Nobody was happy with you or your girlfriend at dinner, by the way. How about thinking before you do shit, eh? Your friends loved you like a brother, and you left them for that heifer.

i know i have done the worst thing. and i know that deep down you know too. yet you still choose to keep me and believe my lies. i wish you didn't love me so much, for then it would be easier for me to live with what ive done.

I really think we could be the greatest love story. just like our parents are. i want us to build a life and family together.

i miss you more than i say i do. i don't feel like the world is crashing down anymore though. it just feels like i'll never get you back as someone i trusted with my whole life again. i'm trying to let go, but how can i let go when i thought you were the one. you were only supposed to be in my life for a period of time to help me, and i didn't know that then but i do now. i don't want you back even though i miss you because i never want to feel the way i did when you left. i just want my best friend back, but at this point, that's too much to ask for. i have to let you go. hopefully, i can do that soon.

I wouldn't be who I am without you. I hope you find your way in life. I wish we could have stayed friends. I miss you a lot sometimes but I think pretending like we don't know each other is for the best. Treat your girl and your kid right, safe travels

i’ll love you forever. i truly believe that we are meant to be. right perfect, no, perfect person, wrong time. i would love to catch up sometime.

You were wrong. I have someone that treats me better than you. That has to sting a bit Bc you said I’d never find someone who treats me better. Remember I was forced into a relationship with you. Just know that I will be happier and more successful than you in every way for forever. You were wrong

i know it’s not my place anymore, but you will forever be my always.meet you in another lifetime loser

you joined my rugby team a while ago and since then i’ve been slowly falling for you. you’re kind and funny and confident, and i wish i had your confidence so i could tell you about my true feelings. but i don’t , and for that i’m equally sorry and grateful.

i loved you the way you still love your ex. we both hated that i wasn't her. if i could b someone else i would, bye chewie

this is the second one i've written to you, but why did you lead me on? why did you always view my stories first? why did you make goofy faces at me across hallways, and stop walking just to talk to me? why did you always act so secretive when i asked who you liked? why did you text me almost everyday? why did your brother always joke about us flirting? why did you always smile when you saw me? when i walked in to your 2nd period class on the first day of school, why did your face light up? why did you wave at me every morning? why did you have to get my hopes up when you didn't love me back?

I still think of you at times. You are the only person that made me feel like I was on top of the world. I wonder if you still think of me.

MY GOOD SIR-
I love you and your chaotic self. Keep your head up and your heart full, I can't wait to teach you how to kiss ass and take names

I still think about you every night and think about stuff you said to me a year ago while wearing your t shirt

i'm sorry you had to chase me, and now it's me chasing you. i wish we could just talk but i know that's never going to happen, there isn't a single day i don't think about you. you make me be the person i want to be and i love you for it, it's so hard to just let you go.

ive always had this crush on you, even tho its unrequited. ill still smile everytime we have a class together, and look at you when something funny happens hoping youll look back. its one of the stupidest things in my life but i’ll always think
your just so cool

im sorry everything’s confusing. i cant love u until i learn to even tolerate myself. u deserve the world bro

i know our friendship is mostly jokes and no showing of emotions, but would it really hurt to tell each other that we loved each other? i love you, do you even love me?

i know my best friends pretty cool. yes it broke my heart but the entertainment i get from watching you two.

Hey.. You'll never see this but I lied when I said I was over you and we could just be friends. I still like you. And I probably always will. You're my support system and only friend at the moment. I know I can always rely on you and you'll always have my back. It's hard for me to trust guys because of my childhood but I want you to know that I trust you fully. I trust you with my life. If you do ever see this then oops. I love you.
Love Elly.

i’ve loved you since we were 12 and although i can never tell you, you made me discover yourself and i’ll always love you.

I thought you were my first love but I don’t think I’ve found that yet. I was in love with the idea of you but not you.

the first boy that I ever talked to for a long ass time. nothing ever happened and I never even met him.

