I miss you so much it hurts. You hurt me and it took forever to recover but yet I still want you back

i'm sorry i broke your heart but i truly think ending us was for the best. i hope you become an amazing architect and live out all of your dreams

I'm sorry i couldn't protect you from our dad you're so young and I had was given an escape I'm sorry I left you I regret it every day I hope you are doing okay and I can get you out of there
i love you

i think you know that i wrote this. when i’m doing okay with what happened i think about everything that i miss about you. and i start to feel stuck. because i cant change anything that’s happening. i cant change how you feel towards me or how i feel towards you. i don’t want you to know that i still cry over what happened. i don’t want you to know that i still go back in my camera roll and look at you. i don’t want you to know that i still go back and replay your voice messages. i don’t want you to know that i’m not happy without you. because if you knew all of that, you’d know that i still care about you sm. and it’ll keep you from being happy. i never want to keep you from happiness. i wish you the best with any one. if you ever need me or if you ever want to just fall asleep on facetime again, i’ll always drop anyone and anything for you. if you decide that you want to come back, i’ll let you in with open arms like i always do. you’re my person, even if i’m not yours. i’m letting go. i think me feeling okay with you moving on is the start of me letting go. i’ll always love you. for right now i need you to live your life, do whatever makes you feel alive because life is way too short. i’m so proud of you. if we’re really meant to be like we think we are, the universe will bring us back to eachother. but for now we have to let go and focus on ourselves and our friendship. until our time, i love you.

the sound of our synchronized laughter will always be ingrained in my heart. i hope i never lose you.

i gave someone advice saying that if they love someone they should just tell them because nothing matters in the end. i wish i could tell you how much i miss you. i don’t want to be selfish though.

i gave someone advice saying that if they love someone they should just tell them because nothing matters in the end. i wish i could tell you how much i miss you. i don’t want to be selfish though.

chloe you ruined me but I slowly fell in love with you, I regret falling in love with you because it was 1 sided.

i keep seeing these things that say if you love someone you should tell them. because love makes us do dumb things and makes us risk it all. because even if it causes so many problems at least you’ll be with the one you love. but i cant tell you that i love you. so this will have to work. i really want to text you and tell you that i miss you so much. you are so so amazing and i still think the world of you. ever since we met, i knew you were my person. everyone else said it too. i want you to move on because if we don’t work out then i don’t want you to be hurt. you’re so amazing. you’re so talented and magnificent. i’m so proud of you. i’ll always love you, and i think i’ll always be in love with you. i don’t know if you ever come on here and if you don’t i don’t wanna be annoying or anything so i’ll stop writing on here. but it’s helped me in a way. you helped me a lot. and i truly appreciate you so much for that. take care of yourself. byee

you haven't been online in 2 months. you've always been a withdrawn, reticent and nonchalant girl so it doesn't come as surprise that you were also such a suffer in silence person. i always had my doubts about you relapsing, but when your friends told me you were going through a rough time before you disappeared i immediately had instant regret, my heart sunk. you never took breaks longer then 2 weeks so when i heard you were gone for 2 months i thought of nothing but the worst. im so sorry for never taking your depression seriously. you always laughed everything off, i thought it was just a joke. how did you become so good at hiding things? i miss you so much. please come back to me.

i used a random pen and realized it was your favorite kind of pen to write with. i want to forget your favorite things so badly. i see them everywhere.

The good parts were the happiest I’ve ever been. The bad parts were the worst. Wishing you the best, though.

hi i literally love you so much lol ur actually my best friend which is so sad. /lh Anyways im rly glad i have u bcuz ur actually the best and funny and supportive YUP YUP all the other ones under ur name are sad so i'll make this one happy but its not for u sorry other chloes >:D we should hang out soon Tbh i miss u okay byebye

you are an angel!!! the most talented & funny & beautiful person ever!! so grateful to be your friend ily x

i have never liked anyone as much as you, you are the most beautiful person i have ever seen. i would do anything for you.

i want to help you and heal you but i feel like as if i can never be able to because it seems like you don't love me anymore

I'm sorry I hurt you. My friends made fun of me cause I was with a girl. And I let them get to me. I know now I could never be with you cause I ruined that for myself. I hope in another life time maybe we will find eachother. I never stopped loving you.. You'll always mean the world to me. (Boyf)

i cant explain how much comfort you bring me. thank you for everything. thank you for being you. i love you

its been years and i don't know if i will ever recover from everything you put me through. my love and my hate for you are infinite. most days i hope you're happy with him.

