From: ABC
To: charlie
Date: October 30, 2020, 6:58 am UTC
i don’t think i know what love truly feels like, but if i had to take a guess i think i’ve been in love with u for 12 yrs now
From: ABC
To: charlie
Date: October 26, 2020, 8:46 pm UTC
You're one of the strongest people I know, I admire you so much. Thankful every day to have you in my life.
From: ABC
To: charlie
Date: October 24, 2020, 11:35 am UTC
You got two sons yo. I don’t know how y’all haven’t figured it out but yeah I’m trans lol it’s not a phase tho I’ve known this for years. (Haha pls don’t kick me out)
From: ABC
To: charlie
Date: October 23, 2020, 6:37 pm UTC
blue... the colour of your favourite hoodie. where did i go wrong? i cared so much about you and i still do. what i’d give to have one more chance. i wish you knew how i felt. thank you
x
From: ABC
To: charlie
Date: October 21, 2020, 4:46 am UTC
If you were actually sorry that it was ending this way you would have done something to keep that from happening
From: ABC
To: charlie
Date: October 21, 2020, 4:44 am UTC
If you were actually sorry that it was ending this way you would have done something to keep that from happening
From: ABC
To: charlie
Date: October 20, 2020, 10:23 am UTC
My heart was so fully consumed by you that I helped you realise your feelings for her and hid back the tears as I typed
From: ABC
To: charlie
Date: October 19, 2020, 1:45 pm UTC
It's been 5 years and I still don't know what it's like to love someone else. It's been 5 years and you still don't know what it's like to be in love with me.
From: ABC
To: charlie
Date: October 15, 2020, 12:54 pm UTC
You will always be someone I love and I pray that you’re okay. Thank you for letting me go so I can be with my soulmate.
From: ABC
To: charlie
Date: October 11, 2020, 8:26 pm UTC
i’ve loved you since we were 12 and although i can never tell you, you made me discover yourself and i’ll always love you.
From: ABC
To: charlie
Date: October 11, 2020, 6:35 pm UTC
Hey.. You'll never see this but I lied when I said I was over you and we could just be friends. I still like you. And I probably always will. You're my support system and only friend at the moment. I know I can always rely on you and you'll always have my back. It's hard for me to trust guys because of my childhood but I want you to know that I trust you fully. I trust you with my life. If you do ever see this then oops. I love you.
Love Elly.
From: ABC
To: charlie
Date: October 10, 2020, 2:24 pm UTC
i'm sorry you had to chase me, and now it's me chasing you. i wish we could just talk but i know that's never going to happen, there isn't a single day i don't think about you. you make me be the person i want to be and i love you for it, it's so hard to just let you go.
From: ABC
To: charlie
Date: October 3, 2020, 6:20 pm UTC
if you ever see this message from a growing curiosity, know that i love you more than anything in this world, and you have saved me from ending me, and i’m forever grateful for that.
From: ABC
To: charlie
Date: October 3, 2020, 1:32 pm UTC
i’ve know you for a little while and it’s going good but idk if i can do another long distance, i just picked pink cause i said you liked any colour :)
From: ABC
To: charlie
Date: October 3, 2020, 9:24 am UTC
if you ever see this message from a growing curiosity, know that i love you more than anything in this world, and you have saved me from ending me, and i’m forever grateful for that.
From: ABC
To: charlie
Date: October 2, 2020, 11:35 pm UTC
you made me who I am. Even knowing that we don’t end up together I would do it all over again. You are completely unique from anyone I have ever met. Never give up on yourself.
From: ABC
To: charlie
Date: October 2, 2020, 10:07 pm UTC
I'm glad you found happiness with her, but I can't help wishing even after all this time that it would have been me instead.
m.
From: ABC
To: charlie
Date: October 2, 2020, 12:26 am UTC
i love you please don’t leave me again, i can’t live without you. you are my person even if i’m not yours
From: ABC
To: charlie
Date: October 1, 2020, 7:52 am UTC
I dont want to see how much fun you are having at that party when you definetly know im home alone...
From: ABC
To: charlie
Date: October 1, 2020, 6:25 am UTC
it’s been a year and every time I see one of those corny love quotes we used to make fun of, I think of you.
From: ABC
To: charlie
Date: September 30, 2020, 11:58 pm UTC
it’s been nearly three weeks but i still think of you everyday. i miss what we had. i miss the old you. i just want to go back relive all the love you gave to me. all i want is one more hug and to hear you say you love me. i know i deserve better but i wish it was you. i will forever look for you in everyone i meet.
From: ABC
To: charlie
Date: September 29, 2020, 4:10 pm UTC
a big fuck you for making me think u actually loved me. and gaslighting me into thinking i was crazy for what i got mad for. You don’t deserve me. Every thing u did was wrong but i convinced myself i was overreacting. I thought i had a nice guy but ur just like the rest. I hate you. i really do hate you. but if u were to come back I might consider which sucks. You have the highest ego and most cocky personality. i think u forgot who u were dating buddy, lmao go disappoint the next girl. FUCK YOU!
From: ABC
To: charlie
Date: September 29, 2020, 3:44 pm UTC
I’m sorry Charlie. For everything. I wish we could’ve lasted longer. I miss u and all the memories. but i get you don’t feel the same anymore. I wish you the best, have fun and love the next girl baby.
