Unsent messages to CHLOE

I'm sorry I hurt you. My friends made fun of me cause I was with a girl. And I let them get to me. I know now I could never be with you cause I ruined that for myself. I hope in another life time maybe we will find eachother. I never stopped loving you.. You'll always mean the world to me. (Boyf)

I'm not in love with you, but I'm finally figuring out why people think it's fun to have a crush. (p.s. you're cute

this is my second one and i don’t know what to write. i guess i just wish things worked out like i thought they would. it’s all kind of a mess now and it’s the worst. you were my everything, all i ever thought about. i wish i still felt that way about you because i was so much happier when i did. i’m sorry if i did anything wrong. all i ever wanted was to make you happy. i imagined my whole life with you. i couldn’t imagine a moment where i wasn’t with you, and now it’s hard to imagine a moment with you. i still love you chloe, but i don’t feel the same as i did, and i don’t think i ever will

chloe i was so in love with you, i imagined crazy things as far as us getting married but i guess that’s gone now

i have done so many of these because i need to tell you how i feel without actually telling you because i know it will push you away & i cant risk loosing you for good

i want things to be perfect between us, i really do but at this point its like were barley friends. how can we be in love when you put him above me every time.you let him kiss you and still make efforts to see him, my heart aches when i think of letting you go but i dont know how much longer i can live knowing you cant love me the way i need you to.

you will always have my heart, i mean that. im just waiting for you to text me telling me you miss me & want to see me but i dont think you ever will. but i’ll wait for you i guess.

i will never forget how you made me feel. the first time we accidentally touched hands. the first awkward ft with my mum. the playlist night. the night i fell in love with you during ‘The notebook’. thank you for everything. i miss you. i love you?

you made me feel loved for the first time in my life, i wish we lived closer because we could’ve had an amazing love story, you mean the world to me. i miss you.?

i wish we could have more time. trying to be ‘friends’ with you is heartbreaking but i will do anything to keep you in my life. you’re amazing, i love you always and forever x

I wish I could say I’m better for you than he is, but it’d be a lie. Doesn’t change the facts: I don’t regret loving you.

you make me the happiest girl alive. i really hope i make you feel the same way too. please, dont ever leave me.

ur cute but i could never date u because you make me mad and hurt my feels a lot without meaning to:///

you think i have sex with 'loads' of boys cos im a slag but rlly im so insecure it hurts and its the only way i can gain short term validation. i dont want to be like this i want to be loved but no one wants to love me.

Thankyou for being here, never think you don’t mean something to someone you have so much value to me

you sit back and call me a fag because i’m bisexual. what you don’t know is that’s the reason i’ve almost died twice

i used a random pen and realized it was your favorite kind of pen to write with. i want to forget your favorite things so badly. i see them everywhere.

the sound of our synchronized laughter will always be ingrained in my heart. i hope i never lose you.