In gym class the other day, you wanted to be my partner. It makes me wish I'd been listening harder, because on the first day of school you might have said you were bi, but I guess we'll never know. If for some reason you see this and you know it's me, please just ask me out. I'm too much of a loser to do it myself, and you're perfect. Please?

(p.s. even if you don't know who wrote this just ask out the first person it made you think of. i would be more obvious but i'm scared you'll reject me.)

Just know I'll always be rooting for your success and happiness. I'm sorry that I wasn't good enough.

im so sorry for everything. ill always love you and the way you look at the world. im glad i met you and I’m glad that I can still see your smile in my head. please forgive me. The worst thing I’ve ever done is leave

i never liked you back and our friendship was doomed from the start. and our trio never worked out. but, the way that i handled things wasnt great either. so for that i am sorry if i hurt you which i probably did. i hope youre doing good

deep down ik it can work again. ik i done wrong but ik im better n can be better. ik i can regain all the trust i lost. but it is a big risk for you from your perspective, and i understand why we are done. no matter where the future takes us not a day will go by i won't be daydreaming of you. if you ever want to try again please let me know, i'll love you eternally, and be in love with you for even longer. e

thank you so much for making me a better person. i’ll always be thankful for that. i love you. and i’m really trying here. you mean so much to me. just please be patient with me.

Cute that you basically ghosted me to go for the toxic girl that manipulated everyone, I know you're only doing it cuz now that everybodies dropped her, you can be her main focus and get that sweet, sweet attention you never got before cause you are an annoying spineless desperate idiot. What's funny is that before all of this she told me she thought you were an embarrassment. I guess it was kinda a blessing in disguise since I'm able to get both of you out of my life

you are such a sweet girl, i am so glad we have met. i wonder if our paths will ever meet- i would like that very much

i hate the distance and i miss the excitement of our late night flirting. i care about you so much but it hurts to drop what we had. anyway i miss you and i hope youre doing okay

i’ve always loved you and i hope we can someday be together. i wish i would’ve taken it further when i knew you liked me back. i’m glad we’re friends. i just want more.

you sit back and call me a fag because i’m bisexual. what you don’t know is that’s the reason i’ve almost died twice

why?

why did you treat me the way you did?

i left because it was too much, i left because you made me feel guilty after every argument, i left because i was blinded by all the good things you gave me. i was blinded by the love and affection. i think i still love you though, i hate to admit it. you were my first love. you'll always be a part of me.

i left a piece of me when i left you. we were supposed to be each other's forever, and now look at us. we're not even friends. i gave you every part of me, why did you have to treat me how you did?

i wish we worked out. i wish you were still my person, but you're not. you probably won't ever be, and that scares me.

life without you scares me, what am i supposed to do? i need to let you go. i really don't want to, i miss you. i miss you so much. i miss seeing you smile, seeing you in my clothes, laughing at my jokes, i miss you so much.

but i can't. i won't go back. i don't deserve the way i was treated. but god, i would do anything just to hold you in my arms again.

i love you, but i can't.

