Our platonic love was my worst heartbreak. There was never an official end, just silence. I want you back in my life.

U were in my dream last night and I didn’t wake up sad. After everything u have done to me, I forgive u

I put in 110% and you put in 20%. The second I stopped putting in effort, there was nothing left of our relationship. A hard pill to swallow.

i loves you so much. i’m miss you i’m sad i moved because i feel like we’d still be friends:( i hope i can see you soon!

i thought it was real. but it wasnt, i dont know why you played with my emotions. was it a joke to you? you led me on, then decided something changed. i dont know what. i never will.

you taught me how to love unashamedly. i hope you know how much you changed me for the better. thank you so much for being in my life. i miss you every day. i hope you’re okay.

I feel like you want me to prioritise you over everything else in my life but won't do the same for me and I feel it's breaking us apart

i love you monkey. so much. it hurts so badly to know we can’t be together.. not now at least. but you will always own a part of my heart. it’s yours and no one else’s. I’ll be there soon enough.. and we’ll get to feel this love. i can’t wait for the day i can finally hold you. it will be so worth it my love x

you were my first love and i don’t think you realise how much you hurt me, i don’t think you realise how much damage you put on me while we were together. you broke up with me on valentine’s day and now that day will be ruined for me forever. i don’t wanna blame you for shit but i do blame you for putting me through hell, i still wonder why you used to blame me for absolutely everything that went wrong in our relationship when i know a lot of the time i was just trying to communicate with you so we could work our shit out and so i could get my feelings out but you would never let me which hurt. now you’re engaged and that hurts even more to know that you moved on straight away and not even a year out of our relationship you’re now engaged to someone. i know my mental health had a big problem to do with the breakup and our relationship but i warned you, but you still took me in thinking you could deal with me. but tbh you were the reason it got so bad i don’t think you realise you not telling me stuff or you telling me i was ‘fat’ as a joke hurt. you put the blame on me. everytime. and i wish you understood that but i’m sure you never will, i loved you so much but i just don’t think you loved me enough.

you broke me, and ruined me with the one thing i trusted you with. and you knew that. if only i would have the courage to tell everyone else

You said you liked me but I think I was in love with you. I still am. I need you now, but I don't think you even care.

i hate that i love you. loved you. i’m not sure but what i do know is you will always have a special place in my heart no matter the circumstance

idk why i can't stop thinking about u but i can't. I don't love you I promise. But still miss you, i think

I know you had a tinder account while we were together and I have the proof in my phone.. revenge is a bitch

Hii, you probably won't see this message but if you do im just gonna let you know that if you went to St Giles in Uk before then this message is for you. Honestly all your friends were mostly rude to me and you were always so nice to me, i dont even remember how we became friends but im glad that we were. I don't know how u even were friends with me because i was honestly just one of those shy girls and u were apart of the "popular" kids i guess. You were literally the first friend i made there and i didn't expect to catch feelings for you but after quarantine when we started school i realised how much i liked you lol, i saw you at school like 3 weeks ago and i think you did too because you looked at me sjsksk sorry im probably being too cringy right now. Ily even though you don't but it's okay ✨

I thought that i always acted different around you than i did my other friends. it turns out this whole time i was acting different around them not you

For the first time in years I trusted someone, and it was you. It’s a-shame you we completely oblivious to it

I loved u ngl, I told u stuff bout me that I haven’t told other ppl and had full trust in u, nw your gone I feel empty inside u where one of the only things I lived for nw I’m all alone and I miss u n want u back. X

I like you so much and I am so grateful that I met you. But the thought of losing you is so scary to me. I overthink so much and I hate myself for it. I just want to allow myself to be happy with you. You literally asked me to be your girlfriend two days ago and instead of being happy as I should be, I have stumbled into a blur of doubt and worry and overthinking. I just want be happy. I want to be better. I want to be better for myself. I want to be better for you. Believe me I am trying, like really trying. I know you won't ever see this and that's okay. I hope that I get to a place where you don't need to. A place where I don't worry about everything, where I am not anxious and I am genuinely happy through and through. And I really hope you are still there with me.

im so glad that i no longer have a sinking feeling when i think of you but i hope you are happy, i do not miss you and i do not hate you

our songs hurt to listen to now, but theyll never hurt as much as the 3 words you never meant and the other 7 you did mean.

i want to stare at the stars and feel at peace again. ill never be enough for you, but yet again i dont think ill ever stop counting your mistakes since that night, im sorry.

I’m glad you cheated on me. I came out stronger and I now know my worth. You will never love the way I can

Do you like me or do you not

Hi Charlie. I miss you so much. I still love you and think about you. Hope you’re good~

i wish we could be together

i think we're right person, wrong time

just wish you'd tell me what it is i am to u honestly. do i actually have a chance with u?

sweetest boy, now you’re still a good person but i think you’ve made friends with the wrong crowd.

I want to know our karmic tie. Do you dream of me too?

I know my mental health effects you. Thank you for staying by my side. I love you.

What do you want from me? I can't keep playing these games. I tried to give you another chance.

i love you i always have i’ll always do. i hope our souls find each other in every life

i still think about you every day. i love you more

I thought you were so mature but instead you aren’t and everything was a lie.too bad I still love u

I hate how bad I want you I hate it I hate being sad bcs all I’ll ever be is a friend

I know you think I don’t love you, but I do. Always and forever. I see you everywhere.

After 4 years I still hate you. I'm so tired of being angry. I miss the me who was soft.

I feel like you like me but don’t like me

I love you and I am so happy about it. I can't wait to tell you someday. :)

you are perfect and you don’t even know it.
charlie i miss us

it always feels too
late

I’m very grateful for what we had, just wish things turned out differently.

You screwed me up bruh but sometimes i still think about you, take care of yourself

If there was a way to tell you what I feel I would, but I can't, not again. Im sorry

i will forever be hopelessly in love with you, sorry things are how they are. please don't hate me.

when u left, my heart left. idk who i am anymore. i miss u. u feel like a ghost. idk how to let u go

why couldn’t you just do the right thing for once

the first time I saw you I knew instantly that we would exist

i hope you're doing well, i'm so sorry for everything