you haven't been online in 2 months. you've always been a withdrawn, reticent and nonchalant girl so it doesn't come as surprise that you were also such a suffer in silence person. i always had my doubts about you relapsing, but when your friends told me you were going through a rough time before you disappeared i immediately had instant regret, my heart sunk. you never took breaks longer then 2 weeks so when i heard you were gone for 2 months i thought of nothing but the worst. im so sorry for never taking your depression seriously. you always laughed everything off, i thought it was just a joke. how did you become so good at hiding things? i miss you so much. please come back to me.