From: ABC
To: charlie
Date: September 25, 2020, 7:27 pm UTC
i want to stare at the stars and feel at peace again. ill never be enough for you, but yet again i dont think ill ever stop counting your mistakes since that night, im sorry.
From: ABC
To: charlie
Date: September 25, 2020, 7:25 pm UTC
our songs hurt to listen to now, but theyll never hurt as much as the 3 words you never meant and the other 7 you did mean.
From: ABC
To: charlie
Date: September 22, 2020, 2:42 am UTC
idk why i can't stop thinking about u but i can't. I don't love you I promise. But still miss you, i think
From: ABC
To: charlie
Date: September 18, 2020, 12:38 pm UTC
You made me feel special. A coming of age movie type of special. But I knew that you didn't care about me. You don't really care about anyone.
From: ABC
To: charlie
Date: September 18, 2020, 11:19 am UTC
To the boy I like in 9th grade!, I still like you! You said you liked me too but can you remove the D??
From: ABC
To: charlie
Date: September 15, 2020, 11:08 am UTC
The last month we've spent getting to know each other has been the best month of my life: You've made me feel emotions I didn't think I was even capable of feeling and I've never smiled and laughed so much in my life before.
I hope things continue going the way they are between us - you're amazing.
From: ABC
To: charlie
Date: September 14, 2020, 11:16 pm UTC
i loved you. sorry i couldn’t manage to say it. people have finally stopped asking me about you. i’m relieved.
From: ABC
To: charlie
Date: September 14, 2020, 4:08 am UTC
i have never felt such a strong connection to someone. your love was like no other. that smile. but you walked away. you gave up. i question if you ever loved me because you walked away so easily. it’s been three days. i miss you. i just want to talk to you. hear your voice. feel your touch. everyone is saying i deserve better but i wanted you to be better. maybe just maybe we will cross paths again after we both find ourselves. i will wait for you. goodbye my love. i love you more.
From: ABC
To: charlie
Date: September 14, 2020, 12:05 am UTC
What happened to u, u made so many new friends and completely changed, I miss the you I fell in love with ); I wish it could be just me and u alone forever with no distractions. I still love you xx
From: ABC
To: charlie
Date: September 13, 2020, 11:01 pm UTC
Almost what would have been our 6 months and yet not a day goes by that I don’t think of u. hoping one day you’ll realize I’m the one.
From: ABC
To: charlie
Date: September 13, 2020, 8:23 pm UTC
All the times you said you missed me where u telling the truth cause I haven’t. I always say to everyone I hate you and I’m over you but I’m not there’s a voice in the back of my head telling me to still love you and I can’t get rid of it cause I want to hate u for what u did.
From: ABC
To: charlie
Date: September 13, 2020, 12:46 am UTC
I still think about you every night and think about stuff you said to me a year ago while wearing your t shirt
From: ABC
To: charlie
Date: September 10, 2020, 11:40 pm UTC
I still hear your voice, it runs through my head all the time. I see your face everywhere I look. You broke my fucking heart and I said sorry. I don’t know what I did to deserve the hell you put me through, I couldn’t have done to you what you did to me. I wish I could just stop thinking about you. It’s been 9 months. If you ever see this, I miss you but fuck you.
From: ABC
To: charlie
Date: September 10, 2020, 6:06 pm UTC
The last thing I said to you was that I hated you, when really I loved you. I’ll regret that for the rest of my life
From: ABC
To: charlie
Date: September 9, 2020, 7:52 pm UTC
i’m sorry i wasn’t good enough. i was scared and young but i loved you so much. i’m happy now and have moved on i hope ur doing good
From: ABC
To: charlie
Date: September 8, 2020, 9:06 pm UTC
Honestly I ask myself why did I like you, and sometimes I still think this because everytime I see you I feel sick because I knew you didn’t like me back so I’m sorry for taking that out on you but please wash your hands
From: ABC
To: charlie
Date: September 8, 2020, 7:19 pm UTC
It’s crazy how you’re still affecting my life. I’ll always have love for you and remember you even when you claim to have forgotten what we had.
From: ABC
To: charlie
Date: September 7, 2020, 3:14 pm UTC
If I wasn’t dating someone who I wasn’t comfortable dating at the time, would we have happened? And would we still be in contact?
From: ABC
To: charlie
Date: September 7, 2020, 11:55 am UTC
Damn i miss you, its been almost a year since we had such an amazing summer, it was insane, i regret what i did/didn't do for you and i hope that next summer it will be even better
From: ABC
To: charlie
Date: September 7, 2020, 10:03 am UTC
It's true when they say 'you don't know what you have until it's gone'. Seeing you with her kills me. I never stopped loving you. I still do now. I wouldn't want anyone else to hurt me the way you did, because it was you what you did was okay.
From: ABC
To: charlie
Date: September 6, 2020, 4:34 pm UTC
At the time I thought it was the best. Now I just wish we stayed as friends it’s where we are better off
From: ABC
To: charlie
Date: September 6, 2020, 4:25 pm UTC
If you’d broken up with her we could have been together forever. I still think about you everyday and it hurts.