All the times you said you missed me where u telling the truth cause I haven’t. I always say to everyone I hate you and I’m over you but I’m not there’s a voice in the back of my head telling me to still love you and I can’t get rid of it cause I want to hate u for what u did.

I only hurt you because i could never accept someone cared about me the way u did. sorry i think about you everyday and hope u can care for urself the way u cared about me. because i never said it i love you

You don’t like me. You only have eyes for someone else and it hurts a lot. Your funny and cool. I wish you can notice I’m here for you and you see I love you a lot. Hope you are happy even if im not...

Almost what would have been our 6 months and yet not a day goes by that I don’t think of u. hoping one day you’ll realize I’m the one.

Haven’t talked to you in over a month. I can’t believe how things change so fast. But I have hope we will reunite and things will be right again :)

i still feel the same way i did about you however many years ago. the only problem is that i know you feel the same way you felt about me.

What happened to u, u made so many new friends and completely changed, I miss the you I fell in love with ); I wish it could be just me and u alone forever with no distractions. I still love you xx

You will always be someone I love and I pray that you’re okay. Thank you for letting me go so I can be with my soulmate.

t’s funny to read back your old letters. The ones from when we thought that we would never lose each other.

honestly you made me smile for over a year. i don't know what you did to me but it was great until it crashed.

i dont know how you feel. i dont understand you. i want to know you charlie. but i dont know if you want to know me.

charlie, no matter how badly i try to convince myself to stop loving you and move on and let you be, one single smile from you pushes me right back down and im filled with happiness and angry at myself for letting you do that.

I’m sorry I can’t seem to leave you alone. It’s just that you were the last place that felt like home.

you left 5 days before my birthday. thank u bc even though i cry about you, i was able to deal with it then instead of now.

i could hate you as much as i want to but i have loved you since 7th grade and that hasnt changed since now. ive always had some feeings for you till this day. all im asking for is for you to just be by my side :)

It's been 5 years and I still don't know what it's like to love someone else. It's been 5 years and you still don't know what it's like to be in love with me.

I’m sorry Charlie. For everything. I wish we could’ve lasted longer. I miss u and all the memories. but i get you don’t feel the same anymore. I wish you the best, have fun and love the next girl baby.

a big fuck you for making me think u actually loved me. and gaslighting me into thinking i was crazy for what i got mad for. You don’t deserve me. Every thing u did was wrong but i convinced myself i was overreacting. I thought i had a nice guy but ur just like the rest. I hate you. i really do hate you. but if u were to come back I might consider which sucks. You have the highest ego and most cocky personality. i think u forgot who u were dating buddy, lmao go disappoint the next girl. FUCK YOU!

I loved you. You broke me heart. I thought u was going to spend the rest of my life with you. I will never go back to you. You hurt me so much and you didn’t even realize it. You barely knew me when I was truly in love with you.

My heart was so fully consumed by you that I helped you realise your feelings for her and hid back the tears as I typed

i heard your favorite song today. i never knew the title of that song, i just knew you always played it. i was walking through a friends house. they were watching some tv show, yellowstone maybe? and the song started playing. at first i was sure but as it kept going, i became more sure. i asked them what it was called. they told me it was by whiskey meyers. i said thanks, i think they thought i was crazy. but i went home and looked up whiskey meyers and started searching for the song. eventually i found it. once i listened to it in full, i cried. it was so you. i think ill always associate stone by whiskey meyers with you. or atleast the better parts of you. its been 347 days, and you still manage to hurt me. and i still manage to forgive you, and want you to come back.

I loved you right from the start. I'll never forget who you were. I love you, despite who you've become.

I listen to the song you wrote me all the time. It hurts so much to know that you don’t mean those words anymore

If you were actually sorry that it was ending this way you would have done something to keep that from happening

If you were actually sorry that it was ending this way you would have done something to keep that from happening

you came back:)
I honestly want to be with you for the rest of my life. I don't want anyone else but you. You make me so happy. You're perfect. I already know that I want you to be the man I marry.

even after all this time i'm still left wondering all the things we could've done together if we had the chance to do them