idk why i'm even doing this. ik it was my fault but all i've ever wanted was you and to make you happy. i wasn't good enough and should've been straight with you from the start. i didn't think this would ever happen. i'm so fucking sorry. and whether you believe it or not, i know this, I will always love you. if you ever want me ever again i will always be waiting for you. i love you and i'm sorry.