Please reach out. I think abt you everyday still. I thought I had moved on but no

I’m leaving the place where I loved you most. I hope you know it was your home too. Always

I miss you a lot kitty. Just hope you’re not too tired or stressed

I wish you the best and I wish things between us ended with a goodbye

Every day away from you, I only love you more. I’ll carry you w me forever. All of you, I love you.

please come back i miss you.

I don’t miss you but I see your reposts. I’m doing great, I hope you can move on.

i’ve never loved someone like i love you.

maybe one day you’ll love me more then your game.

I thought i moved on—but i never did, i just looked for love in another man's arms to find comfort.

i don’t hate you. you aren’t good together and we both need to move on. i’m sorry

I still wish for you to come back at 11:11

it was always gonna be you. i really hope we end up together.

I wanted it to be so you so bad. I’ll forever love you.

I miss you a lot even tho you left me.

I thought it was going to be you.

I hope you understand why I had to draw a line. I’ll always love you…even if you don’t come back.

it was supposed to be us, no matter what happens i’ll forever wait.

You bloomed in my garden, but your roots were never in my soil.

I wish you the best in life and ill always be here for you

i wish we could go back to our old ways instead of just being friends. i miss you

ur absence makes my body ache, my absence doesn’t affect you. why cant u love me?

You’ll always have me when you’re ready to come back . I’ll miss our scary movies. I love you more.

I meant it when I said you have a special place in my heart. But I can't come back it hurts too much

I've missed you so much

Chris i’m really sad the way u ended things, i miss you unblock me.

i shouldn't have asked you out, i'm sorry no one was meant to know. I'm sorry that your mad at me

I hope we both change and find our way back somehow.

i love you so much my love, not even words can describe it.

I miss you more than words can explain and I hope you succeed in your soccer career. I love you.

i miss you boy i didnt wanna let u go

i tell everyone we are “just friends” even though all i ever want is to just be with you.

Sorry I left without saying a word. One day im there with you the next im gone.

i saw the posts, you barely gave me any time to allow myself to change for you.

i hope you know i love you still but i can’t keep loving you if you keep hurting me.

how could you do this to me crichy? i don't understand anything.

i don't care what happens, i'll love you forever monkey.

no matter what your the only one i want

I hope yk how much I liked you. your my favorite I pinky promise

i love u to the moon and back

i saw the messages, reach out. you still hold a special place in my heart no matter what chrissy boy

i love you so much i always did & i’m sorry got everything i did wrong -

we keep messing things up for eachother but i’ll never stop loving you , miss u

I’m sorry I left the way I did. I think abt u every day. i’ll never forget our last day together

I miss u chris so so so much. you were my bsf what happened?

You left. You haven't spoken to me since spring. Yet I feel like you've written me things on here. Perhaps I'm being delusional but I feel like there is some special connection between us. I miss you. A lot. If you do still care, do want to reunite, put up a photo of Monet's Path in the Wheat Fields at Pourville.

Hey lol, I know your happy without me, but I always wonder why it had to be me. was I that worthless to u After all that I really meant nothing to you and whats really sad is that you were the one person I thought I would also have in my life you knew everything and now you nothing and what really hurts me is that whenever someone says the word love I think of u and its been months and Ive moved on but I cant bring myself to gave someone else the heart I gave you and I hate myself for letting you have this control over me.
love.....

If we don't end up together in this life, I pray to God and the Universe that we are together in the next one.

i'm sorry i never said i loved you. i'm sorry i never showed you how much i truly cared. you were and are the greatest thing that has ever happened to me. i'm sorry i lost you. i miss you everyday, even though you have long forgotten about the moments we shared. the moment wear you did my makeup and as i stared deeply into your eyes. the moment where we were unapologetically singing lana del rey to eachother as we were surrounded by people. i regret not giving you everything i had to offer when you did. i'm sorry i wasn't ready for the love you gave me. you cross my mind everyday. it saddens me that i have only now realized how truly good i had it. the look in your eyes is what keeps me up at night. the sound of your voice is what comes to mind as i listen to music. your hands are what a picture everytime i look at the guitar sitting in the corner of my room. it has been too long and i'm still thinking of you. i thought i was over you and yet here i am, writing a letter that you will never receive. i truly loved and continue to love you even though i did not express it to you how i should have. the thought of running into you is the reason i get ready. the thought of getting the chance of hearing your voice only speak to me is why i put on earrings. the thought of you running your hands through my hair again is the reason i curl it how you like. i'm completely and utterly in love with you, and you will never know. i am certainly bewitched body in soul, and it's all because of the night we first spoke. when you spoke to me as if i was the only person in the room. you made me feel like the most important person in your life, and i am incredibly thankful for the small moments we shared together. we will most likely never have those again and the thought of that pains me. you are everything to me and i miss you, i long for your touch, i need to hear you say it once more. those words you once told me and i was incapable of saying because i was scared. i was terrified of the thought of losing myself in you. the irony of it all, because here i am completely lost in only the thought of you. christian, hearing your name causes my heart to drop, because i know i will never again here you say mine. love is awful isn't it. it makes you crave something you know you will never have again. i hated that four letter word and then even more when i met you, because you ultimately made me understand it. i just need you. please come back.

everything i love is associated with you, and it makes it so incredibly hard to not long for you anymore. i miss you. i miss your touch. i miss you voice. most of all i miss the way you said my name, as if i was the only one who had it.