I love you so much i cant put it into words. I will wait as long as it takes for you to love me the way i love you. ❤️

Thankyou for being here, never think you don’t mean something to someone you have so much value to me

i'll forever be missing you. as much as i may seem it, and pretend to act like it, i'm not over you one bit. i'll always be willing to try again. ~blue eyes n recovering skinhead :)

i miss you sm it hurts. but you left and i cry about it all the time. why? you seem to be reaching out to others and i just wish you would do the same for me. i miss you.

i love you more than ive loved anyone in my entire life. I really hope our love doesnt fade away though, i seriously dont know what id do without you and to be honest, i wouldn't be here if it weren't for you. Thank you for being my one and only and thank you for keeping me alive. I love you. And i hope you still feel the same way..

chloe i was so in love with you, i imagined crazy things as far as us getting married but i guess that’s gone now

why am i still here thinking about you? i swear i'm over you i feel like i am i'm not even sad anymore but something is still holding me back and i know it has to do with you. its weird because i know you know this but idk i feel like you didnt really say how you felt when i told you everything and thats okay but yeah idk. i saw a post that i almost thought couldve been about me from you but i doubt it lol. if ur reading this i'm guessing you saw my spam post?? new years is soon, i’ll force myself to ignore this feeling after the new year starts. bye, and i think i almost maybe loved you. idk.

i'm sorry for any trouble i caused tho,, i’ll stop talking about how i feel i know its probably annoying and stressful. new years i’ll be done really.

heeyyyy chloe we used to be such good friends but we kinda fell off and its been kinda awkward lately but uh i used to have a crush on you and your really funny and pretty but im too much of a pussy although sometimes we fight i want u to know even though i never say it i love you and you are a good friend

thank you for being the most amazing friend i could ever ask for. i don’t know where i’d be right now with out you, you’ve honestly helped me so much in life i can’t wait to grow old with you still by my side :))

this is my second one and i don’t know what to write. i guess i just wish things worked out like i thought they would. it’s all kind of a mess now and it’s the worst. you were my everything, all i ever thought about. i wish i still felt that way about you because i was so much happier when i did. i’m sorry if i did anything wrong. all i ever wanted was to make you happy. i imagined my whole life with you. i couldn’t imagine a moment where i wasn’t with you, and now it’s hard to imagine a moment with you. i still love you chloe, but i don’t feel the same as i did, and i don’t think i ever will

i’m really fucking hoping that you didn’t write that. i know you wouldn’t but i can’t help thinking maybe i did something wrong. fuck idk. i think if you really did write that, you would know one thing about me that no one else does. idk maybe it’s a coincidence. i really hope it is.

i wish i could take back my biggest regrets because maybe we would be happy together and at peace. im sorry for everything i did. i wish things were different. i think it hurts the most knowing this is all my fault. IM the reason YOU dont love me anymore. it hurts a lot. i want you to be happy with me again but you dont even mean what you say anymore i cant trust your words like i used to be able to do. Its sad. i love you forever and always no matter what happens between us and no matter what you do youll always have a place in my heart.

You were my best friend, my true soul mate, we weren't together or in love we were just best friends, but you started dating him and you changed, then you left me. I would do anything for you and it hurt me so much that you left, I didn't feel whole, I miss our girlie chats and sleepovers and shopping trips. You broke me when I needed you the most, when I was struggling and I will never know why.

i want to help you right now but would it make things worse? youre struggling and it hurts to see you like this but i dont know my place anymore. i miss being close to you. i get things are different and difficult but i would give anything to go back. tell me what to do. i want to do the right thing.

you were one of the most important people to me and changed me for the better. you also helped me realize my toxic traits and since our friendship didn't work out it helped me realize what i did and how i could work on that in the future. the sad thing is that now i'm extra cautious and don't trust people even if i've known them for a while so i have become really closed off and great at hiding my emotions.

Hey bubby. I will never know if you'll come across this ever in your life, but I love you forever. My love for you is deeper than the ocean beneath us. At this moment, you're passed out, cold whilst I held you through the phone. The pain of long distance sucks but I know that one day, i'll carry your children, look at your eyes in our marriage, and push your wheelchair if we'll need to. I'll always be your other half, and together we're one.

I love you, goodbye.

i never loved one like you but you broke my heart and ive never been the same again. im falling into pieces

it took 5 days after you came back for me to want to end my 5 month relationship.
5 months in 5 days. just don’t ghost me again-