms like i always do. you’re my person, even if i’m not yours. i’m letting go. i think me feeling okay with you moving on is the start of me letting go. i’ll always love you. for right now i need you to live your life, do whatever makes you feel alive because life is way too short. i’m so proud of you. if we’re really meant to be like we think we are, the universe will bring us back to eachother. but for now we have to let go and focus on ourselves and our friendship. until our time, i love you.

I'm sorry i couldn't protect you from our dad you're so young and I had was given an escape I'm sorry I left you I regret it every day I hope you are doing okay and I can get you out of there
i love you

it took 5 days after you came back for me to want to end my 5 month relationship.
5 months in 5 days. just don’t ghost me again-

Hey bubby. I will never know if you'll come across this ever in your life, but I love you forever. My love for you is deeper than the ocean beneath us. At this moment, you're passed out, cold whilst I held you through the phone. The pain of long distance sucks but I know that one day, i'll carry your children, look at your eyes in our marriage, and push your wheelchair if we'll need to. I'll always be your other half, and together we're one.

I love you, goodbye.

i'm sorry for any trouble i caused tho,, i’ll stop talking about how i feel i know its probably annoying and stressful. new years i’ll be done really.

why am i still here thinking about you? i swear i'm over you i feel like i am i'm not even sad anymore but something is still holding me back and i know it has to do with you. its weird because i know you know this but idk i feel like you didnt really say how you felt when i told you everything and thats okay but yeah idk. i saw a post that i almost thought couldve been about me from you but i doubt it lol. if ur reading this i'm guessing you saw my spam post?? new years is soon, i’ll force myself to ignore this feeling after the new year starts. bye, and i think i almost maybe loved you. idk.

I will always love you. I could never quite understand why. But I always will. Even when I’m old, grey, and married. I will.

Hey, I always thought you liked me. Sometimes you send hints and sometimes you seem like you dont even care about me. You act like you care about me but I can see that I dont even matter at all. I hope one day I can sum up the courage to ask you out. :)

you're always giving to everyone else. your time, your effort, your energy. give it to yourself and see who you can become.

i hope you know that i care so much abt you . &amp; that ur very pretty also this colour reminds me of u
- :p

"but I crumble completely when you cry, It seems like once again you've had to greet me with goodbye" i know thats still your favorite song, chloe. please, come back to me baby.

i will recover one day, im so sorry to the empty shell i’m destroying every day, im sorry to younger chloe, you never deserved this

When were in a groupe I'm always looking for you. I love making you laugh. It makes me feel so special when you notice me, when you pick me, when you open up to me.